Final lap

THe final lap is finally reaching, whether is make it or fail it, i all depend on this final lap, no matter how well or badly i done in previous laps, this is the most importnat and crucial lap, cause when i finish it, i can finally go to the toilet. HAHAH. i really afraid, but i will not give in, i dunno why they came out with this timetable where you take both sciences on the same day, i hope i can do well and promote, whats the point of doing so well for test, but do not perform in major exams, this have always been my weakness, my fatal point, but this time i promise i would not be waiver by that, i am goin to put in my best and give it my best shot.. I believe i can, do you? Shi xin hui does! haha...she believes herself... ((; take care peeps. gonna miss you guys, Dun be elmo without love. EMO !!! (-__-!)

BACk

Holidays are soon coming to an end..i dun think i have spent alot of time revising so i think i really need to work double as hard ya (;. this Week watched 2 movie. npow my pocket has a hole.. 1408 and 881.. hmm i just realised both have an 8 in them..haha.. WOW 14o8 is *super* nice.. be sure you catch it..tell me your thoughts after watching is ((; 881 was ok average..some fuuny parts. but had fallen short of my expectatuion of all the media giving it about 4 to 5 stars maybe Age gap? lol nah.. Oh ya.. today had mentoring and we did a interesting thing about finding out what style of leader you are. I am a reflectionist out of activist,pragmatist and therorist.. I think its rather true cause i alwasy think of the pros and cons about doing stuff..but sometimes i just think too much i think haha. How i wished exams can be over and HPT camp to come quickly..its amazing how i have changed over the years. i dunno how to explain my change. but i sure i have grown stronger (; both physically and mentally. From all those backstabbing, relationships friends work..everything i seem to have some take away from them. After every down i grow and i move on. I dunno what is my future direction but as far as i noe from now. I wan to lead a happy and fulfilling life. I have this special "fetish" haha sounds wrong using that but i love it when i make ppl smile..be it they are down, happy or anything. i will try my best to make them smile, even though sometime i fail but most of the time i often succeed, Havent i? haha.. i feel good when ppl smile.. i dunno what to say about anymore but to those who are sad or anything rmb this, you are the one that can control your emotion, no matter how hard i try to cheer you, you can choose to not smile, but why choose to be sad when you can be happy? its ironic, but they point is... if everyone think it this way, i have nothing to do liao..hahaha

TOUGH

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going... Cliche? i dunno but i think its rather true yeah? hmm this wk going to be busy.. hope i get sometime to study.. YEsterday was fun at joyce's apartment..her house is so cool..5 stories, 15 steps from front door to swmming pool. way too cool. i guess i never get a chance to live in any of this house? but i sure wrk myself to one i hoped? haha. had celebration of Joyce' sister birthday. ended up morel ike hers? haha. we start calling ourself part of the family..haha i fit best.. no need to change to "J" whereas ppl like jezia? Jason? Junfu? Jonia? Jefernie? Jin Shi? Jing Xian? haha.... cool.. Joyce mom says she like Xi xin the boy.. and i am one of them..apprently Chunfu was fighting with me over that..haha.. But wished KL was around though.. kinda weird without her..not luffying at my so gd jks. lol KL...if you are reading this..i think joyce house is cooler then 3 for 10 house... not as is cooler? because got air con but as in more comfy? yeah you going to say its not funny again arent you... HA HA HA iNNOVA. Nvm we shall go there someday.. Anyway..Good lucks for all those taking Prelims be it JC or Poly or Sec.. RMB Follow your heart! When the going get tough..the tough gets going ..(-___-!)

This photo is cool

Jack and Jasper!!!

HOLIDAYS

Finally the long awaited holidays are here, i can fianlly take a breather. HMM... not really actually. i got myself pack from momday to friday. I got testimonal match on Monday, First aid Cum pesta sukan from tuesday to friday..i am dead..i really meed to find time to study man. YEah! Things happen for a reason, it either act as and harbinger or a result of your actions. Do unto others that you want others to do unto you. i dunno if i preach that.. but i am always trying my best too. As you never know when you need the help of people. I always maintain my cool and patience cause i believe that what a normal person to do. Dun flare up. Open your heart, the other people speak, learn from it, there is definitely something in which you can take away from 'any actitity.NOT necessary team work. " Listen to people's feedback is impt, take the contructive ones and change from it. After all no one likes being a solo? Maybe Bengawang does,
oh well gtg..nite peeps.