quotes

There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them.
-- Phyllis Bottome


Hmm, i have decided to post one quote a day, to inspire others, to inspire myself. so when people come to my blog, they leave with somthing to ponder about.

Being there

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.
-- Groucho Marx


Why choose to be sad when you can be happy?
-- Jack

LOL((:

Floorball

Wooo..This is definitely heartwarming ((: yea..Smile cause is happens


http://redsports.sg/2008/07/24/redsports-floorball-awards/

200th

Well, this is the 200th post! wooo..time to update.. My last nationals' end with a "bang" a shock really...hmm i dunno what to say but i think i just am not a good leader. My gp teacher told me today, to be a leader you need to show the way, i guess i failed on that part. My studies are in a mess now acutually, not so imba already.. Failed my prelim 1..arh!! darn!! i hate it when everything don't go the way it should, or at least the way i want it to be. I don't know really! A few more months left, guess i have to find the real me.. haha... beware! cause jack is here!

LAst

"Not everyone will win all the time. There must be always a loser, but the loser will win sometimes. Even best runner in the world lose to someone. Everyone is training hard as well. You did not win this race, you will train harder as well, and win them the next time round. Remember, losing a race is not end of the world. A real athlete will try win his opponent instead of giving up when he loses a race."


"Fear can hold you back from so many wonderful things in life, so I make myself go for things I'm afraid of. Worry afterwards"
-Leann Rimes.

Oh... just what i need for the last day! DIRECTLY QUOTED from Naughty's Blog!! hehe...Adios

Journeys

Lying beside you
Here in the dark
Feeling your heart with mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are
By my side

So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you
Living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay

So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
Open arms


Open Arms- Journey

Journey, there are a lot in life, at different point of time and your life, you walk through diff part of the journey of your life, with diff ppl, sometimes even it might be the same people that are walking it through with you. Think about it, The people who walk with you, do they still walk with you? or did you walk out of theirs, or they walk out of yours.

These 18 yrs of my life, i have been walking this journey with many ppl and i am glad that i have them as i would not be who i am today, if not for them.

We lost our match today, a match which we have confidence in winning, yet we blew it up. But i am not going to give up just yet, like i said, everything is not decided to the last whistle. Last game, Last time on that court, Last time being with the team, last nationals' last hope, last win..last jack....

form

Where are you my dear form...i need you back badly..i wan you form!!!

Sad

DEVASTED...



I have never in my life be this sad before. We are so near yet so far..i hate it when i cannot do anything... why am i so lousy. why cant i perform. why? why? Pressure? Stress? I dunno..sorry team.. i let you down again and again..i pass on the captaincy, just so i wan to prove my worth.

Match

LOUSY, SUX. any negative words seems to suit me. I am totally ashamed with my lackluster performance today.

I will work hard and live up my name as the captain. I wun disappoint the team and myself again!Every Defeat makes my Stronger!

Competion

EXAMS results blah...i will talk abt it when i get bacl everything. but it kind of sux though..anyway thats not my main concern as for now. my concern is about a div. Personally i dun have any fear because i noe the team can do it. I think the main problem lie in me, myself and i. i dunno why i dun not have the fire in myself when i go into competition. I know i have what it takes but i always feel i am the latter compared to others. I dun have the confidence in myself. ): i am trying my best to fight against that, and i hope then in time to come, which is tuesday, i will be in my top form to face off against MJC. Nothing is impossible. I need the support, the confidence, the calmness. sometimes i come to think of it.. i know i will regret if i dun play my best, i noe i can control my feelings but i just cant help it to feel that way. Somebody save me!

Exam

Exams are driving me nuts. sometimes i really wanna give up eerything and do the things i wan, have fun.. but come to think of it.. if i am without a sch to go, the fun i get its only short term, what about long term? LOL sounds so econS? papers i think will be average? I screwed maths!! ar... damn. i am so sad about it man.. its easy i think, but its paradoxical that i cant do it? Physis was..ar dun wannna talk, the two papers i thnk ok were econs and chem.. hmm.. lets hope i at least pass all my sub? A div is coming and i am so looking forward for it!! RAH!!.. anyway, singapore schools boys got overall champions for the youth league, hmm..sometimes i wonder are we really the singapore schools boys? HAHAH..

Two more paper to o..chem and physics paper 3.. i need a break.. i have been slacking this two days,and oh ya.. PAPA's back from operation. still needs to go back and check.. i hope everything will be fine!! ((:

8/7/08- MJC v IJC 2.30pm (Republic Poly Sports Complex)
10/7/08- YJC v IJC 12pm (Republic Poly Sports Compler)
14/7/08- IJC v TJC 12pm (Tampines Sports Hall)
16/7/08- ACJC v IJC 12pm (Tampines Sports Hall)

My last nationals, lets make it a good one!

Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCEEEE!! Hmm.. celebrated for her with HPT gang on the 20th, ((: Hope she enjoys it.. i found out one thing, HPT people are still HPT people afterall.. Its special how we get together, this special group set up by 6 of them had bought diff generations but tgt sharing a comman character trait together. I have never regretted being part of it.. and it is because of this, i become who i am today.

Reached home at 1 that night, woke up at 6 ( damn freaking early) i almost didnt wan to wake up. Bused to meet edward and together we bused down to CCAB for our youth league match. We won both matches, 11-2 and 7-3. Woo two more matches leff and its one next week sat

After the match, i bused down with gerrald to douby gourt for lunch then xin kai and gang came over to find me to eat.. haha..they are always so funny, * if i was to be in the team.... blah blah.. ( *ji lei yi xia, liang xia, san bai xia) haha.. then we bused down again to Valhal for our friendly with bukit merah. I swear we played damn well. I was amazed by how we could play. although we lost, but we lost by a slight margin of 8-6. i think they understood how to play as a team. and we shall rock the a div peeps.

Team selection was done yesterday, my apologies to those not being chosen for the team, i did what i can.* tears were shed, trying to get everyone in. I am sorry.
Those who are in the team, well done, like i said, everyone is chosen for a reason, you are there to fulfil that specific role. Lets make this *tmy last nationals* the most memorable one for me and you.


"The most important thing is not to win, but to take part; Just as the most important thing in life is not the triumph, but the attempt. The essential thing is not to have conquered, but to have fought well." The Olympic Creed, 1894

ARE YOU READY TEAM INNOVA?

MEntor

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Quiz

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.



#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
---> Just leave? When she betrayed you means she doesnt love you anymore rite?
cause if she does then she wouldnt have betrayed you!

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
---> LOL..how i know.. Dream are not reality? sometime its just good to dream.. Should i name one then..how about 5A for a level ((:

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
---> My dream wedding means it wouldnt come true? cause its a dream? LOL.. hmm i think the one beside is more impt that those around.

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
---> Probably yes? but i'll take one step at a time! First finish my As and relax.. i am tired of studying!!

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
---> I dun believe in ideal one. you think like clothes? lol.. someone whom i like and she loves me that good enough le? but must be my kind of girl!* ask me if you wan to know..haha

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
---> Loving that someone who i am being loved by that someone!

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
--->3yrs? LOL.. i dunno? as long as she promise to be there, i'll wait. but not too long though? LOL

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
---> Bestie? LOL Ai yi ge ren bu yi ding yao yong you ta, kan dao ta kan xin jiu gou le. ( but is still gd to be tgt) LOL

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
---> Yes.. my friends would know why!! Studies and FB.. but FB is alright now!! ((:

#10 is being tagged fun?
---> Hmm.. ok la..lucky its not very long

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
---> A successful young man with lots of money who can provide for my family, my parents and donate to charity. I just want to live a healthy and happy life!

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
---> family. (:

#13 what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
---> Someone who likes to sleep on the bus? But she is a nice girl!! LOL..

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
---> married. but not poor. what kind of qn is this? do you wan to be married and poor? dun wan then dun give la? LOL

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
---> LOL.. i wake up afternoon lo?

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
---> THe? you think GSS, got discount.. but i think should not be too dependent over each other. ((:

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
---> Put them into simutaneous eqn and solve? the bigger ones gets it..lol.. what if neither likes me? should ask who would they pick? LOL

#18 what type of friends do you like?
---> Genuine, jovial, close to my personality. if not how we clique?

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
---> Fake, cheat, biasically i dun dislike ppl, but if you let me dislike you..mean you are very dislikable!! LOL..

eight people: CHUNFU!, Kailing!, Naughty!, Joyce!, Eileen!, Kezia!, Ivy!, Weeyong!

Team

Thank you guys for all those encouragement, i really appreciated it. I cant promised that i'll be a cgood captain, one which you all like.. but what i can promise is that i will be a captain who will always be there for each and every single one of you! LOVE from me to the FB team!Lets work tgt and bring home something for ourself, our cca, and our sch. Passion is the answer!

Sucked

I am really really tired for being everything..
I doing hell lot, why cant i just get to play and dun wry so much.
I just wan to play, i wan to improve, i want enjoy,i wan to win!
Yea, failure is the mother of success as one may say
but what if you dun succeed at all.
I am not ashame by you peeps, i am ashame about myself
Captain?
i dun think i am fit to be called that.
I am Sorry,
i let you guys down.
i sucked.*big time*

Title

Give me the affirmation,
Give me the strength to outwit and outplay,
Give me the hope, the wish and the skills
Give me what i have been waiting all these years!
Give me a break!

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

THis song is nice! from Prince Caspian!! The show was nice.. better then the first right no 2? LOL ((:

朋友

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

Dang chu wei shen mo mei you ta chu nan yi bu?

Recovering

Hey guys, thanks for all those who have showed concern about me and my dad! Really thanks, even though you guys may not be there for me in my darkest night and time, But i am glad to know at least i've got friends who cared, and i am not standing alone, fighting this battle alone. My dad's recovering well, just that he slimmed down a lot which i really heart ache to see him this way.. But i am glad that he is still with me. THank god! ((:

This week is the last wk of the term, which means june holidays are awaitng! FUN! PLAY! WORK! with Prelims paper and tys.. Sobz. ahha.. but i would def play hard and study hard, cause all work and no play make jack a dull boy!.. HAHAH.. Anyway, today physics lesson became a motivation session! Mr Ng, he is really someone i adored, someone i respect, someone is aspire to be! He showed us this clip on youtube about steve jobs- co-founder of Apple. In it, he talks about how he became who he is today, and trust me, the road wasnt that easy, go watch it, Motivational talk by steve jobs one youtube. It sets me thinking. Is academic that impt after all. What is your aim, your goal, your passion? What if you studied so hard, and when you got all As, you found out you contacted a incurable disease? bang down by a car? struck by lightning, killed by someone jumping off the buliding and landed on you? it may sound frivolous,but have you ever thought what if you close your eyes today and never get to see the sun tml?

i conceed that Academic results do matter, but while pursuing for it, do not neglect other factors and excitment of life. It is not just or all about studing. you still have your loved ones, friends, teachers, family, so much more things that is too impt, People do not forget that, at the end of the day, what matters most it how you behave, how you portray yourself, your character that matters. Academic determine your attitude towards certain aspects, Character developement determine your altitute towards things! Stay hungry, Stay foolish. Live life till the fullest, Do it while you still can, treasure all those things, people around you while you still can, or while they are still around, do not wait till they are gone then only you regret why you never treasure it the first place!

Jack(: