Today was kind of a bad day for me. yes. i lost the match. not the team. i was the liability instead of the asset as i always thought i would be. ); Its weird how i know i can do it better then the rest but time and time again i just flop. thinking that there will be a second chance. NO. there is no second chance. i dunno. i was totally off the whole match. not talking or whatsoever. I have been playing it for close to 5 years? or more. and i think i haven improve much. No point talking abt it. Is over already. I just need some super cheesy strawberry aka SCS to cheer me up. I'll proved my worth in the next match. Thats the promise i will do for myself.
Do you ever feel lonely? like there no one free for you. or there's nothing do to. I dunno sometime i feel this way. or maybe when i am sad i feel this way. Actually i'm a rather shy person. keeping things to myself. but if you asked i will say. haha. weird rite? i dunno. i just hope to find someone whom understands me even if i dont have to speak up much. or accompany me through the gd times and bad times.
AND I WONDER IF I EVER CROSSED YOUR MIND, FOR ME IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME.
