Sadden

Hmm..went for Razzamatazz yeaturday..wasnt a very nice concert but was quite ok la..but 15 bucks is just too exp..yup..hm went out with the gay dale...we have been gaying together for few days..from taking of council till now..we are forever gaying..dunno whats his matter maybe he just love me too much la..i do also..yee i sound so gay lol!!!! Hm then we walk around bishan at 3 i was late again ..SoreAh! We were there at 3 when the concert is at 7.30 la...We were two both very sian at home hahah...hm did nth mush then went to Hdb hub..called Fatling and Denise..then came and denise requested for flower then we two gay partner when to get some for her..and this let to a series of event..at first chunfu bought for the chior peeps i bought for the band peeps then.. we end up buying for more people...for more read stupid fu blog..he got rite i lasy to type... hahaha...hm then thats my day le ba...then today nth just sleep, eat, watch tv, play computer haiz..life seems to be so boring to me..i dun really care abt her le...i think i am lying la yup..i tink i still do care.. we been through quite abit of things and these things proof to be memorable for me and now i cant get her out of my mind..I noe she is a good girl la..but i dunno why she treats me like that..maybe her heart is a no. lock one and my key doesnt work on her..i think so..hai.. its sadding ou know sometimes to see that you put in so much effort and time on something and the other party take it for granted..like waiting then people doent turn up...10 hr i waited that time..i think i am a moron..but things have pass i think i shall let it pass too ya..no point forcing people to do things that they do not want to do..hope she realise one day ba..yup..God has create this and i think is for a purpose ..maybe a test for me but these is surly a tough test!!! haha.. Everytime i wan to make a decision but every tiem when i see her i jiust cant bare or stick to my decision...i am not usually like that the lo..i am someone who will stand up for what is right so what if you are higher rank or what..people do make mistake.. oh well i dunno why i type in all these crap but ya..i got nthing to do so decided to type more today..People are there for a certian reason. have you ever wander why are you on these earth...actually i also dunno mine..maybe they sent me here so that they have more handsome guys?? i dunno lol...hmm.. I think time will tell ba..I am still waiting for a day where miracle do happen...Mei yi chi he ni fen kai.. shen shen de bei ni da bai..(-___-!) Jack