Untitled?

Hmm..nothing much happened today.. just went to study lo yup..

GUess this place?? haha With great powers, comes great responsibility.. anyway..this few years or pass two years..i never been really happy..ok maybe a day or two? but i dunno why sometimes i would just get moody..and dun feel like going to sch? and when i attend lectures and tutorial i always feel like sleeping? tired? maybe i am.. i think i shall rest.. i am tired both mentally and phsically... when i blog again.. means i am ready? i dunnoo.. this blog is going to be vacant for a period i guess...people miss me tag me...oh well...

No meaning??

Hmm..this few days noth much happened in fact..i didnt go sch on wed..thurday ate at cartel...food sux man..dun ever go..friday watched just follow law with mei..tried to call people but most could come..sad!! sometime i wander why is it that when people wanna go out..they have company..and when i wan to go out..i find no company?? oh well sometimes its kinna sad..people will start tagging..you also never call..seriously..i dunno what i am blogging abt..i am just sian and oh well bored.. i thought about what people said to me abt forgetting her...i think its rather true that we shall move on..people change and move on..but its hard for me to..i still do have feelings for her..i am the first i think to break the p...but i didnt really break it as we are not togther?? its really a tough time being through all these in the earlier stages...i think now sittuation are getting better..*least i hope..i shall try to forgive and forget and hopes she does the same..for we are still in one big family..all my post are just so random..random till dunno what to say.. have i done wrong?? oh well. i shall not blog abt any of these anymore..i wan to forget! ROAR! ..for those who are stuck in there look for help ..ask me and i tell you how it feels...people always say learn from exprience but for mine case..i think that if we there is one thing that we can dun learn from example will be this..i dun wish anyone will follow my footsteps...ask me and i will give you the advise!! (= i just love to make people smile..look and think back..have i make that smile in you?? have i created a difference in your life?

No meaning??

Hmm..this few days noth much happened in fact..i didnt go sch on wed..thurday ate at cartel...food sux man..dun ever go..friday watched just follow law with mei..tried to call people but most could come..sad!! sometime i wander why is it that when people wanna go out..they have company..and when i wan to go out..i find no company?? oh well sometimes its kinna sad..people will start tagging..you also never call..seriously..i dunno what i am blogging abt..i am just sian and oh well bored.. i thought about what people said to me abt forgetting her...i think its rather true that we shall move on..people change and move on..but its hard for me to..i still do have feelings for her..i am the first i think to break the p...but i didnt really break it as we are not togther?? its really a tough time being through all these in the earlier stages...i think now sittuation are getting better..*least i hope..i shall try to forgive and forget and hopes she does the same..for we are still in one big family..all my post are just so random..random till dunno what to say.. have i done wrong?? oh well. i shall not blog abt any of these anymore..i wan to forget! ROAR! ..for those who are stuck in there look for help ..ask me and i tell you how it feels...people always say learn from exprience but for mine case..i think that if we there is one thing that we can dun learn from example will be this..i dun wish anyone will follow my footsteps...ask me and i will give you the advise!! (= i just love to make people smile..look and think back..have i make that smile in you?? have i created a difference in your life?

What the??

Oh well.. yesterday wasnt a nice day after all... dun wan talk abt it..its my fault partly ((: ..thanks for being there.. you know who you are...haha..thanks aye!! haha..today was ok went to relative house..relative come my house...get ang bao..lose $$24 for black jack...i guess i am too black then..LMAO..hope tml would be better..when i was alone yesterday..pictures of you came into my mind.. i thought i could forget you since is no longer same sch..but it still hurts to unfold the memories..but for all..wish you all the best..and may you find your happiness<33 take care...JIA YOU!!

Time

First of all happy birthday to big bear : Zhan Qing((: 2nd nigger turning 17... hm nth much i wanted to post this yeaterday but was all tired....I dunno why i suddenly want to talk about time...oh well lean to treasure this seriously, dont wait till its gone then only you begin to wonder why you never treasure them at first.:
The value of one sec: ask an oylimpic silver medalist
The value of one min: ask someone who miss the last bus home
The value of one hr: ask someone who is lack of sleep
The value of one day: ask the family of one living on life support
The value of one mth: ask the mother who give birth to a premautre baby
The value of one year: ask someone who did badly O level
The value of one decade: ask someone who is imprison for a decade
The value of me: Ask Yourself.

New entree

Hmm..hey guys..i finally blog?? happy? haha didnt have mmod to blog few wks..decide to update my life to friends who cared? yupp..Take Os result..i screwed it..oh well...B3 for maths a-maths phy...A2 for Chem geo comb.hum b4 for chi...C6 for english..wasnt as expected...really saddened..really wanted to cry..and i did..seriously..i didnt expect myself to do that bad...i dunno..i really put in my best effort..but come to think of it maybe others put in more.. oh well..i just have to blame myself for not pushing myself hard enough..HEy guys...those sec3 and 4..watch out k..this two years are nto for fun ..you can but you got to pay attention..i practically played my sec3 years..and only started after prelims..thats real late..i have only myself to blame..ok i think i am staying at innova...hope i can do well there..make a heaven on my own..i thought i wanted to blog on my birthday but well guess it lost its meaning somehow...anyway..REAL BIG THANKS to those who had wished me.Very touch..the more i blog the more i feel liek sobbing.. seriously coem to think of it..things really didnt went well for me ever since Sec3...i wasnt part of KAH, Phs floorball lost, Not a Best unit cadet, SI, didnt get Merit distinction, took one of my awards away.. studies flunk, got backstabbed, "getting hated", rumors of me liking ppl, wasnt selected for under- 19..PHS floorball lost again!!, got merit for chinese oral..flunk o level, didnt committe well enough for the council. strained by emotional barrier, *HER*, LEft brenda at command post..manymore...that i cant rmb off..i am such a disappointment..allow me to cool down..JACK is DRained..he is gone for the time being...WITH Great Powers, Comes great reponsibility...When will JAck be able to stand again???

Cheering

Wanted to blog on my birthday but i dun have the photo yet...yup...hm i will blog on my exciting one when i get those pics...hehe..hm..today nthing much actually..went to sch at 10 thought will be late ..in the end didnt..thank god! hahah...hmmm then winnie and i started cheering then slowly Yiling came, kah wee then followed by kai ling...the sec 3and4 started their cheering by warming up!...then went for lunch ..kah wee went to get his hair cut...then went back for cheering and reagen wilson and colin came...the sec3 and 4 had their sort of cheering test (main objective was to choose the MRS for sec 3 batch...yup...hmm think 3 was chosen not sure who liao..poor memory..haha then cheering ended went dinner with reagen kah wee wilson winnie colin shannon and Shi mu!...yup then went to the AMK hub..not much store has open but the hypermart is REALLY.very big..haha..then we head home..Liverpool won chealsea 2-0 ..so happy ..haha ((: nth more to add le..And sec 3 and 4 dun be sad even if you never pass the first few times..learn from it and change for the better..why bother crying over spilled milk yeah?.. come you all can do it..IF you DUNNO ask...i will definitely try my best to help you..is that ok? haha..shall end here..here are some photos...

(Da Jie da, Tweety, Elmo, one more i forget liao..haha)

(as usual the bimbo post and chun kiat)

(briefing in Action)

(Clement..acting Shuai???)

(Reagen trying to act stupid)

Fun fair

WHAT: IJC FUNFAIR 2007 aka i@FUN

WHEN: 10 FEB 2007 9am - 5pm

WHERE: INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE

WHAT CAN YOU EXPECT: A LOT OF FOOD, GAMES, HAUNTED HOUSE, PERFORMANCES BY CSS, CHIOBUS YANDAOS AND MORE!

MOST IMPORTANTLY, FUN (:HOW: $10 TICKET PER PAX WITH 2x$1 AND 4x$2 COUPONS FOR YOU TO SPEND!HURRY GET YOUR TICKETS NOW! WHILE STOCKS LAST!

Arh

Haha..i am so happy.. i got my first birthday present today...A Cap..haha..i so love it..thanks LIquan and Cheryl..haha.nthing else more to rite le..oh ya. i found the two things i suppose to find..hope they like it anyway...((:

New YEar

hmmm..i have recovered from my sickness..thank god...nth much happen really..went back to sec sch..i really miss those good old days when we were there...its really so sweet and nice..i know ppl have to move on...oh well..and i got my ATM card..i noe its no big deal..but i apply it myself le?..no parents.. hhaha cool har? hm..went to take proposal from sherry...nth much le..hope those who are sick or are having illness to get well soon..God Bless you all... and this is my new class...short of 2more girls though...

Sick??

hmm..nth at much actually..just have 2 days of light lectures..tml is the start of everything...ARh!! have PE for consecutive 2 days lO? challenge my determination man?..ran 2 km for the first day..and teletubby hill of 3.2 on the 2nd was happy with myself for not give up halfway..its the determination that perserve on!!but now i am sick?? wth..not really la..just flu...oh well..didnt take care of myself? i am week..tml i still have floorball training (club) one..oh well this is sure tiring yet challenging?? haha..hope i get fitter in the end oh ya..we did like 100++ push up. sit up what ever..this pe is sure cool..way to go..people out there...take care!!

LONG TIme

WOw! long time since i blog..but doesnt anyone even care?oh well.. nothing much happen seriously..
Firstly was JC1 orientation...was quite alright..Jam and hop was so cool man...eye opener...whahahh...then went back to PHS to assist the sec one orientation..i really really had fun then...Joyce Khoo...you can do it one..cause ihave faith in you..you just lack abit of confidence and courage...i cant help you find it but i will support and help you yeah? haha..then send Mei her cake and birthday present..hopes she likes it ...I so miss PHS...although they prevented me of an double award...but i really learn alot from PHS..if i didnt get into PHS...would i meet you all? HPT? council? NPCC? Floorball? Teachers?...i believe that fate has brought us together and we should continue this bond...this is one reason why Phs is so dear to me after all..Innova is not that bad..but i dunno..dun feel the sense of rootedness there yet? hmmm...i think i have change much during the years...haven I? i think i am using my heart to control my mind for most of the time..hmm..problem have arrive and i dun really know what should i really do..so i heck care it? or should i help? the problem is i dunno whether i should..i got the exprience..i know how it feels like but is it the same? i really dunno..what i hope is that both parties SMILE at the end of the day..for all both are all my best friend..i think i should rest for a while ba...i am tired...both physical and mental..i hate ppl mentatily of when you are close to someone opposite sex you are their stead man.... hai...cant they be good friends?? i dunno.. shall end here casue i dun feel like continuing ...oh well..people take cARE.. anything you all can still count on me!!

A new year to begin with??

I am plainly roting at home the second day of the year..was suppose to have training but dunno why its only for innebandy and owls...so sad la..oh well..tml start sch le..plain new enviroment... new circle forming??? i dunno i have so many social circle i think? council? hpt? floorball? niggers? npcc? pri sch? mickey? Tcc? oh well just some i dun usually hang out with..its saddening that i left out some..friends are impt in your daily lives...they help you to grow..mature?,,just becareful who you are hanging out with...oh well.. i really dunno what to blog..i am just sian..Friends out there...do give me a text or sms...if you all need help... I be there for you all...((:
With Great Power, Comes Great Resposibility

What a YEar

a year has past just like a speed of light...i rmb i was so worried about my O..now its all over..oh well..many things happened last year and when bring to this year i still think that it will remain the same..learned about a couple of things..hai why must things always end up this way? oh well? nah no mood to blog..see ya peepss...

MeaningFUl Day

Mmm.. i did something i think its meaningful today...i cycled all the way to **** house to send her her new year card....hope she likes it..anyway.. hmmm nothing much happening just training and watch tv..lol..hmm sch starting soon.. ****** and *********** ***** birthday coming soon and i haven got my pay...ARHHH hope i wun be giving them belated...ROAR!!..hope i will have fun in JC...for all who dunno i appeal successful into innova...(: (i look FUNNY when i was Young)
"Wherever you are,
Whatever you do,
You'll never be alone,
so if you are lonely,
text/ call me and for you know,
i will always be there for YOU' ALL"

SICk

YEAH!! appeal was a success i think..yup...hmm... lets see how the rest go ba..FEEL SICK..actually is sick la..lol ok gonna rest..,.PEEPs take care of yourself

Drucken

LASt night was kinda fun..started with me waking up and going for training at 5.30 first time since so long that i return to play so floorball and i seriously love it...the happiest moment of my life ..and one of them is definitely floorball!!! then went to meet step, sonia, shi jia, jia hui, jin shi ,wilson, colin at Kahtib for count down.. lol end up playing basketball...:)) anyway then went to shannon house for movie marathon... then started to play..then drink alot...till i got drunk...my head was so heavy as though its gonna dropp..then went to sleep, next morning got a hang over...whahah..the feeling is bad and i vomitted.. so friends if you all happen to drink...KNOW YOUR LIMITS...haha
Today came home around noon then went out to watch nite at the musesum at sebawang with Wen jie ,Step, Jin Shi, Zhang mei, Joyce and Colin... then went me and colin went to jin shi house to eat her mother's home cook curry chicken and Kaya toast..woots so nice of her and i love them so much!!!! haha then Went colin house play MAJONG... Winnie Leong, Kay Joo , Eileen, Kah Wee, Jin Shi, Colin was there..and i left around 11 plus winning about 4 dollars before i left..hahano i am back here blogging...((: hope that nothing will go else in my life...to god be the glory!!!

BACK!

I am finalll back from TRAINING CAMP 2006...is it tough? is it slack? does it push your limits? i dont know but i sure hope the campers enjoy..esp the toilet gang!..lol Whose is the luckiest...lol..so fun...anyway...A VERY SORRY to BRENDA for leaving her most of the time at command post..... hmm.. Trainees do you like the camp? night supper talk was fun...haha..my so dear fellow batch why didnt you all came...seriously missing all of ya during the camp...rembering the vivid may adv. at the first training camp.. where we all shout our hearts out...put in all that we have to be in HPT...then come 2005 where we step up as Sec3 going to 4..guilding the sec 2s along...the pain the sorrow... and finally metamorphis has come and we finally graduated...we have 2 more batches below us...went for 3 yrs of training camp already...time just flies...things have change ..but one thing that is never to change..is the love of my batch people and the passion to serve for HPT...FOR with great power, comes great responsibility...and something really sad happened in this camp...really shocking and sad...hope he still remains cheerful and be our stand..for he has fight for us from the bery day HPT started...we love you..and this is the happiest camp i went for and i sure remember it for my life..SEC 3 adv 2005... so so so nice..it might not be but for the logistic trio.. it sure is the best camp for us.. its it?

WITH PRIDE WE LEAD,

WITH HUMILITY WE SERVE

LASTLY, ITS US AS A TEAM

LOL

I found this two photo..so funny..LMAO

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YEAH!! i am almost done for the camp i think..for this camp i gave up much...money, job, floorball, rest...but all that is worth it...cause like said with great power, comes great responsililty...how i wish everyone could be able to make it for the camp...oh well..everyone has their reason and we cant measure someone capability based on their attendence..thus when you come back..contribute whatever you can yeah?... i dunno...arh!! now i am afraid i cant get into IJ for my appeal...please god help me...lucks unto me?...oh well...christmas is round the corner and i have no money...its such and bad christmas...sobX... oh well saw many of my friends posted to all different JC let me understand that its really time to part and get into a new enviroment..meet new friends..but true friendship never end...have i lend you my helping hand and touched your heart and made a difference in your life??....

HAVE I?

HAVE I?

HAVE I?

HAVE I?