Untitled?

Hmm..nothing much happened today.. just went to study lo yup..

GUess this place?? haha With great powers, comes great responsibility.. anyway..this few years or pass two years..i never been really happy..ok maybe a day or two? but i dunno why sometimes i would just get moody..and dun feel like going to sch? and when i attend lectures and tutorial i always feel like sleeping? tired? maybe i am.. i think i shall rest.. i am tired both mentally and phsically... when i blog again.. means i am ready? i dunnoo.. this blog is going to be vacant for a period i guess...people miss me tag me...oh well...

No meaning??

Hmm..this few days noth much happened in fact..i didnt go sch on wed..thurday ate at cartel...food sux man..dun ever go..friday watched just follow law with mei..tried to call people but most could come..sad!! sometime i wander why is it that when people wanna go out..they have company..and when i wan to go out..i find no company?? oh well sometimes its kinna sad..people will start tagging..you also never call..seriously..i dunno what i am blogging abt..i am just sian and oh well bored.. i thought about what people said to me abt forgetting her...i think its rather true that we shall move on..people change and move on..but its hard for me to..i still do have feelings for her..i am the first i think to break the p...but i didnt really break it as we are not togther?? its really a tough time being through all these in the earlier stages...i think now sittuation are getting better..*least i hope..i shall try to forgive and forget and hopes she does the same..for we are still in one big family..all my post are just so random..random till dunno what to say.. have i done wrong?? oh well. i shall not blog abt any of these anymore..i wan to forget! ROAR! ..for those who are stuck in there look for help ..ask me and i tell you how it feels...people always say learn from exprience but for mine case..i think that if we there is one thing that we can dun learn from example will be this..i dun wish anyone will follow my footsteps...ask me and i will give you the advise!! (= i just love to make people smile..look and think back..have i make that smile in you?? have i created a difference in your life?

No meaning??

Hmm..this few days noth much happened in fact..i didnt go sch on wed..thurday ate at cartel...food sux man..dun ever go..friday watched just follow law with mei..tried to call people but most could come..sad!! sometime i wander why is it that when people wanna go out..they have company..and when i wan to go out..i find no company?? oh well sometimes its kinna sad..people will start tagging..you also never call..seriously..i dunno what i am blogging abt..i am just sian and oh well bored.. i thought about what people said to me abt forgetting her...i think its rather true that we shall move on..people change and move on..but its hard for me to..i still do have feelings for her..i am the first i think to break the p...but i didnt really break it as we are not togther?? its really a tough time being through all these in the earlier stages...i think now sittuation are getting better..*least i hope..i shall try to forgive and forget and hopes she does the same..for we are still in one big family..all my post are just so random..random till dunno what to say.. have i done wrong?? oh well. i shall not blog abt any of these anymore..i wan to forget! ROAR! ..for those who are stuck in there look for help ..ask me and i tell you how it feels...people always say learn from exprience but for mine case..i think that if we there is one thing that we can dun learn from example will be this..i dun wish anyone will follow my footsteps...ask me and i will give you the advise!! (= i just love to make people smile..look and think back..have i make that smile in you?? have i created a difference in your life?

What the??

Oh well.. yesterday wasnt a nice day after all... dun wan talk abt it..its my fault partly ((: ..thanks for being there.. you know who you are...haha..thanks aye!! haha..today was ok went to relative house..relative come my house...get ang bao..lose $$24 for black jack...i guess i am too black then..LMAO..hope tml would be better..when i was alone yesterday..pictures of you came into my mind.. i thought i could forget you since is no longer same sch..but it still hurts to unfold the memories..but for all..wish you all the best..and may you find your happiness<33 take care...JIA YOU!!

Time

First of all happy birthday to big bear : Zhan Qing((: 2nd nigger turning 17... hm nth much i wanted to post this yeaterday but was all tired....I dunno why i suddenly want to talk about time...oh well lean to treasure this seriously, dont wait till its gone then only you begin to wonder why you never treasure them at first.:
The value of one sec: ask an oylimpic silver medalist
The value of one min: ask someone who miss the last bus home
The value of one hr: ask someone who is lack of sleep
The value of one day: ask the family of one living on life support
The value of one mth: ask the mother who give birth to a premautre baby
The value of one year: ask someone who did badly O level
The value of one decade: ask someone who is imprison for a decade
The value of me: Ask Yourself.

New entree

Hmm..hey guys..i finally blog?? happy? haha didnt have mmod to blog few wks..decide to update my life to friends who cared? yupp..Take Os result..i screwed it..oh well...B3 for maths a-maths phy...A2 for Chem geo comb.hum b4 for chi...C6 for english..wasnt as expected...really saddened..really wanted to cry..and i did..seriously..i didnt expect myself to do that bad...i dunno..i really put in my best effort..but come to think of it maybe others put in more.. oh well..i just have to blame myself for not pushing myself hard enough..HEy guys...those sec3 and 4..watch out k..this two years are nto for fun ..you can but you got to pay attention..i practically played my sec3 years..and only started after prelims..thats real late..i have only myself to blame..ok i think i am staying at innova...hope i can do well there..make a heaven on my own..i thought i wanted to blog on my birthday but well guess it lost its meaning somehow...anyway..REAL BIG THANKS to those who had wished me.Very touch..the more i blog the more i feel liek sobbing.. seriously coem to think of it..things really didnt went well for me ever since Sec3...i wasnt part of KAH, Phs floorball lost, Not a Best unit cadet, SI, didnt get Merit distinction, took one of my awards away.. studies flunk, got backstabbed, "getting hated", rumors of me liking ppl, wasnt selected for under- 19..PHS floorball lost again!!, got merit for chinese oral..flunk o level, didnt committe well enough for the council. strained by emotional barrier, *HER*, LEft brenda at command post..manymore...that i cant rmb off..i am such a disappointment..allow me to cool down..JACK is DRained..he is gone for the time being...WITH Great Powers, Comes great reponsibility...When will JAck be able to stand again???