LOVE?

This week pass quite fast, probably because the week starts on Tuesday? Amry is becoming more hetic i think from now to ndp and to aao. i thought time would pass rather fast but someone seems to have freeze my time, slowed it down for me. I do not hate him, but I just dont like him, the moment he open his mouth. i just feel like slapping it shut. but anyway lets not talk abt the sad thing.

On a happier note, weekends was great for almost all the later part of the day.

Friday met Eileen for dinner at mi mi ji di! HAHAH. ((: glad she liked the place. She is really someone very special to me. as somehow sometime she can read my mind. I dunno how but she can really do that. ha. and we never seems to run out of things to talk. Although she annoys me at times of conveniently not replying me, but she is showing much improvement already. HAHA ((:

Sat: met up with nigger bros. Needless to say, when they are around, fun is around. ((: words just cant explained. i just love them

Sun: reagen and chunfu for prawning. the trios are out once again. although i always keep quiet sometimes but actually it's just that u dunno how to express myself. if i cannot say anything nice, might as well dont talk. but strangely enough they can somehow get me to talk. LOVE YOU PPL

Thanks for making my this weekend so special.

FRIENDS

I love it when ppl send me sweet or random messages.

SELFISH

Sometimes you juse cant help feeling frustrated when you are doing a lot of things and other ppl just ROC. YOu feel bad when you ask others to do stuff, you feel unsafe to entrust something to others cause you may end up doing double work. FML. Does capable people always have to do more? WTF man seriously. One day i might just explode.

I am pretty nice guy, but that doesnt mean you can take adv of me. There's a limit to everything, Dont push it!

Time

When something comes and hit you very hard. you think at that point of time. There will be no return, you are not going to feel better, you are not going to be better, you are just going to suffer. People always come and comfort you telling you that time will heal. You just do not want to believe. How is time ever going to heal for a broken relationship, a lost of loved ones and etc. But those who have walk through it knows it, it is true that time does it, it helps people to forgive and forget.It helps to relieve the tension, give you more time to think logically and rationally. TRUE?

(: cause I think it's true.

Weirdos

Actually, i think humans are very weird ppl, they can love ppl, hate ppl, bring down ppl, laugh at ppl for no particular reason. They may just be talking bad about ppl at this end, but the next moment you see them tgt tgt. LOL. Weird isnt it?

Coming to one year solider. lots i think i have seen, and i think that almost enough for me. Really sick and tired, when you are more capable, you do more work, so why the f* you be capable for sometimes you think, but it just runs in the blood i guess.

With great powers, comes great responsibility. (:

Dont say for the sake or saying, say it because you mean it.

BENJAMIN BUTTON

Its saddening to see someone you love lying there, not being able to help and all you could do is just be there to make them feel better. You will never know what will happen tmr, cherish everyday like your last day, then only you will live each day to the fullest. STAY STRONG!

Tears welled.its is disheartening to see those children you have "rear" neglects you in the end. what the point of giving birth to so many, yet its just a few who gives a damn. i wouldnt be surprise if the day you are gone "touch wood" they would be quarrelling. not even letting you leave in peace. ): But heaven have eyes so do you. you know whose gd to you, and whose those NATO.

I rmb when i was young, you dont like me, you always scold me, say why am i so ji cha aka talkative. I also dont like you cause you always scold me. I dont like you cause you dont like me. HAHA. typical child mindset. But things starts to change as i grew older, i am more aware of things. You start to like me, so do I. (:

Anyway, watched i not stupid 2 on channel 8 yesterday, nostalgia kicked in as 3 grace classroom was in the show, so many things happened in that classroom, happy and sad. Makes me kind of miss phs, the food last time, the teachers(some of them) the buildings, the people. the carnival, the soccer with uniform. times where red shirt stood proud. times in the lib, com lab, sci lab, music room. NPCC, floorball. so many memories. which i could only look back now. (: oh well, this is life.

chapfallen

Sometimes I wonder why is it like that. why is it that some people are gd, some of them are bad. Sometimes you wonder, why is it that people must make you life miserable, some must make things hard for you. is this really a dog eat dog world? Actually just touched your heart, did i ever say no to all your request? did i ever not do things b4 hand? I have always done things in advanced, if not to the best of my ability, you dont appreciate nevermind, but at least have the courtesy to do something nice in return. what's the point of accumulating them and not able to "redeem" them. its not like i asked for a lot, it's just once a month. Dont ask so many reason, if i am happy, i would be more than willing to do what you asked me to if its within my limits. i hope things will turn out better, i am just hoping, after all its just 10more months