HPT

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My mix group!

Can you spot me?

Cheering with a smile! ((:

Who will win the war? 2 Compassion <3>

This are some of the pictures taken during the training and Adv Camp. Looking at it now, its not the same as it is years back? dun you agree. People do you have a heart? touch your heart. why must and will everything turns.... oh well. Actions speaks louder then words. Pictures reflects a thousand words ....

What an endign

Hmm. Friendship game was not really gd after all, we Won 17-11, although we played at a disadvantage of 4 on 5, we shouldnt have let in so many goals. Dun you guys agree as the sports school people are completely new to the sport!, OMg. its time for some reflection and i think its because i am not that capable to lead the team! time for some reflection and get my skill upgraded, Sch "offically" ended, but monday have A level Chinese and tuesday got oral presentation, YEah Pw is finally coming to an End. like seriously ending, it sure took alot of our time and brain cell to think of ideas eversince PI, receiving words like Vague was our greatest fear and now in 3 days time, Its gone.. Today had HPT dinner, it is to reward for what we have scarifice to to run this camp. Seriously speaking, Without HPT, i dun think i will be who i am today, It really changed my life, it thought me how to think, how to be a leader and life long skills, Nothing is created just like That(click of the fingers), it takes time and effort a slowly built up. It will definitely face hardship during the pioneer years, but we have proven to have succeeded. How long more can we succeed, only time will tell. Camp chief...(A. Chief, logs, ops) who will be game for this challenge?

Mid way

JUst finished watching the X family, was rather disappointed wi th the ending ya... Nth much,having friendship game with sports sch today, lets hope for good results!! haha.. hungry. but going to sleep YawN!..nites ppl.. you all are being mISS by JAck

Back

Finally. i am back from camp!! haha 5-6 days of camp really tired me out.. I slept for 18Hrs.. i seldom sleep so much... haha.. aCool..


Sunday 14/10:Went to pinwen house to ton, not really ton but everyone caught a wink! yup wanted to watch mean girls but the movie doesnt seems to load. haha then pinwen show us saw2 which he thinks is sick, but we ended up laughing haha.. oh god we are sick!! haha.. hm then sleep for like 3 hrs which i didnt really sleep, just close eyes nia, then wake up... went to sch an start training camp.


Monday 15/10: started training camp, 3 ppl were late, two of which was frm my group, sobs, then they had test, then went over to Jalan Baterah, had belay sch!!..taught my group basic belay! hmm then had high e and kayaking. stay at high e for 3 hrs, yup.then had dinner then cheering after that. lasted for 5 hrs, then had AAr. purpose of AAR, to reflect on the day activity, and find out what went right and wrong, and improve the next day. The most impt activity.. then sleep..


Tuesday 16/10: hmm then moring was rafting. went to hide the barrels and ropes. Funny thing is that our barrels got stolen and we actually stole t back again... haha that was fun! haha then after was lunch, then was assignned to rats which we run only for like 1and half hr. then had dinner then was take over by sec 3...thne some grads stayed over.. which i think was fun although what we did was sleep.. never had this b4..


Wednesday 17/10: went to sch in the morning, settle some PW stuff and was off again to camp. Take MRt to cck then take 975 from the central bus stop B then around 1hr we reached, then eat and went over to take over 2c. saw some familar faces! and some unfamiliar ones, haha. at first really thought was a hard class to handle cause got some wasnt participative, but nonetheless, i pick myself up and try to moved them which i did. went for night work in the evening haha. some was scared some found it boring, but i find it tiring cause i walk twice,, and i told them some ghost stories, they are true i htnk by the way!..then nth much le.. After which had AAr and slept from 3 hrs.


Thursday 18/10: Happy birthday ANdre, Amanda and Wee hong !! haha . was suppose to go to school but i wanted to bring up the morale of 2C so i didnt went, at first was high e morale was about the same. hmm then went rats which i think the class got better!! really happy that everyone enjoyed!! haha i am glad, i got splashed and mudded haha but i am very sporting!! haha then went kayaking, pair up with crsytal cause she cant paddle alone. hm had fun. then lunch, sad that rafting was cancel..then the class did camp fire prep, thought them one cheer which i think everyone enjoyed!! haha. THen went flying fox and abselling when i think everyone went up. EVEN that like clean Chalista?? yup haha.. i managed to propaganda her..haha PRo Jack.. hm then i sort of abondon my class cause i need to do the campfire IC stuff..was rather sad to abondon them but they did me proud in the end..LOVE YOu GUYS.. ((: then i think Campfire was okay.. i was dissapointed cause i didnt help and do ...Sorry yanyi and chun kiat.. YOu guys were great.. then AAR was fast and everyone feast!! haha ((:


Friday19/10: Had mock test so went back school. was ratehr late, mock test think will flung cause i slept most of it..haha. sad that i cant be there for 2c which they ended up sort of 4th..)): sorry...but you guys are already the champion class in my heart.. you guys were awesome i swear. THen home and sleep from 1600hr. to 1000hr the next day..


Saturday 20/10: nth much . watched the x family and updated face book..woo that thing is rather cool..you guys should join!! haha.. hm then went dinner with N*gger to botak jones. sort of first time there and really ate to my heart content!! ((: haha..now i am here blogging.. And just to let you guys know i took up the plan. my aim is for the students, yes we have train gd leaders, we cant expect all to be back, but if you are we are really grateful that you contributed!! ((: like what trainer say, when we do things, what is our motive, is it for the students or for ourself!! hmm i thought about it and its for the students, no matter what the orgainsation had become, we should not deprive other students from nurturing while we still can!! yeah! hope everthing will turn out fine..and dear trainer!! we will miss you.. You made an impact in my life and i am very grateful.. With pride we lead, with Humility we serveD..((; memories that last a lifetime..when was the last time you did something good>> think abt it..its time if you haven!!

FIsh

YEah, i finally read finished my fish philosophy which i think was rather fast, cause i kind of enjoy the book. IN summary, THe book have 4 main pts, "PLAY", "BE THERE", "MAKE THEIR DAY, and " Choose your attitude". THis FISH can be implemented to anything you do be in study, work or anything. LEt me give you an example like going to sch? some may find it draggy? tired? lazy? to go to sch but it all depends on how you look at it. YOu can see going to sch as a game, somewhere where you can play? yeah? like pokemon, you go to sch to gain knowledge while they gain lvl la. hahah. THen be there, cna be playing attention in class, respect the lecturers, being htere also help you to learn more as you are more focused! then make their day, You can do think to your friend and your friend can do the same thing. MAybe some words of encouragement for each other to spur each other up? or making them happy so they look forward to coming to sch? lastly the most impt one is to choose your attitude. if you choose a negative one, you will never find yourself happy going to sch cause you already register a metally into your head. likewise if you choose a positive attitude, you will feel different. Try it. get cracking and you soon find yourself more lighthearted going to sch...((: Basically this wraps up the whole content of the book, teaching individuals to use this to help them efficiently in their work or sch....

SO guys think about it, it really works and actually i foudn that HPT is somehow the same. we work on this very FISH.but sadly to say......oh well lets not rake anything up.

Going to be in camp for 5 days but will need to go to sch to attend lessons..quite tiring but with choosing the right attitude. i am sure i can make it.. lets hope tml will be better. thats all i have to say for now ..(:

HMm

What a day

Hmm this few days, nothing much happened, just sch and HPT. Cause trainign camp is coming up ... YUpp.. will update soon adn share something on FISH philosphy..((:

Two sides

People. wilson is correct, there is an happy face and a sad face, it all depends on how you look at the pictures. Applying this to real life situation. There is always two sides to a coin, two sides to a situation. People always have the tendency to judge things on their first glance. Thats why misuderstanding occur. Just like the picture, if i look at first, the first thing that appear is a sad face, automatically the brain will tell you its sad, but as you look closer and turn it around, its a happy face. thus there is two learning point to this picture, one is first impression is always very impt and dun not judge a book by its cover. ITs that simple yet many fail to do so. OFten wehn people see, the automatically ASSUME. haha then sure enough they will make an ASS out of u and me.. Nevertheless, its human nature to be selfish and bias, THe heart is not in the CENTRE. hmmm. this week was quite boring till the weekend when we dry run training camp. it shorten to two days instead of 4 which i feel its a pity but nonetheless, we will make the best out of it. ((: lookinf forward to the camp. I watch I Pay it forward today, was really an inspiring and heart-warming story, you guys should go watch it. how good will it be if that thing of PAy it forward really works. Its rather boring to go to sch nowadays.. hmm. People, try to help others whenever possible cuase you never know when you will need their help. Newton 3rd law states that for every action there will be an equal but opposite reaction. THus when you help others. others will help you back..GIve it a thought.. ((: (-___-!) Jack

STARE HARD AT THE PIcture what do you see?.....

I'll come back to say more abou this....

YEAh!

FINISHER OF INNOVA JC MID-COURSE 2007 with a timing of..... well this marks an end to all my mugging for the time being..seriously speaking its really tough past few weeks or days, stuck at home for 4 days, just waking up and books.. Oh MY .... sound terrible for a sunshine boy like me.. look its sunshine.. no GARDIENA, LMao.. Hmm i think i tried my best, in all papers except for MATHs oh well... ((: ok away from studies, MEt up clique ala chunfu kaling and reagen, we went to this MA LA steamboat shop without asking the price, we were happy eatting thier DA La = EXTEMELY hot... but i beg to differ, its bitter.. and after the bill came $65.94, WTF, 3 persom 65, so one person... you do the math..OK we were SCAM!!! then reagen came and we went to the Tong sui shop for our dessert...then we walk and talked to somerset MRT..doing what we do best!.. its amazing how we clique, seriously..hmm then i found..actually not i but Da'yl told me this movie6.net web..i went in.. i was llikee WOW..wait its not porn! lol .. in it there is alot of movies, new and yet to release one too.. watched Mr.woodcock, and balls of fury both are ok,, lucky i didnt spent monet watching them.. ((: then today went out with aNdrE.. to queewstown to get his david beckaham shoe.. hmm then went douby to but someone's present. then i am back here.. A lot of adventure awaits for me..PAhang trip, HOT training + adv camp, i am so excited.. will update more now.. (-___-!)

Final lap

THe final lap is finally reaching, whether is make it or fail it, i all depend on this final lap, no matter how well or badly i done in previous laps, this is the most importnat and crucial lap, cause when i finish it, i can finally go to the toilet. HAHAH. i really afraid, but i will not give in, i dunno why they came out with this timetable where you take both sciences on the same day, i hope i can do well and promote, whats the point of doing so well for test, but do not perform in major exams, this have always been my weakness, my fatal point, but this time i promise i would not be waiver by that, i am goin to put in my best and give it my best shot.. I believe i can, do you? Shi xin hui does! haha...she believes herself... ((; take care peeps. gonna miss you guys, Dun be elmo without love. EMO !!! (-__-!)

BACk

Holidays are soon coming to an end..i dun think i have spent alot of time revising so i think i really need to work double as hard ya (;. this Week watched 2 movie. npow my pocket has a hole.. 1408 and 881.. hmm i just realised both have an 8 in them..haha.. WOW 14o8 is *super* nice.. be sure you catch it..tell me your thoughts after watching is ((; 881 was ok average..some fuuny parts. but had fallen short of my expectatuion of all the media giving it about 4 to 5 stars maybe Age gap? lol nah.. Oh ya.. today had mentoring and we did a interesting thing about finding out what style of leader you are. I am a reflectionist out of activist,pragmatist and therorist.. I think its rather true cause i alwasy think of the pros and cons about doing stuff..but sometimes i just think too much i think haha. How i wished exams can be over and HPT camp to come quickly..its amazing how i have changed over the years. i dunno how to explain my change. but i sure i have grown stronger (; both physically and mentally. From all those backstabbing, relationships friends work..everything i seem to have some take away from them. After every down i grow and i move on. I dunno what is my future direction but as far as i noe from now. I wan to lead a happy and fulfilling life. I have this special "fetish" haha sounds wrong using that but i love it when i make ppl smile..be it they are down, happy or anything. i will try my best to make them smile, even though sometime i fail but most of the time i often succeed, Havent i? haha.. i feel good when ppl smile.. i dunno what to say about anymore but to those who are sad or anything rmb this, you are the one that can control your emotion, no matter how hard i try to cheer you, you can choose to not smile, but why choose to be sad when you can be happy? its ironic, but they point is... if everyone think it this way, i have nothing to do liao..hahaha

TOUGH

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going... Cliche? i dunno but i think its rather true yeah? hmm this wk going to be busy.. hope i get sometime to study.. YEsterday was fun at joyce's apartment..her house is so cool..5 stories, 15 steps from front door to swmming pool. way too cool. i guess i never get a chance to live in any of this house? but i sure wrk myself to one i hoped? haha. had celebration of Joyce' sister birthday. ended up morel ike hers? haha. we start calling ourself part of the family..haha i fit best.. no need to change to "J" whereas ppl like jezia? Jason? Junfu? Jonia? Jefernie? Jin Shi? Jing Xian? haha.... cool.. Joyce mom says she like Xi xin the boy.. and i am one of them..apprently Chunfu was fighting with me over that..haha.. But wished KL was around though.. kinda weird without her..not luffying at my so gd jks. lol KL...if you are reading this..i think joyce house is cooler then 3 for 10 house... not as is cooler? because got air con but as in more comfy? yeah you going to say its not funny again arent you... HA HA HA iNNOVA. Nvm we shall go there someday.. Anyway..Good lucks for all those taking Prelims be it JC or Poly or Sec.. RMB Follow your heart! When the going get tough..the tough gets going ..(-___-!)

This photo is cool

Jack and Jasper!!!

HOLIDAYS

Finally the long awaited holidays are here, i can fianlly take a breather. HMM... not really actually. i got myself pack from momday to friday. I got testimonal match on Monday, First aid Cum pesta sukan from tuesday to friday..i am dead..i really meed to find time to study man. YEah! Things happen for a reason, it either act as and harbinger or a result of your actions. Do unto others that you want others to do unto you. i dunno if i preach that.. but i am always trying my best too. As you never know when you need the help of people. I always maintain my cool and patience cause i believe that what a normal person to do. Dun flare up. Open your heart, the other people speak, learn from it, there is definitely something in which you can take away from 'any actitity.NOT necessary team work. " Listen to people's feedback is impt, take the contructive ones and change from it. After all no one likes being a solo? Maybe Bengawang does,
oh well gtg..nite peeps.

Same Old Brand NEW

Hmm. times files and now 2007 is almost coming to an end. Fast? i think its really fast..like the bullet train in japan... oh well. Thing everyone is preparing for the end of year exams. JUst want to tell everypone to hang in there..FUn is on the way..What i am looking forward is the Sec 2 adv camp and Training camp..Afterall i am not a dull boy...haha..catch it? Hope i can do well for this mid course and dun retain..((; Gtg SEE YA PEEPS

Tired

Apparently blogger lost my post..oh well.. i am still alive and kicking..will blog some other day ((: tag me !!

Tired

Apparently blogger lost my post..oh well.. i am still alive and kicking..will blog some other day ((: tag me !!

Mentoring

Went for mentoring..learnt a alot as usual..hmm up toll now i have never regreted joining HPT. Things i learn from it cannot be obtain anywhere else and not even a mastercard can pay for it. ITs i s priceless. "i can only show you the path, you will hav e to walk it through yourself" i set you thinking ((: Teaching can be easy, but what if your job is to teach the unteacherables?

Jack

Hmm. i dunno why iam here. probably because i am bored. really. i dunno what i am feeling. fliping through my box of stuffs. i see memories, gd ones mostly. i have this special box where i keep all my stuff. all those cards letters and all. its gd seeing them once in a while. i dunno. i am feeling empty nowadays. maybe its becasue of studies that i am numb. Oh well. Jack gonna hibernate again aint he?

Love

2 and the half years have past, but it all seems to have just happened yesterday. The very day you left without a word, i was torn apart. Friends console me, scold me and i just couldnt pick myself up. People always say time will heal, i always thought it was cliche but time and time it has proved that it does heal but it the factore of how much can it heal? i dunno.i thoguht i have moved on, i did but not to a very big extent. everytime i see you i still have the feeling rite smack down in the btm of my heart. i dunno why, could it be becasue it was first love? but now i am glad that we talk. the slience which seems deafening was broken. Should i be happy or shuld i be sad that things werent how it used to be as before. I read this somewhere b4, it says" let the things you love most go, and if it ever comes back it will be yours forever" i wonder if its true. Take care! i am ok guys ((:


冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 喔~
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Carnival

hm this will be a long week end. i hope i will be produtive. Yesterday went out with NIggers. woW! everyone came. haPPy very long never group together and talk crap. listen to wee min matrix. Zhiwei lame joke. John Laughter.. leonard out of the blue crap. Kai Xiang sweaty plam. Andre super cold jokes. Zhn -the ah bengz. Zhan Qing "decisiness" LMao..
Today went back to phs to attend the carnival. hm this carnival not as nice as what we have 3 yrs or 2 yrs pass back. Phs nowadays very havoc, hope eveything will calm down soon ((: did do much , walk buy food. watch concert ((; shall end here, try to blog more often, sometime i just lazy blog. People i miss you all (: yeah!.