Hey soul sister.

Yea. 5 days of long weekend. sometimes you just hope that the weekend never ends. Anyway. a quick update. Thursday, booked out at around 3 and went to look for JIM's present. i hope he like it. or say he better like it cause me and joe walked for bloody long time to look for it. ((: happened to pass by bras basah so bought the dictionary along the way. hope you like it (: sweetness rite? haha. anyway then headed to meet andre, zq, mel, zw, zh for dinner and to look for Van's present. Unsure of what to buy we practically walked aimlessly till all the shops closes and we got nothing. then melson left and wm came to meet up for prince of persia. mid night show again. but this time diff. for the first time i never fall asleep. was really a very nice show i must say. better than the one i watched midweek.!!!! dont ever watch once a gangster!!! LMAO. So headed home to crash after that.

Wake up early to meet sy to look for Van's present again. and she was late for like an hr. ok i sort of anticipated it already but then oh well. yea. she woke up at the time of meeting, FML. ya so went to river island and finally managed to get Van a pair of flats for work and sch perhaps? hope she like it. BETTER LIKE IT. wahhaha. and had fun shopping with sy. *its calling out to you* inside joke haha. FUN. then went to enous for driving. was brought to the circuit. quite scary i must say. yup. must try to improve on my driving. ((: yea!!! hope i an one time gd one. After that headed down for Jim's charlet. ate. and play cards. Damn fun when daryl the bodoh bodoh is around. WHAHA. then home for overnight mj and without much sleep headed out for Van's birthday celebration. Now i am back. tired ttm! shall end here. hope the individuals like your presents ((: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU PEEPS. Have a blast!

280

Today is the 280th post. and its already may for the 2010. Next sat will be someone birthday, someone whom is special to me 5yrs ago, though now things have change and i am glad we are still taking friends ((; Past is just not worth mentioning as it would only bring more pain and sorrow. Just hope she will be doing well in her life and find her happiness. Although the real reason for her to back out was not really known, but i guessed no point finding it out 5 yrs later. Anyway just hope she realise she does have friends who cares and love her where they dont usually express themselves out openly. HA. anyway. all the best to you as this chapter finally has come to a close. It time to move on and i have already moved.

Not that now i have someone special to me, but i will keep finding. keep searching till i find one. I think the most impt thing is finding someone whom you can talk to and she understand who you are, no matter what you are. but now i think i will have to ifnd out what i want to study in the university. i dont want to waste my parents money studying something that wont help me in the future. 8 more mths to ord. how cool is that. ((:

And if you happened to read this, Happy birthday ((: All the best for your exams results. Friends (:

High archiever

I Fallen short of OUTSTANDING SERVICE MAN, and i got a high archieveR award. NOt say i am disappointed though. Against all the regulars, i am definitely put at a disadvantage. HA. Anyway, There's still time for improvement. I shall strive harder and aim for that award. ((: Yea.

Sometimes i wonder, If i do good to ppl, will i get good back? haha. beats me

Prayers

Sometimes I really wonder if my prayers were really heard. Life is really getting boring nowadays i must say. Although I got two other siblings at home, but i still feel alone. sometimes i just really wan a companion. someone that you can count on. someone that love you, be there for you. Not that i boast, but i am pretty sure i do make a very gd fren if you know me well enough. just dont take advantage of me. (: sometimes you just wonder, why is it that ppl do not reciprocate what you done onto them (the gd ones) they just remember the bad stuffs that you have done and bare grudges over them. You can do a million of goods things, but you just have to do one wrong and people will always remember that one thing that is wrong and forget the million good things that you have done for them. Human nature. Irony?

boon or bane

Sometimes, i got the ability to predict things, other times its just that i am lucky, or just that i am more keen and sensitive to the things happening around me.

Probably because god knows when i last felt cared and loved. thats probably one of the reason why i dont feel happy for longest time. i know that there are ppl who cares and stuff. perhaps i just need companion. IRONY?


Every time you walk away or run away , You take a piece of me with you there.

unhappy

I just dunno why i just cant be happy.

HYPE

I am feeling super hype now!! OMG OMG! this week has been a very slack week after all. Tuesday all I did was to swim and relax! LOL. then wednesday was a bit tougher. just ovm and sim. But anyway. Wednesday got psed! was rather sad as i have got like no plans since my only plan was to meet them. I wanted to call justin out, but then i know he is working so didnt want to disturb him, wanted to call zoe out since she has all the time in the world now that her exams are over. but i never did that. i dont like to get ps actually. ok who likes it but then. oh well. anyway. i went to bishan with army frens for dinner. then went to drink koi, then this amazing thing happened. its like god knows i miss them and make them appear before me. i saw justin at KOI with mysterious lady LOL. but i was like omg! wT! no way. i told him abt that i wanted to call him, i swear its true. Then talk to him for a while then i dont want to disturb him so left him. we meeting sooN yea!! ((: then after taking my koi, we walked to J8 and then OMG! WTF! i saw zoe, min min and shu mei! SERIOUSLY man. HAPPY TTM. see two ppl whom i wanted to call them to meet but didnt. that really made my day sia. With mg around, my days will never be the same!!! ((:

TOTAL HYPENESS!!!

Life

life is like a video game, sometimes it gets exciting when you explore new things, sometimes it gets draggy due to the cut scene. The amount of credits you have depends on your previous life and the goods you do in this. some game can be never ending, some might just end abruptly. But whatever is it. you are the one in charge of your own game. so start taking it seriously now. (:

Reason for the realisation abv, one of my juniors, an avid hpt member passed away after slipping into a coma due to a car accident. Life is so fragile. Although some ppl might be tough on the outside. small viruses can already take them down like squashing an ant. My recollection of him was him being a small and cute boy. speaking in those sha sha voice. a ncc member, I was their camp chief for their training camp so I know each one of them. Maybe I have not train them well? maybe the programme wasn't as it turn out to be. But no matter what, he still pass out as a hpt.

I did spend sometime to think about hpt like again. HPT was like a family to me, a place where people joke around and have fun, and at the same time fostering camaraderie while working together to up a good show. Those Freaking SMART! late night camp planning at mac, it was all worth it as you see the smile on the campers face and everyone being safe. All was good till something, someone mess it all up. what's the point when eventually you win in the end? are the people very happy about it? as educators, isn't it your obligation to nurture students, and ensure that they grow up as happy and knowledgeable children. What's with all these politics, bringing in personal grudges into the whole thing wasn't so professional at all. so not very cool! but oh well. Whatever has happened, happened. No point crying over the spilled milk.

OK on a lighter note, celebrated Zw birthday yesterday, they got him a LIVERPOOL JERSEY! and a shirt from slirpingape . cool shirt! had a great time. everytime when i am with them, be it niggers or grace clique, its always fun filled with LOUD laughter ((: looking forward to spending time with you peeps again soon. and also to friends i have not seen for days, weeks, months and year! LOL ((: see ya. i love you guys.

KEEP SAFE.