LAST DAY

hmm
like said today is the last day of slacking..i found that i always dun hvae the discipline to keep my promise to start studying... up so i decided i shall be serious this time...i must and will study on full gear..esp when my chinese got a pathetic 5 ..omg..felt like scolding myslef with all those @#$$^*%#@&$*@*(# haix whats the point to cry over the milk on the floor..oh well.. i shall be discipline..i read some blogs today..think that the hottest blog topics are FRIENDS... true enough i dun think someone could survive without friends..some might arrogantly say they cant while others will agree with me..whats are friends..my defination is...they are just a bunch of humans that you feel quite all right..BEST friends sometimes are not who they are after sometimes...haiz.. the sad thing is that if your good friend is a girl and you are a boy...ppl is sure..comfirm ..gurantee ..plus Chop they will say you stead or what so ever turing the relationship sour...oh well. i been through all.. from friends backstabbing ...to them leaving ...to them ignoring you..you name i have it...yup...True friends dun come often as said..true friends are the ones who will stand by you and lend you their shoulder when you are sad...share the joy with you..point out your bad points and hope you would change...cares for you in the heart..no those who always say cares from their mouth..all that seems so FAKE....i care i miss...its true sometimes but saying that alot of times doesnt make show how much you miss them or care ...you just said it to show off or just for the sake...i duno whats your defination of friends but mine can be summarise into one word and that is for me to know and for you to find out..lol you might be cursing me rite now...hahah..okok i shall tell you and that is HEART...why heart is friens you might be wondering...as saif one cannot solely isolate themselves and live in their own world..although you must be indepent and do not rely on friend but sometimes you just have to amit you need their company...like your heart..without it you will die..but do you only need your heart?? you need lungs all that..shows that you should not be dependent and at the same time you cannot live without it...and heart is the one the feel the everything..when you are sad..your heart feels the bitter and sour..happy the sweet... anger the spicy....you dont need to say but your heart would automatic feel it..friends should also be the same...feel it like you feel it too..dun you think..then they can understand and cool you...arent i rite?? ok shall continue next time i am tired...