New year

The year is coming to an end in two days time, Ez link going to expire. LMAO. This year seems to pass very fast yet very slow. Very slow during the first 11mths when taking the As. After As. the time seem to pass very fast. I think i really enjoy myself till now. Esp KOREA TRIP. Though i am lazy to blog, but times during there was really really really good. all the snowboarding. Seoul. midnight room partying. Cooking. Hell lots of fun. all the joke as well. 60cents ^^. Hmm. Probably working for as a camp instructor. but still looking for other jobs. so peeps if you got job. nothing to do with MLM intro me ar!! haha. ((: I will not be in singapore for my bd for 2009. will be celebrating it with the trees. HAHA. first time celebrating bd in camp. hope it will be a nice one. there is always a first time for everything. I shall end here. i dunno what to blog anymore. ((; Take care people. And treasure the people around you (:

Korea

Finally i decide to update. actually there not much to update. i am lazy to blog about korea. you can look up the photos on my facebook http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?id=538893114&ref=name
((: Overall korea was really fun. esp the little little things that happened. the supper at night in hotel rooms. the **** face. the pork rib, shuoju, and suana!! heaven!!! ((: 60cents! ^^

sick

F*** i hate to fall sick. and stomach flu is not cool! Cramping the whole night is really painful and torturing!... but anyway i am alive so yah. went for training camp in KOTA afterall cause i didnt want to pang seh andi really wanted to go ((: yea. i will regret if i didnt go and thank god there was gary who saved me! yea.
shall blog more when i am back from korea. tata people. (: Dun miss me (:

ENDED

TWO interminable years have finally ended, all those anxieties, stress, anger, tears, sweat... ... are all over. YES! finally i can be old self, as optimistic as ever. JC life is really one of the most tortouous route i ever taken in my entire 12 years of education. Never in my life have i felt so depressed and stress up. But lookng back at it now, i felt so relieved and so happy that i managed to pull it through, It wouldnt be possible if without my friends, who never fail to cheer me up whenever i was down, thank god for you guys. (: i dunno what i will be doing for the rest of my life, but at least for now, i think i should give myself a deserving break for all those happiness i have lost during JC life. i blog more often. Till then ((: IT's PARTY TIME! (:

Alevels

As the days draw near, everyone start to panic. Everyone is bound to feel stress. Even the most cheerful, most stress free person gets affected. The fact that i am typing this shows that i am very stressed out. I dunno why. i scared to fall like how i did during the O levels. I dun wan to fall yet again. Its really a painful journey. Trust me.. those who went through. those who is/are/was/were/will be going though should concur with me. I really dunno. I am not behaving like jack. I get stress out easily. irritated easily. feel lonely easily. ARH I DUNNO.. hahha

TIme heals

Time really heals, things are getting better now, lest we are on talking terms. I dun haope for miracles, perhaps just let things stay the way it is now? haha.. All the best!

Happy birthday

DID you see the cover page of the newspaper today? We are on it. Special Coverage on aNdrE's birthday!! ((: Ranging from migration to you know what.. HHAHA ((:

motivation

WHERE ARE YOU MOTIVATION?

....

IF.

in to me i see

What do you see?

Jack

Hmmm.. had graduation service yesterday. it didnt felt like one though. i think sec4 one is much better? maybe its because of the people around? 4yrs compared to 2? i dunno. There is something missing from yesterday service but i dunno how to expressed it. But never mind about that, A level is what the matter most. 20 more days to go. i dunno if i am prepared but i think i shall do my best. A friend of mine wrote me something and i guess it will stay in my mind for quite a while.


You just have to do your best, God will do the rest ((:

失落非主流

周杰倫 Jay - 失落非主流 Lyrics 歌詞

詞: 方文山 曲: 周杰倫

你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了
時間過了 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這 真的痛了
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得
你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢
曲周杰倫歌詞提供再興
你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了
時間過了 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這 真的痛了
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得
你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢
怎麼了 你累了
說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了
愛淡了 夢遠了
我都還記得
你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢
為什麼這時候忍心離我而去

A levels

As time draw closer, the stress gets bigger. The stress of wanting to perform, the stress of not going to do well, the stress of not being able to do prelim papers. the stress of everything just seems to amass when time flies.

Even the ever so optimistic, sanguine, happy-go-lucky, jack is feeling it. Never in his entire 18 years of living, has he felt so stressed up. Thank God for the friends he have around, in school, outside school. i really do not know how to continue any longer. I just hoped it pass quickly. and i mean real quick! Cant wait for 18th. 9.16am! when the CPE says; Alright Pencils down! And its going to rock! More Thrilling then the O level feeling!

Jack is _ _ _ _ _ _. He wants....

Title

nthing much to blog about recently, i have yet to receive my econs, afterwhichi would blog all my results. anyway, i got my colours award today.. cool! ((: till then...

Human nature

Its amazing how humans care about only themselves and not about others.
You would not be here if not for your father and your mother.
but yet when they grow old, they get thrown around like some kind of toy.
everyone procrastinate that "someone" will take care of them. In the end, they are nowhere to be found.
When their parents ascend, the rich will fight all over for inheritance, making grand funerals to showcase their social "class". How willing and how much they actually "care" about their parents. Come to think of it, why dun treat them good and take care of them when they are around. Why WAIT till they are no longer in this world, then start swearing and cursing, cry like there is no tml. WHY? Why ill-treat them, shift responsibility to take care of them.

Put yourself into their shoes, imagine when you were born, your parents shift their responsibility to take care of you. throw you around, DO you like the feeling? we are all humans, we need care, concern and love. How much can an elderly cost you? They actually demand very little, so long you care and love them. they are happy enough already. so people out there, stop shifting your responsibility, have the courage to take up this role, do not throw them around like how you throw your tissue papers. Act now before its too late. Filial piety is not for show, but it shall be uphold!

Wedding

Prelim 2 has ended, the result will tell everything, will update when i get back any of them.

Hm..decided to take the whole week off. Have been going on a wedding spree, went for two wedding back to back..whoooo..photos soon ((:

Kinda feeling empty, dunno where my direction is and heading towards.i need someone? something?

KOP

No doubt, We are the KOP! Kudos to Ryan Babel

Melanchoic

Today physics paper 2 was GG.. LOL.. hai..dun have time to finish..oh well.. cause i have to do really well for paper 1 (:

M_ _ _ _ C _ _ _ C- mood of the day

Moodlless

3 down, 6 up LOL..((: M_ _ _ _ _ _ _ (oo) you guessed it right once again, first time somemore.. Zhen cong ming.

Hm papers are ok so far but i dunno how i would flair, let the result do the talking. But rather afraid though. Studying has become such a chore. But the good thing it is gonna end soon..Phew...

I need some _ _ _ _.

Start

TML is the start of Prelim 2, actually it started with GP last last wed, but it was a goner, tml will mark the start. and will last till the 18th, i am nervous and a bit stress. but its all good isnt it? i dunno.i just gonna give my best? haha..phew. a lvl.. pls pass quickly.. i am dying.. (oo)...

Rah

......

Crazy

I think i am going C_ _ _ _ . and (oo) guess it in one go..how cool is it ((((: You made my day!! wooo.... Teleppii...

When i cannot get the sums i get frustrated, when i careless i get frustrated, when i waste my time away, i get frustrated. ARH!!!!!!! IN your face..

RAHHHHHHHHH!!

Its so draining, its draining away my energy, i never felt so empty, felt so tired felt so moody in my life. I guessed i am stressed up. which is rather unusual. cause i am always so happy go lucky...Behind every smile lies a broken heart? you,me, we know what it meant.

Quickly, Quickly pass... i so dread this. but anwyay i wun back down! never..


i am jack ( Just a cheerful kid)

VExed

Vexed

Heroes

Been slacking since wednesday after gp which is not a gd sign. Nvm. Monday will mark the start(: Finally i seem to be able to see the end of this route. This route which started out 11 years back is finally going to end for the first time before i move on to another level.

Education is just like a game, an rpg one. One in which you will have to gain knowledge to move on to the next level. Finally i am going to complete this game. How exciting! hahah.. But it just came to my realisation that there is one boss in which i cannot face alone. No matter how many times i try, i'll just die even before reaching the boss. Now i noe how to complete this game. I need to work with others, We need to work as a team to defeat the boss and complete the game. So who is willing to join me to finish this game, with style?

Backstab

Doctor take hippocratic oath.
Someone take hypocratic oath. LMAO

I wander sometimes. who is your best friend and whose not. Does one who always out best fren in their mouth your best fren? or those who knows who exactly you are then is your best fren? Shouldnt your fren accept you for who you are and not who you must be? Wouldnt they be the one who stand up for you, tell you to change for the better. Someone once told me " Your Truest friend is your frankiest friend." Whats your call people? I hate it when people exploit my kindness!

TIred

Hmm just played basketball in school today! LOL.. long time since i last played basketball.. LOL its so much about basketball these days, olympics and 篮球火. LOL..

Hmm.. I screwed up my Gp yesterday. i guess its the lack of preparation. ): sign. Last see what the results show. anyway. Shall work hard for the rest of the papers!! ((:

Till then....

Friends

Someone wrote this on a post-it when i was in sec 2. till date i haven found out who was it from.

If you want to be happy for a day, Get a date.
If you want to be happy for a week, Get a lover.
If you want to be happy for a month, Get married.
If you want to be happy forever, Get a friend, like me Xp.

Am i that worth?

Arrogance

Time flies and in a blink of both eyes, there is just 3 more mths before the first chapter of education comes to an end. It seems like everything happened so quickly. From the start of pre-sch where it was all nursery ryhmes and songs. Test were all on simple arithmatics and languages.Not long later, we moved on to primary school, where things got a little more challenging. Algebra was brought into the picture, so were science and social studies. When we start to manange them fairly well, we were brought yet to another unfamiliar ground, the secondary school. New friends, new form of education system, this was where we start to know more about the things happening around us better. Guys and Girls whom seem to be hating each other in primary school, saying things like " why you take my things", "I dont friend you already", suddenly found each other rather attractive. Although some chose to be mediocre and remain non-chanlant to the things happening around them, the majority was on their way to expand their circle of friends and widened their knowledge.

Secondary school was one stage of the best stages of my life, the stress level though high, but we were able to enjoy ourselves. making the best out of everything we can. I was previously in a group where people in there seems to be so gel to together. Even if we don't meet for days,weeks or even months(which is like now), the moment we meet up, the moment our eyes were in contact with each other, the feeling was as though we just met the day before. We dont feel separated with one another, we never fail to find topics to talk about. back then the group was with some much dominance. Through the group, each and every one developed our forte. Something which was inherent and innate in us, just that we didnt realise it. But as time goes by and when management changes, things wont the same like before. The passion, the drive no longer flow in our blood. How ironic is it that we are so gel yet we are falling apart due to a change in manangement. I think i forgot to mention, its is just some that was gel, some got into their own cliques and was never seen then, some come and go, while others tried their best to salvage what they can. But it was to no avail when there is only a handful who believe it can happen. Other just choose to take the easy way out.

Enough is said, i guess its time we move on. Moving on to the the last lap of proper education, different people haven chosen different routes. Some knew what they want to be and went on to the poly, while others who are not sure chose the jc. No matter what your choice is. ultimately everyone idea is to make it into the univerisity. Friends in Jc are very special, as they are the ones you get to see most of the time. Unlike in secondary, Jc pace is rather breakneck, it is just like remanisscent of the sec 3 sec 4 life. but to be exact, it is actually much more challenging and competitive. You dont know what you dont know as there are some much to learn in such a short time. I am very lucky to be in a class i am now. as we have very caring, patient and knowledgable teacher. we too have a lot of jovial yet serious classmate. But is that really the case? or are we just putting on a mask everyday we go to sch? I have changed and i have realised it. Its not for the better, but for the worst. i guess its all the pressure and stress that cause me to undergo such metamorphasis. I think its high time i do a reflection about myself. Agree? Ultimately, the raison d'etre why we are here is that we want to go to the uni.why not help everyone ( or at least) as much as you can to get everyone there, instead of being some arrogant B****** who dont give a damn about others?

After "pening" this thought made think through a lot of stuff, all those that i hae neglected due to studies. What is the point of getting all As for A level where in fact you fail in every other aspect of your life.

What is the main difference between a winner and a loser? The difference is the winner sees only himself, but the loser sees the rest. Got the point?

I like this phrase, quoted from someone "Others say we are crazy, but we say we are so lucky"

Goals

THe tragedy in life is not being not able to achieve your goals, but is when you do not have any goals to achieve.
-Natalie du Toit

I am moodless to study today. i dunno why. Sometimes its really tiring. The thought of it just turn me off. Doing A level is a torture. Real torture

olympics

Hmm, long time since i last blogged. I do not think there is a lot to blog about cause life for me have been mandane. Just school and home. Same old routine day in and day out. Prelims is coming soon and i think i will be busy preparing for it. I realyl wan to do well for A level. ( who woundn't want to) Haha.. alright. i've got to go (: And Phelps is now 7 for 8. one more to go..what a great athelete he is ((:

quotes

There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them.
-- Phyllis Bottome


Hmm, i have decided to post one quote a day, to inspire others, to inspire myself. so when people come to my blog, they leave with somthing to ponder about.

Being there

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.
-- Groucho Marx


Why choose to be sad when you can be happy?
-- Jack

LOL((:

Floorball

Wooo..This is definitely heartwarming ((: yea..Smile cause is happens


http://redsports.sg/2008/07/24/redsports-floorball-awards/

200th

Well, this is the 200th post! wooo..time to update.. My last nationals' end with a "bang" a shock really...hmm i dunno what to say but i think i just am not a good leader. My gp teacher told me today, to be a leader you need to show the way, i guess i failed on that part. My studies are in a mess now acutually, not so imba already.. Failed my prelim 1..arh!! darn!! i hate it when everything don't go the way it should, or at least the way i want it to be. I don't know really! A few more months left, guess i have to find the real me.. haha... beware! cause jack is here!

LAst

"Not everyone will win all the time. There must be always a loser, but the loser will win sometimes. Even best runner in the world lose to someone. Everyone is training hard as well. You did not win this race, you will train harder as well, and win them the next time round. Remember, losing a race is not end of the world. A real athlete will try win his opponent instead of giving up when he loses a race."


"Fear can hold you back from so many wonderful things in life, so I make myself go for things I'm afraid of. Worry afterwards"
-Leann Rimes.

Oh... just what i need for the last day! DIRECTLY QUOTED from Naughty's Blog!! hehe...Adios

Journeys

Lying beside you
Here in the dark
Feeling your heart with mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are
By my side

So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you
Living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay

So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
Open arms


Open Arms- Journey

Journey, there are a lot in life, at different point of time and your life, you walk through diff part of the journey of your life, with diff ppl, sometimes even it might be the same people that are walking it through with you. Think about it, The people who walk with you, do they still walk with you? or did you walk out of theirs, or they walk out of yours.

These 18 yrs of my life, i have been walking this journey with many ppl and i am glad that i have them as i would not be who i am today, if not for them.

We lost our match today, a match which we have confidence in winning, yet we blew it up. But i am not going to give up just yet, like i said, everything is not decided to the last whistle. Last game, Last time on that court, Last time being with the team, last nationals' last hope, last win..last jack....

form

Where are you my dear form...i need you back badly..i wan you form!!!

Sad

DEVASTED...



I have never in my life be this sad before. We are so near yet so far..i hate it when i cannot do anything... why am i so lousy. why cant i perform. why? why? Pressure? Stress? I dunno..sorry team.. i let you down again and again..i pass on the captaincy, just so i wan to prove my worth.

Match

LOUSY, SUX. any negative words seems to suit me. I am totally ashamed with my lackluster performance today.

I will work hard and live up my name as the captain. I wun disappoint the team and myself again!Every Defeat makes my Stronger!

Competion

EXAMS results blah...i will talk abt it when i get bacl everything. but it kind of sux though..anyway thats not my main concern as for now. my concern is about a div. Personally i dun have any fear because i noe the team can do it. I think the main problem lie in me, myself and i. i dunno why i dun not have the fire in myself when i go into competition. I know i have what it takes but i always feel i am the latter compared to others. I dun have the confidence in myself. ): i am trying my best to fight against that, and i hope then in time to come, which is tuesday, i will be in my top form to face off against MJC. Nothing is impossible. I need the support, the confidence, the calmness. sometimes i come to think of it.. i know i will regret if i dun play my best, i noe i can control my feelings but i just cant help it to feel that way. Somebody save me!

Exam

Exams are driving me nuts. sometimes i really wanna give up eerything and do the things i wan, have fun.. but come to think of it.. if i am without a sch to go, the fun i get its only short term, what about long term? LOL sounds so econS? papers i think will be average? I screwed maths!! ar... damn. i am so sad about it man.. its easy i think, but its paradoxical that i cant do it? Physis was..ar dun wannna talk, the two papers i thnk ok were econs and chem.. hmm.. lets hope i at least pass all my sub? A div is coming and i am so looking forward for it!! RAH!!.. anyway, singapore schools boys got overall champions for the youth league, hmm..sometimes i wonder are we really the singapore schools boys? HAHAH..

Two more paper to o..chem and physics paper 3.. i need a break.. i have been slacking this two days,and oh ya.. PAPA's back from operation. still needs to go back and check.. i hope everything will be fine!! ((:

8/7/08- MJC v IJC 2.30pm (Republic Poly Sports Complex)
10/7/08- YJC v IJC 12pm (Republic Poly Sports Compler)
14/7/08- IJC v TJC 12pm (Tampines Sports Hall)
16/7/08- ACJC v IJC 12pm (Tampines Sports Hall)

My last nationals, lets make it a good one!

Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCEEEE!! Hmm.. celebrated for her with HPT gang on the 20th, ((: Hope she enjoys it.. i found out one thing, HPT people are still HPT people afterall.. Its special how we get together, this special group set up by 6 of them had bought diff generations but tgt sharing a comman character trait together. I have never regretted being part of it.. and it is because of this, i become who i am today.

Reached home at 1 that night, woke up at 6 ( damn freaking early) i almost didnt wan to wake up. Bused to meet edward and together we bused down to CCAB for our youth league match. We won both matches, 11-2 and 7-3. Woo two more matches leff and its one next week sat

After the match, i bused down with gerrald to douby gourt for lunch then xin kai and gang came over to find me to eat.. haha..they are always so funny, * if i was to be in the team.... blah blah.. ( *ji lei yi xia, liang xia, san bai xia) haha.. then we bused down again to Valhal for our friendly with bukit merah. I swear we played damn well. I was amazed by how we could play. although we lost, but we lost by a slight margin of 8-6. i think they understood how to play as a team. and we shall rock the a div peeps.

Team selection was done yesterday, my apologies to those not being chosen for the team, i did what i can.* tears were shed, trying to get everyone in. I am sorry.
Those who are in the team, well done, like i said, everyone is chosen for a reason, you are there to fulfil that specific role. Lets make this *tmy last nationals* the most memorable one for me and you.


"The most important thing is not to win, but to take part; Just as the most important thing in life is not the triumph, but the attempt. The essential thing is not to have conquered, but to have fought well." The Olympic Creed, 1894

ARE YOU READY TEAM INNOVA?

MEntor

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Quiz

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.



#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
---> Just leave? When she betrayed you means she doesnt love you anymore rite?
cause if she does then she wouldnt have betrayed you!

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
---> LOL..how i know.. Dream are not reality? sometime its just good to dream.. Should i name one then..how about 5A for a level ((:

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
---> My dream wedding means it wouldnt come true? cause its a dream? LOL.. hmm i think the one beside is more impt that those around.

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
---> Probably yes? but i'll take one step at a time! First finish my As and relax.. i am tired of studying!!

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
---> I dun believe in ideal one. you think like clothes? lol.. someone whom i like and she loves me that good enough le? but must be my kind of girl!* ask me if you wan to know..haha

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
---> Loving that someone who i am being loved by that someone!

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
--->3yrs? LOL.. i dunno? as long as she promise to be there, i'll wait. but not too long though? LOL

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
---> Bestie? LOL Ai yi ge ren bu yi ding yao yong you ta, kan dao ta kan xin jiu gou le. ( but is still gd to be tgt) LOL

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
---> Yes.. my friends would know why!! Studies and FB.. but FB is alright now!! ((:

#10 is being tagged fun?
---> Hmm.. ok la..lucky its not very long

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
---> A successful young man with lots of money who can provide for my family, my parents and donate to charity. I just want to live a healthy and happy life!

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
---> family. (:

#13 what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
---> Someone who likes to sleep on the bus? But she is a nice girl!! LOL..

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
---> married. but not poor. what kind of qn is this? do you wan to be married and poor? dun wan then dun give la? LOL

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
---> LOL.. i wake up afternoon lo?

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
---> THe? you think GSS, got discount.. but i think should not be too dependent over each other. ((:

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
---> Put them into simutaneous eqn and solve? the bigger ones gets it..lol.. what if neither likes me? should ask who would they pick? LOL

#18 what type of friends do you like?
---> Genuine, jovial, close to my personality. if not how we clique?

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
---> Fake, cheat, biasically i dun dislike ppl, but if you let me dislike you..mean you are very dislikable!! LOL..

eight people: CHUNFU!, Kailing!, Naughty!, Joyce!, Eileen!, Kezia!, Ivy!, Weeyong!

Team

Thank you guys for all those encouragement, i really appreciated it. I cant promised that i'll be a cgood captain, one which you all like.. but what i can promise is that i will be a captain who will always be there for each and every single one of you! LOVE from me to the FB team!Lets work tgt and bring home something for ourself, our cca, and our sch. Passion is the answer!

Sucked

I am really really tired for being everything..
I doing hell lot, why cant i just get to play and dun wry so much.
I just wan to play, i wan to improve, i want enjoy,i wan to win!
Yea, failure is the mother of success as one may say
but what if you dun succeed at all.
I am not ashame by you peeps, i am ashame about myself
Captain?
i dun think i am fit to be called that.
I am Sorry,
i let you guys down.
i sucked.*big time*

Title

Give me the affirmation,
Give me the strength to outwit and outplay,
Give me the hope, the wish and the skills
Give me what i have been waiting all these years!
Give me a break!

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

THis song is nice! from Prince Caspian!! The show was nice.. better then the first right no 2? LOL ((:

朋友

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

Dang chu wei shen mo mei you ta chu nan yi bu?

Recovering

Hey guys, thanks for all those who have showed concern about me and my dad! Really thanks, even though you guys may not be there for me in my darkest night and time, But i am glad to know at least i've got friends who cared, and i am not standing alone, fighting this battle alone. My dad's recovering well, just that he slimmed down a lot which i really heart ache to see him this way.. But i am glad that he is still with me. THank god! ((:

This week is the last wk of the term, which means june holidays are awaitng! FUN! PLAY! WORK! with Prelims paper and tys.. Sobz. ahha.. but i would def play hard and study hard, cause all work and no play make jack a dull boy!.. HAHAH.. Anyway, today physics lesson became a motivation session! Mr Ng, he is really someone i adored, someone i respect, someone is aspire to be! He showed us this clip on youtube about steve jobs- co-founder of Apple. In it, he talks about how he became who he is today, and trust me, the road wasnt that easy, go watch it, Motivational talk by steve jobs one youtube. It sets me thinking. Is academic that impt after all. What is your aim, your goal, your passion? What if you studied so hard, and when you got all As, you found out you contacted a incurable disease? bang down by a car? struck by lightning, killed by someone jumping off the buliding and landed on you? it may sound frivolous,but have you ever thought what if you close your eyes today and never get to see the sun tml?

i conceed that Academic results do matter, but while pursuing for it, do not neglect other factors and excitment of life. It is not just or all about studing. you still have your loved ones, friends, teachers, family, so much more things that is too impt, People do not forget that, at the end of the day, what matters most it how you behave, how you portray yourself, your character that matters. Academic determine your attitude towards certain aspects, Character developement determine your altitute towards things! Stay hungry, Stay foolish. Live life till the fullest, Do it while you still can, treasure all those things, people around you while you still can, or while they are still around, do not wait till they are gone then only you regret why you never treasure it the first place!

Jack(:

DAD

Hmm..THanks for all those who have sent their regards on my tag board. YOu guys may be wandering hy i am so emo these whole week. Some who asked me personally would have known, those who didnt may not know. HAHA... HMM i EMOed due to a lot of factors, but it was due to one which excerabated it.

My dad landed in hospital on monday afternoon. I was dumb founded, speechless, starkly stunned. Why on earth would my dad, a healthy person landed up in hospital. He was very serious when he went in there, his eyes were yellow, he was shivering, his platelets level was freaking low. I as so damn worried.

The next day i went to the hospital, he as in pain, the pain on his face was terrible and how i wished i could even share the slightest bit to help him ameolirate his pain. Doctor said he may have contacted Dengue, which added more to my worries. He could hardly moved. Tears welled up in my eyes and i walked out so he would not see it fall.i learn to cherish, it doesnt hurt to tell someone you miss them, you love them, and you longed to see them. It hurts only and more when you wan to tell but he/she is on longer there anymore. Treasure while you can, dun wait till its gone then only you regret. It too late.

Its really texing for me to attend school in the morning, and hospital till nite. The only thing i could do is to keep him company, make him laugh so he worry less.

I learn a lot from this, really a lot. I came to another wondering session. I always wondered where i got my sense of humour from, where i got my gan xing feeling from. It was all from my dad. His family, my relative is damn funny! I swear. my dad got really better because of them, they went home like 10 and was in the hospital as early as ten in the next morning.

He was discharge from hospital on sunday, the dignose was that he had stones in his gall bladder which have dropped out to clog up the bile duct, which then leads to inflammation, that was the real reason why the platelets level was low, not because of DENGUE..oh thank god. Really...finally i felt better after he is discharge, but he still have to go back to check and operate to remove his gall baldder.

When i am at the hospital, i realise something, everyone was there, relative, and family, Why is it that it have to end up in this episode then everyone will appear together. The only happy time when relative meet up i think is only during chinese new year, Other than that its hard to see everyone gathering together for a good cause, unless someone dies or someone landed up in the hospital. True? i dunno. different people think differently.

Lasly, i want to thank all those who stood by me, who asked about my father almost everyday. Thank you, thank god for i have you guys around me. Or i would have really broke down. Thanks for all the encouragement. I realise something. Don blame why others never tell you.. asked yourself when you never asked.

Melancholic

SOMEONE OFF THE TAP IN MY EYES!

Sometimes

Sometimes i wonder, why am i on earth for,
is it just to add one more person to the world 6.6 billion population,
is it to accomplish something which i am supposed to,
is it to pay back someone that i owe in my pervious life?

Sometimes i wonder, why am i so feeling,
why so easily affected by the people around me.

Sometimes i wonder, why am i so unlucky,
Missing opportunity just by a marginal bit,
Unable to get the things i longed for,

Sometimes i wonder, if you guys reading this post wonder, why am i typing all these,
is jack emo? sad? melancholic? Dejected? Upset? Paranoid?
Where is the sanguine, outgoing, comely, jovial, cheerful jack.

He wonders, all those things he have done for others, be it they know or dun know,
anyone appreciate? anyone aware? anyone?
He is tired, he needs a rest, a long long rest.

It doesnt hurt to say thank you, it doesnt hurt to let others know you miss them,
it doesnt cost to smile, it doesnt hurt to love. It hurts only when you dun show it.
Make sense?

HAHA.. people dun wry.. i am fine. just some random thoughts i have when its late a night when everything is so serene...((: SMILE..Follow your heart!!

Tell me

Tell me i need to be strong,
Tell me i can do it,
Tell me it's possible,
Tell me everything will turn out right,
Tell me I need not worry so much,
Tell me you have plans for me,
Tell me to be happy,
Tell me i am still Jack....
I kinda like my blog song, the lyrics is kind of meaningful!

I fear!

I fear that I will always be a lonely no. like root 3,
A three is all that’s good and right,
why must my 3 be out of sight,
beneath the vicious sq root sign.

I wished instead I were a 9,
for 9 can forth the evil trick with just some quick arithmetic.
I know I'll never see the sun, as 1.7321,

Such as my reality,
the sad of rationality,
my heart, was this I see?
Another sq root of a 3,
just quietly come walking by,
together now we multiply,
a formal number as we prefer, rejoicing as an integer.

We break free from our moral bonds and
waive away those magic wands,
our sq root sign become unglued,
the love from me has been renewed.

Sad

Melancholy...

Sports day

PHEW!!! FINALLY a day to take time of those busy schedule and relax.. sch have been rather texing.. )): today we had sports day.. THe weather was OM!!!! HOT!! Ran 8x 50m haha.. quite fun though! our team came in 2nd.. WOOO!! hahah.. WEE HONG got the sportsboy award and TAURUS is the CHAMPION!!! YEAH... I lazy to blog much nowdays, but people, do keep the tag coming!! ((: update me with your life ya!! take care... ((:

Rest

HMM.. i have recovered from my flu!! haha fast isnt it.. i am not weak after all.. ((: i think its because god wans me to rest! ((: take care ppes out there. dun fall sick.. drink more water =BB ..

sick

ARH!! stupid flu.. go away! or maybe is it a lot of people are missing me therefore i sneeze quite a bit.((: take care peeps. weather is quite bad!

TIRED

I am really exhuasted. How i wish A lvl will pass soon.. and i mean really soon. I need a break!!!!

FAST

Hmm... dun really have time to blog. most of the time is school and trainin. A division hockey is coming up. Monday, against PJC.. Let hope we can do well!! ((: This week is really a disaster for me.. Not as in bad things happen but have been very PEK CHEK from all those scolding. nvm lets hope next week will be beter..

We made it

We surpassed expectations, we fight against all odds, we used to be the underdogs, From the start ppl say that we will not survive long, we will be regulated. BUT... WE WON!!! WE won NTU HURRICANE!!! by a score of 8-4!!! yeaapppp... we stay in DIV 1.so happy....INNEBANDY WON Moose by a huge scoreline of 10-4. thought they played really well... ooooh. i haven do my tutorials, i am so dead... long wk ahead.

tired

OOO>.. i am so so so tired... had cross country yesterday.. i ran ok.. though i wish for better placing.. but oh well.. i should be contented with a 38? .. shall strive to run faster! nth much after that.. just came home.. TVED and sleep.. wake up early in the morning.. went for match singapore schools match against ZRAF.. they where good..we lost 13-0.. i wasted 2 chances of scoring aRHHH>> hate it... next match is on the next sunday. will be our finale match of the season.. our last game playing as team... thinking back about it now.. we have been playing as a team since last nov. 5 mths tgt and its really sad that the team is going to be disband after the league.. nevertheless i enjoyed myself playing with you guys.. ((: lets make the last match ours and remain in div 1.. After match went for hockey friendly, we won 2-1 , dinnered and home!! ar... i am so tired...

Friend

oooo... results sucks!! ar.. disappointed with my results. OH well what to do.. not point crying over spilled milk.. just have to take a cloth to wipe it up i guess.. ((: Xiu Xi Shi Ying Wei Yao Zou Gen Chang Yuan De Lu. "soMeone" call me as tell me this " a friend in need, is a friend in deed" what do you think?

Chances

This made me realise that i actually have feelings for .....boon or bane? too late?

SWEET AINT SWEET

Hm.. today had match with some of the J3, was fun, and J2 guys, i am proud of you all ((:. nth much after that just pizza and earthquake for dinner. Things happen in a flash!

REST

FINALLY, time to take a break and have a kit kat!! ((: anyway.. block test just over..Not talking much abt the paper.. what ever is done cannot be undone. Its amazing how things and people change. one moment they can be real nice, the other they may just back turn their back against you? oh well. nobody is perfect. University is really hard to get in these days, with over ten thousand applying for 6,600 places? A must have! A A A = not equal to confirm in? HAHa what is this world turning into. Went to watch rule no.1. its was an ok movie. just didnt manage to get the last part? i am thinking.. nah dun be spolier.. haha. go watch it!! holidays are just so short.. when can i ever break from those endless tutorials? I have chosen this path, Leave it or Live it?..

Stress

Hi peeps, finally got a bit of time to blog... just back from hockey camp, its was a fun camp, with jovial people around.. although i am still not very adroit in playing hockey, but i still try hard ((: anyway, Singapore Schools Boys beat NUS Saint last sunday, by a close score of 4-3..Well done guys!! AR!!! STRESS ar block test is just 3 days away and i have nreally touch much of my books. OH man... good game! hope i dun fail((: off to sleep then study, shall blog after block test!! ((: take care people. (-__-!) Jack

Victory

YEAH!! Singapore schools boys got their first victory against the SIM BLACkS, we won 8-5, i didint score )): oh well. was kinda sad, didnt really plat my best and as the result didnt get to play much either!! ARH!!! i was have this nervous problem which always affect my performance!!! i really wan to change it, and do away with it, but it was to no avail!!! oh well. Next week is gonna be a busy week, Econs make up, Chem Spa SKill A, Maths test!! oooo.. got to prepare, Wednesday got cca fair too..hope everything goes well!! When the going gets tough, the tough gets going!!

Movie

i am now in school, damn bored!! arhh... i haven watched KUNGFU DUNK!! JUMPER ALSO.. who want pei me go watch?? Tata going to combine school training soon.. take care peeps!!

Birthday

HAPPY Chinese NEW year PEOPle!! hows your Ang Bao collection, GD? Anyway i going to blog about my birthday!!! 15 Jan. ok i noe its a bit too long le, but really no time la, got a lot of things to do, test, tutorials, where got time? Finally i got a breather during this chinese new year break, so sit back and enjoy.

First of all, was a be- earliered, birthday cum christmas present from NAUGTY, OMg, she got me an adidas tracks, wishlist no.1. Thank you NAUGHTY!! ((:


Tracks plus hand-drawn card no.1((; LOVE that card!!


15th JAN- MY 18th Birthday,
its a tuesday, went to sch normally, receive greetings from ppl, dun wry i will thank you all at the end, was rather dissppointed at first, cause close ppl like Kailing, chunfu, reagen, joyce, Jin shi,Eileen all never wished me, thought the didnt care le, then have lesson as usual,time pass rather quickly, then reagen msg me. ASk me out, still never wish me!! haha then i was happy cause finally at least there is people to ask me out, so i agreed, Sch ended not long later, 12D was the very first people to celebrate with me.. (((:

Zhi Lun, Zijie, ZiYang, BZX, Samuel, Amanda, ivy, Geraldine,SHou Jun, Melson, aNdrE and wee hong BOUGHT ME THIS:

Wishlist item no. 2 ( LOVE THEM LOADS) thank you guys! words cant express my feelings, i promise i make class more enjoyable and lively for you guys((:

aNdre and MEl wrote me this, so sweet of them ((: they practically wrote me an essay!! didnt show inside, cause i know ppl will enlarge to read it haha.. and if you two does read this, dun spot my grammar errors!! haha


Birthday card no.3 (2nd one is the one in the prev. pic)

Next is wishlist no.3 ((: tHANKS holy quad, Eugene


Havianas slippers plus card no. 4 in the shoe box!!


Then was birthday card no. 5 from geraldine ((: thanks for putting in so much effort do make me a card!

Bithday card, no 5

Also from 12D was donovan, who give me this, which i found rather cool and sweet!!

SOCKS!! haha, and card no.6 tgt with a small bk, which i like, but still no time to read!!
I have a lot of fun with 12D outside the class, we smear cakes, feed, lick( OMG) haha. till got ppl complain, then reagen called and rushed off to meet them!!
THen it was the start of the whole thing, i swear, i got caught unaware for the first time! ((: LOVE YOU guys man..

MEt reagen and wilson at bk, then they started talking crap, telling me ppl not coming, ESP when they told me clique wasnt coming, i believe him as he sounded serious, i mean ok, ppl are busy!! train all the way to town, cause reagen wan to see some new year clothes! Then walk a lot of places, visited 5 adidas shop, haha, then reagen suddenly say he need to meet his brother! for some weird reason, where then i start to get suspiscious!! Oh ya, while shopping, saw winnie who said " sry, i see you guys later" i was liek huh? then saw bao yun, she was like AYe, you all ..then stop ..haha thus all added to my suspision. haha.

Trained to Marina s. there we began searching for Reagen "brother". FInally we found them as seoul gardens ((:

Saw many people there, was really really surprise! THANKS
CHunfu, pin wen, colin, winnie, Joyce, Eileen, Saman, Jin Shi, where there!! all those that never wish me was there!! ARHHH i am so so happy to see them !! really, then Joyce and Eileen got me a cake from my place((:, cut and winnie said she didnt wan to eat at seoul so we brainstorm of places and we landed up in kenny roger!! ((:

THERE, more ppl came!! Bao yun, Anadee, Kailing, Fishy, Clarinda, Winnie.t


FOOD!


ppl there (front)


PPL there!!( back)

More presents!!!


I REALLY GOT STUNNED BY THIS PRESENT, NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS THAT I WOULD RECEIVE IT..WISHLIST NO. 4 omg.. Love Clarinda and winnie.t !! really, i am so so so X123456789 happy la. YEA. plus hand- written card no.6 from my dearest daughter!! ((:


Card no.7, this is extremely shocking, guess who did it?? REAGEN le.. OMG, you are such a great friend!! ARHH.. Innovian stand proud!! ((:

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AdiZero Lt, damn freaking nice!! Given by clique!! THanks, Love you peeps, never fail to cheer me up!! YEah, wishlist no. 5


Me, Clarinda( haven seen her for like 987654321 years b4 my bd) and LOVE!


PEEPS there, some left aleady though, cause got sch and curfew!.. ((: ok photo was grab for Kailing's blog haha..you wun mind do you!!

At the end of everything, winnie. l suggest that we go for a drink, so we went to Talk cock sing song, Yea that the name " talk cock sing song", haha then wei quan and gary join us! then winnie and baoyun dian * jay * Bu Neng Shuo de mi mi for me to sing, ok my singing is bad. haha ((: then hm after the long day.

Some other present i received after that!!


From Liquan, SMILELY spiderman fan, she say that this will remind em of her when i am hot, OMG la, means i will be reminded of her, cause i am always that hot!! haha BHB ME!((;


From Bro! Zoe! haha, thanks a lot, i still owe you your present, and seriously, i can find the red one!! HELP!!


Shoe bag!! from NFL, Zhan Qing

Finally this post in coming with to an end with me thanking those wo have wished me, DUn wry if you never see you name in this cat, see another cat, still dun have, try harder to find, confirm have one, still dun have means you never wished me la, haha. ((:

THank you FOr you people in my life, my life is like a zig saw puzzle, you guys are here to piece up my life!! whats jack without you guys! LOVE. Thank you once again for your blessing, i think 93 of them, i forget.. and pls name are not in any order cause i just write down((:

1) Clique- Clarinda, Kailing, ChunFU, PinWen, Reagen, Fishy!!

2) HPT- Vanessa, Wilson, Kezia, Anadee, Eileen, Janelle, Shermin, Saman, Anet, Bao yun, Joyce, Jin shi, Winnie.L, Winnie.T, Colin, Steph, Wei Quan, Gary, Brenda, Charmine, Eve

3) Ni**gers- Zhan Qing, Zhi wei, John, Kai Xiang, aNdrE, Wee min, Zhi Heng

4)0712D- Amanda, Ivy, Geraldine, Indo. Terror. , BZX, ZiJie, Eugene, Samuel, Donovan, Zi yang, ZHi Lun, Wee hong, Da'yl, Ivan, Shuj, Sung Hun

5) Ex 4 Grace- Melson, Daph, Xue Qing, Justina tan, Alvin, Zhenyu, Shi YUN. aka. PiNK, Hui Jia, Andrina, Jill , Zoe

6)PHS Ex mate- Leonard, Fiona.C, Melissa.Z, Justina.R, Liquan, Alicia Tee, (Sheralin.AKA BOY!), Keith, Chariene. AKA (Naughty), Wen Ya, Jason, Xiao shi min, Wan ting, Wan Lin, Charistance, Xuting, Cutie girl?, Cheryl, Ciyin, Joseph

7) InnoVians- Charles, Wee yong, Shikin, Vivian, Pu Qin, Ci En, Qiu Yun, Rusee

8) Friends- Jade, Jq, Jin shi MOM, Angeline, Mom, Dad, AH mah, Xiao GU, Elder sis, yonger sis.

FINAlly,i have come to the very end of my post, to end off i use this pic,


CLIQUE, Our relation strengthen time and time, from all those quarrels, PS, fun all that, we still remain a one, ONE FOR ALL, ALL OF one, and really, NOTHING GONNA STOP US NOW!!!

late

arhhh i cant find a time to blog seriously!! very packed next week, monday: maths test, econs make up lecture , tuesday : chem test wedneday: combine sch training, thursday: study for physics test, friday : physics test, sat: SSB Vs Merahan at 12 at tampanies sports hall !! OMG LA. WHERE CAN I find time for new year shopping!! OMG. seriously pls sent me my birthday pic so i can blog!! HAHA.. bye guys !! jia you.. MISS ME!!

((:

This week have been a very busy wk and tiring one... monday, tuesday an d friday was fine, wednesday had combine sch training. Div 1 league starts next wk, first match against Pasrian. At tampines sports hall, at 8 pm.. ((: then thursday and today went to film for kailing project, fun! learn quite a bit.. oh well off to a new wk..MY week,, turning 18--- Boon or bane?

NEW YEAR

A WARM WELCOME TO 2008... 2007 have indeed been a great year, there is so much memories...
2008 is really gonna be a tough year for me..BUT NEVERTHELESS I AM NOT AFRAIDDD..
When the going gets tough, the tough get going, Since it is already here, why brood when you can embrace it ((:..Smile cause you never know who is falling for that!!

Friends out there!!! WE will walk this journey together, shall we?
Thats what friends are for, arent it!! ((: