YEah

WOW…farewell finally ended..as usual the NCO are late…this time round we are the ones…haha.. Went to wm house in the morning borrowed his pink shirt to suit my jacket..haha..then went to amk to meet the rest..went to watch snake on the plane… was a disgusting movie..as in not not nice as in the scene are violent cruel.. disgusting hahha… was nice over all..there was some porn and such..but it is rated Nc 16 so I think its all right..then went over to grassroot played some pool and arcade…then was like around 6.45 le then we went to meet the rest and finally in sch at 7…ahha..when we went in ..they were already eating I was like what the la..last year we also waited…arh!!! Was sort of piss but when I thought of it I think it was ok la we were late anyway.. hm performances was gd ..like it..got the best dress male Nco award..haha lmao..hmm then took some photos…lala com also spoil spoil de cant receive the photo I guess arh!!! Nooo… nvm the later some of the nco went home others went to amk park and talk…ms chong came and not long later we left…manage to catch a bus home..saving the cab fees..hahah lalala…It ended so soon…I rmd when I was In sec one the girl did a performance on jolin song..haha… then sec two..we did a couple dance…then sec three an im prom to dance..and now we finally are the ones leaving..arh..it is sad..i am not sure whether I will come back as a CI a not but..haiz..having secong thoughts..dun wan to get tied down by HQ all that..i wan to futher my pursue of floorball… Ar..what to do…I am not sure..but I noe that NP needs us..cause if we leave then there is no one else le..NP would fall do you all know..arh!! I really dunno..what should I doo.. ppl give me some advise plEASE….(-___-!) Jack

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Forget to add..thank you all my beloved team mates..NCO now..hahah I only help you all to score..its you all who made the chamion possible

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WOW!

WOW… what a day it was for me..which cancel all my pass failure…I ended my NPCC life in Glory..yeah…today was actually suppose to be studying..then suddenly a message came..it was Jason who sms me and ask me if I wanted to go??? I was like hmm..i thought you all had enough player then dun need me liao..anyway I was like in sec 4 liao..then I rejected at first..then he say I can go coach and then he found there was a place for me… could control me anxiety anymore..my love for floorball and NPCC…Hm actually I join NPcc to be frank is because floorball wasn’t a core cca I need a Core cca..so I went ..but after years I started developing a special feeling for it and finally I cant bare to leave it oh well I am so weird la…hahah ok go back to the point..so I went to change and headed down for chong boon where they are having their floorball competition… I asked Xavier along..he came too..they planning kinna crop up then it started late and teams had to wait like 20 mins..i was like what the hell..hmm..then I had some team talk with them and the match finally started…arh!!! First match was again Bedok south secondary… hmm I did not want to play much as I wan them to gain more experience… so I decided only to play only in second half of every game…so the match went on.. the team played well but there was a lot of panic hearts and unstableness.. luckly they never let in the ball… haha.. it was 8 a side by the way… hahah so many ppl la.. 16 on one court..hahha anyway I went into the second half…control most things down and very soon we score the opener…yusoon swing in the ball..everyone was so happy…I too was..the match went on the way..we had a outball and Jerome lop the ball up and which I vollied it in..scoring the 2nd goal…yea..PHS 2- 0 Bss.abt half a hr later we face Yckss..i too went in the second half…before I went in PHs was leading 1-0 courtesy of Jerome… hahah.. then I went in again… hmm got a out ball again I decided to try my luck and whipped it in..and to gld be the glory I sent PHS 2-0 up..not long later my dragshot sent PHS 3-0 up…everyone knew victory was ours Jerome added in a last one and PHS 4- 0 YCKSS…….everyone was jumping for joy… we waited for another 30 mins before we went in for the last group match against MFSS..PHS was up 2-0 before half time so I didn’t sub into that match until I saw Jerome was I bit tired and I too wanted to play a bit..haha.. asshole me..i played for last then a min then finish le..hahah PHS 2-0 MFSS yeah…we are through to the semi-Final….we kept our clean sheet haha..we drew lots and we vs Xin min next…oh they too won all their matches and everyone was like oh we going to lose but I dun think so..sure enough their mind over come their action and they let in the first and only ball…they were sad… I could see from their faces..but I keep cheering them on and telling them its only a goal…I went in the 2hd half… and I knew what I have to do..get that goal.. that’s the only way to bring up their morale… and Sure enough I did it again..scoring the equalizer…yeah…we are draw..the match continued and I ended up into a penalty…I told them to be calm and focus.. no fancy just simple will do.. Praise the lord…we won the penalty…best of five we won 3-0 ..yeah we are through to the FINAl.. it was a showdown btw as and changkat changi sec…. That match was tense.. everyone was anxious of who to first score..i stayed out and told them to play according to my tactics and we were able to hold them from scoring… I went in..boost their morale.. encourage them to press one.. we got an out ball again..this tiem I knew I needed that goal..that is sure to win it…and true enough I drag the ball from half court..and I flew right into the net…Hooray…we are up 1-0 and that lasted the whole match…PHS NATIONAL POLICE CADET CORP NATIONAL FLOORBALL CHAMPIONS 2006..and that’s marks my last contribution to npcc..The last champion trophy..the very last present I could present to miss Chong..i promised her the Champion trophy which could rear a goldfish..and I ment my words.. I understand the impt of my words now..if I cant do it I never say it.. I do not wan to brag and say I know it all..i wan to be a change man..and I hope this would be a good start for me!! Yeah..i am so happy..too bad the trophy has to be returned…oh well.. To God Be the glory.. I suddenly thought of her..lmao..maybe you were right Zw…oh well time will tell..studies is more impt and tml is farewell..yeah.. rejoice and be glad in it… (-___-!)Jack

WAHHHH

Com is still not working…arh..today was rather sick..voice change ? Running nose…arh..couldn’t concentrade to study… Exams are like two weeks form now am I am a long way to go..so stressful..think is the stress that cause me to fall sick…I dun wan to waste any min of my life now..i wan to do something..but sometimes I just lack knowledge courage to do it…oh well.. Wander how I can blog and my com is spoilt..simple just write in mircosoft word then copy paste in.. the internet is weird.. when I connect then like 5 mins later error le..arh!!! its getting on my nerves…somebody ..help me..help me to get out of my poor miseries… haix…nthing can save me now… SICK… (-___-!)Jack

ARH

ARH!!! I had enough… I really had.. wth is wrong man..i cant even get peace even at home? What logic is this.. I think if things go on like this I would go mad even before o level come..its not like this during psle.. at least then I have a more peaceful enviroment…arh!!! How I wish I could just live along..i am very independent already…Washing clothes.. cooking.. ironing … I can take care of myself pretty well..the problem.. lies with the $$ that all… I only could not support myself finacially…haiz… why parents are such nonsensical some time… yes the gave birth to us..but do the take time off to understands us.. they claim they know it all do they?? Parents just nag scold for whatever things you do..be it good or bad.. so whats makes us different>> we do go you scold..we go astray you scold…what the hell la… what do you all want… I need my own zone my own space to breathe..i cant even breathe in my own house…my sister she is that irritating… total different from me…I dun bother my sister when I am young.. I am independent since then..living in my own world.. things are much peaceful then… she goes around pow “to”ing everything to my mother…what does she wants ..she is happy to see me getting scolded…you know why sometimes I dun wan to help you..cause you make me dun wan to help you…I do what you also wan to complain..go la..go all you wan..i would never help you again.. I getting mad..Stressful life… I really miss playing floorball… that’s the time when I am really happy… I also miss the time I spent with you guys..money cant buy that… if you let me choose ..i will rather be with you guys at least you all offer to help… I too miss the time with you.. you gave me the “ there is still someone who care” feeling… it’s a pity that we resulted to this way..i am really sad… I know there;s still a lot of people out there who care…but do they really do?? Haix.. its frustrating…you know what;;its doesn’t hurt to tell someone that you care..it doesn’t.. I guess I sucks anyway.. People hating me?? Ya I am lousy..that’s all.. (-___-!)Jack

HAIX.........

Haiz …I think you were right…I am just an asshole.. BRAGGING…BOASTING… IRRITATING.. yup truly.. I think I have offended people not even knowing it… I know.. no one is perfect in this world … no one is.. but the fact is that at least people is not hated or what so ever.. I am by many I think due to my behavior…I really dunno …maybe I am too act or what..haiz.. talking Craps…”knowing” everything seems to be the limiting factor in me… I dunno why I also like the be the best and always trying to show off.. i may have some of the strength.. but I think it will eventually lead to my weaknesses..My EGOist?? Maybe.. I have always wanted to be the best but however I dun think that’s the case now… I think it went overboard and people hates me…arhh!!! I AM A FREAKING ASSHOLE…oh well no point saying all this…its good that people pin point to me my bad points instead of them hating me…I dun like people to hate me…I think nowadays you cant treat people good…everytime I treat people good the are often the ones who turn out to hate me the most…tell me peeps…tell me instead of hate me..scold me out..yell at me… I will listen to comments..trust me I do..i not trying to talk cock here but I really do accept comments now…HPT have thought me how to accept comments readily and I really think that one should listen and change for the good.. whats the point of hating people… what will it turn out..it will only sours the realationship and become eventual “ENERMIES: is like that the use cant people just think far and tell the person.. although I noe sometimes its hard to listen to comments…but when you go home and reflect..its quite true..i noe why you scolded me just now and I know that its for my own good..i will change for the better dun wry.. Spiderman will change to be a Better Man..with pride we lead with humility we serve!!!

LAST DAY

hmm
like said today is the last day of slacking..i found that i always dun hvae the discipline to keep my promise to start studying... up so i decided i shall be serious this time...i must and will study on full gear..esp when my chinese got a pathetic 5 ..omg..felt like scolding myslef with all those @#$$^*%#@&$*@*(# haix whats the point to cry over the milk on the floor..oh well.. i shall be discipline..i read some blogs today..think that the hottest blog topics are FRIENDS... true enough i dun think someone could survive without friends..some might arrogantly say they cant while others will agree with me..whats are friends..my defination is...they are just a bunch of humans that you feel quite all right..BEST friends sometimes are not who they are after sometimes...haiz.. the sad thing is that if your good friend is a girl and you are a boy...ppl is sure..comfirm ..gurantee ..plus Chop they will say you stead or what so ever turing the relationship sour...oh well. i been through all.. from friends backstabbing ...to them leaving ...to them ignoring you..you name i have it...yup...True friends dun come often as said..true friends are the ones who will stand by you and lend you their shoulder when you are sad...share the joy with you..point out your bad points and hope you would change...cares for you in the heart..no those who always say cares from their mouth..all that seems so FAKE....i care i miss...its true sometimes but saying that alot of times doesnt make show how much you miss them or care ...you just said it to show off or just for the sake...i duno whats your defination of friends but mine can be summarise into one word and that is for me to know and for you to find out..lol you might be cursing me rite now...hahah..okok i shall tell you and that is HEART...why heart is friens you might be wondering...as saif one cannot solely isolate themselves and live in their own world..although you must be indepent and do not rely on friend but sometimes you just have to amit you need their company...like your heart..without it you will die..but do you only need your heart?? you need lungs all that..shows that you should not be dependent and at the same time you cannot live without it...and heart is the one the feel the everything..when you are sad..your heart feels the bitter and sour..happy the sweet... anger the spicy....you dont need to say but your heart would automatic feel it..friends should also be the same...feel it like you feel it too..dun you think..then they can understand and cool you...arent i rite?? ok shall continue next time i am tired...

LAst day

HEy..today i just learn to play a new game called cluedo...OMg is darn fun la..sorry might be slow la but today just learn...hahha..so cool...Today had acers..run with weights..i think is pretty ok for me yeah...but dunno about the rest..hope it is ok too...must train hard ya..hmmm i wan to score well for chinese so many ppl lending me their books..cool..tmr is the last day before i start mugging hope there is programme tmr yeah!!! o well shoudl end here..anyways...i feel that there's alot of problems...but everything is very simple when both party just settle their hearts and listen ..the world would be a better place...dun you thnk so.. is it worth to keep a friend or have an never solve problem btw you all and result into enermies...think abt it ppl...i really hope that misunderstanding btw us can stop here and we move on as friends again..i know its har but..i hope it could be done..thats the only knot i have now...if that is solve i would be a better man and really awake Jack....ARH!!!!!!!!(-___-!)Jack

DEEP Thoughts

Hmm..People..Jack is awoken..really..he is...dun worry about him...in few days time he will be back and will be in full gear mode for O level..n one can stop him...hahah..Really thanks to all that i then realise..i am not Jack that i use to be...God sent all these signs so that i can realise it...THanks to Ms teo...altthough she just talk to me but from the voice i can feel the sincerely of the words..And all those who had encouraged me...Melissa, Jin shi, Reagen, Chunfu, Wilson, LiQuan, Fishy, Daphne and all those who had one way or another Thanks ..JACK IS AWAKEN!!!BEWARE!!!!

DEAD

FRK ! FRK! FRK! i got a freaking C5 for my Chinese..arh...thats so saddening man...i was like hopinf for at least a b3..i drop two grades....arhhh..i am really very sad.. really..is like alot of ppl got far better reslut then me..i really really dunno what happen.. maybe its my compo...hai... i will be retaking le i think...i think that if i got a b3 it would be better cause i dun think i can take other subjects...sobx....Crying my lonely heart out..i am just nothing but a plain sucker...wth is wrong with me man..chinese le...how can i freaking get a C5 wake up jack...time to wake up...don sleep anymore...Wake up!!! ARH!!! thinking back..why do i regret...whatever is done has been done and i can do nothing abt it...i just an ass..nth more...C5 shall be cahnge and i promise...HAiz...Anyway anyone sells guitar?? cheap one and who can teach me..i really wan to learn...arh!!! i am lousy, lazy..whatever you can describe..i really lost alot of things man...lose that CLOSE friend..then nalgene after nalgene...lose competition...lose SPF badge..lose reslut..what on earth must i still lose....Depression!!(-___-!)Jack

ARH!!!!

oh man..i getting bongus..i dun even know how to do certain sums in amaths..now then i realise and its like so late...i dunno what to do...arh!!! i am dead..i really wan to score..who could teach me....arh!!! nono..tmr is chinese o result...whta would i score...my head is spinning ..i getting rather headache...bye..(-___-!)Jack

NAtional Day

hmm..yesterday was not much of a happening...finally ended my job as the RSM of the school ndp parade..that marks a full stop to all my committment in PHS..receive my award..think i will get both in the end as they made the wrong medal so its alright:))) lol..hm then in the nite when to Lao di fang and eat and later headed to Marina square to watch fireworks....lol..quite nice..today was national day..parade today was liek so informal that the ugs actually ran in?? it all happens so fast..i rmb this time last year i was one of the members marching in padang..its was so much of fun then...hmm didnt do much today..only slack and finish up home wrk..i think i am dead...prelims are round and i am still slacking oh my..how on earth am i going to get my nine points like that..sobx...oh welll..god save me....(-___-)Jack..dun wan to upload photo liao the blog sort short onez... haha.. sobx... mixed feelings....

Dining ettiqutte

4 GRace
HEY guys check those pics..nth much to say..pictures says it all..thankx for those who complemented me for my shuainess haha!!! do i really ?? hahah smile..((: i didnt get colours though cause school policy says only can take one which i think its nonsense they say they develop character..wtb man...they dun even let someone who excel in both to take both ...lame man...oh ..had fun during dining.. The food so nan chi sia...oh well..take care peeps dun fall sick...LOve you guys...(-___-)Jack


LOL act cute GanG!!!!
MY fav pic of alll!!!!!! MY hair look nice yeah?? hahah we are cool..PInky, Zoe, Andre, BEn , ME!! Me and Stella
Me and BIg head?? lol..no offense
Jack aNd Jill
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Me and Hui Hui
this photo like down to earth sia the ..lights ahahah..me and andrina(DR ll) lol
WHat the bird sia!! i close my eyes...
US!! Zhiwei Andre ME!!
ACt Cute ME and PINKY!!! lol
ME and my gay partner!! hahah arent you people drooling over us??

FRKK!!!

WTH AM SUPER PISS OFF LA...WHY THEY TOOK AWAY MY COLOURS AWARD....PRINCIPAL ALWAYS SAYS...YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW...I AM COMMITTED FOR BOTH THE CCA WHY CANT I GET BOTH AWARD..IS NOT THE MATTER OF THE AWARD IS THE MATTER WHY IS IT NOT POSSIBLE...THEN WHY SHOULD ONE JOIN 2ND CCA OR WHAT WHEN HE KNOWS HE NEVER GET ANYTHING...I NOT THERE FOR FAME OR WHAT...ITS THE MATTER OF PRINCIPLE AND TRUST...WTH IS WITH IT MAN...FEEL SO FRK UP...LOST ANOTHER THING ONCE AGAIN!!! ARH!!! (-___-!)Jack