Heart shattered!!

Tears blurred my vision as i was blogging this...i was really sad and dissappionted that night...cry till both of my eyes are sore...y heart is just brokened, torn apart, shattered, trampled, crushed what very you can think off...People just appreciate what they do of you sometimes...Brain juice was squeeze, nights of preparation, stayed up late just to finish the card in time...and the result the reciever just read and threw it away...i not angry just felt lost and diappointed...put in so much of effort and heart into making it and in th end its just nothing more then a piece of thrash...the card is really nice lo... even Zoe says it is...haiz...i expected this to happen anyway...i knew she wun appreciate it..Oh welll i feel so **** up man!! I cant help but to feel sad...tears just roll down even if i dun think of it...wth!!!!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHH The card has no values after all...it was meant just to be a present... you got your choice and freedom to accept it...i wun be crossed with you...Oh well...i wun hate you for throwing away the card...HAppy belated birthday anyway... i dun think i would ever make another birthday card for anyone again...(-___-!)Jack