LOusy

Hmmm..today went to study..with the sec 3 and the same 4 of us..but i slack most of the time yeah!..oh well...i hate to be at home nowadays..my parents just dont seems to understand me..keep KPing lo..cant even get a moment of peace...how am i goign to concentrate like this...only know how to scold when i getbad result...cant they just praise me..WTH lA... i dun think they are even proud of me..so what if i get and merit or colours award... they would say something like..get le can eat meh??? Frk la....whats wrong man..i really hope there would be a more Lovely home for me to come back to...SOBX (-____-!)Jack

Owning

...today was suppose to play soccer but they all came late then rain le..cannot play much...ass man..then me zhiwei john kai xiang zhan qing and wee min went to bathe then headed to town...walk till zhi heng and zndre coem...didnt do much either...i bought a tie? ..yup then zw bought his shirt..zhan bought from top to btm...all choosen by the best fashion man..me!! hahha ..saw the award changes today...hmm congrats mr reagen for getting the merit disticntion...i amit i am sad of not getting ..come to think of it... i think he deserve it? he shall be the only one getting it..and i will be the only one taking both colours and Merit..isnt that good that we both make history...oh well award is just an award after all... but it dioes hurt when you dont get it..but luckily i lose to someone who is better then me..i am happy to be the loser..in the end there bond to be someone that is going to be sad...rite?? hahha i am ok with it..we are friends after all award cant overrule our friendships yea???Dun brood over things happening, SMILE cause it happens..yeah!!! (-____-!) Jack

SOme gains and lost!!!

Hey!!! you know what peeps... Ajc rejected me...oh well...arhh!! never mind that leave me to work hard on my own which is also good la ya...oh well..hmm common test result wasnt what i aspected for some....English 19/30 Chinese 70/100 Maths 55/100 Amaths 50/100 Physics 30/50 Chemistry 41.5/50 History ??/25 Social sTudies 15/25 Geography 29/30..hmm was rather disspionted with my maths amthas and social studies... dunno history becuase i didnt hand in the homework!! oh well just hope its not so bad..over all there is a imporvment i guess...hmm but this is just common test..so i think is common for people to get this result?? LMAO!!!! ARH!!! Gonna work hard le...i must get into Sajc Or Ajc....arhh!!! then recently was selected as the RSM of this year national day parade...pretty good har..hope i dun screw it...first time serluting to reagen..haha..Reagen march off in the front and i at the back..cool har...the logistic trio... i got Merit AWArd of Npcc and Colours AWARd for Floorball ..i think i am the first one in history that ever gets that ba??? haha..but didnt get Merit Distiction arh!!! ..haiz..oh well everything is fated ba i guess..i gonna work hard le...yeah!!!..Gammatte ppl...Acers was great....yuppp... love you guys..HPT never fails to make :) and my gang of N****** frens who says all those lame jokes...haha and anyone who cheered me up one another... I love you guys!!! Neither happy nor sad just average... lalal..going to teach Jin shi chem and elieen Social Studies..hope i can be a good teacher!!! (-___-!) Jack

NDP

hmmm..i expected something today..."man" send me a gift..i am so happy...thatx bomberman, batman and superman...spiderman love you all aye!! Went for ndp today...was kinna gd..just that its too hot.. nth much to blog about le...oh ya..HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANADEE hahah..she sang today..not bad ya..sing more...yeeps..(-___-!)Jack

LALAL

Today was fun...actually was suppose to go and support the takewando com but in the end we reach it was price presentation liao?? diaos!! then we went over to newton..i bought them on the wrong route..cause i never been there for a year or two forget le??? sianz//sry... then we finally found the correct place and set down to eat!!! had alot of food...not alot though haha..then you noe what we walk from newon to Plaza Sing..pro rite...then when to the newly open cathy house ..not really open yet though and i have to be back sobz..think they comtinue to city halll...oh well..wish i could join them arh!!! love ya guys...(-___-!) Jack

yeepss so happy!!!!

YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i am so happy today...today went shopping...lol i like girl lex...shopping make me happyy....hahah but i think all those that went today are as happy like me!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...meet Junwei(JW), Zhenyu(Lp), and Zhi wei (ZW) lol....we had lunch at amk s11...food there is really! i just love them...never get bored to eat there!!!yeahh!!!! then later wee min(WM), zhi heng(zh) and Melson(mc) came to eat with us...hm at 1 plus we meet eugene(ec) at amk mrt...he was late!!! ...wanted to meet kai xiang(kx) at bishan de .. then he was late then evey one unhappy..keep scolding him...haha damn funny lex...We headed off to orchard... waited for kx..when waiting got some guys approaches us for some dental survey..then we did then he realise we are not 18 hahah..then melson ask for some souvnier then he dumbfounded, it was hilarous man he dunno what to to only keep saying thank you...then by that time kx still haven arrive??? he is an ass man!! then went far east clothes there were either too expensive or not formal??keep walking round..But Ec bought a sunglass..act cool?? no la i think it looks gd? ehehhahaha... then we headed to ck tank then only kx and john(jh) came to join us..so it was me, zw,wm,mc,jh,zh,lp,ec,jw..nine guys together to buy clothes for dining...haha never go out with so many guys before sia... hehe then ck tang was another bad place...CBD area cant blame la..everything is so exp?? lol... then went over to wisma...found the polo raphl perfume i had..they say nice smell which i agree (((:..yet again we cant find anything there.... then walk taka alson no then headed to heeren and Alvin(At) join us... so tele goes up to 10 record high...i wanted to buy that 69 dollar shirt which i saw yesterday but was budget so i didnt which i...was lucky that i didnt cause we went over to bugis later which spark off to my shopping spree!!!!!!! ahahah.. i suggest there cause i think there the clothes we can afford more and proof to be really enriching..hahaha went into G2000 and there we spent 2hr looking at clothes...i was their fashion consultant..i gt good taste aye..look out for lp and jw they are my model!!!! lmAo...i saw this black long sleeve similar to the heeren one and i bought it..was $9 but discount till 29? thats a gd buy ...then ec lp and jw bought one themself too..i saw aother long sleeve and i cant resist the temptation i bought is ws $59 and discounted was $35 haha...so Happy aye... then after that ec just bought sunglasses spoil>> waste his $16... hope he gets it fix..then we kinna separated..al ec jw and lp went somewhere then me and mc went to find jh kx zw wm zh which was addidas...you know what zw and jh bought a $19 dollars addidas soccer ball hahah...then we headed for bugis street..i was looking for a coat..not act shuai le..but is i think its nice??/ haha and HUANG TIAN BU FU KU XIN REN...i founbd it and you know what it cost $45 and i bagain till $40 la..cheap buy aye..same design as the heeren one which cost $159... then jh bought a sport shirt for $22... then we went to eat at long john.gt the three piece offer..eat till damn fulll..then we went back to G2000 again cause kx zh and wm didnt really see there as kx went to find friend and wm zh went tution..we spent another hr there...hahah this time zw zh wm and kx bought a shirt each...cause we keep propaganda each other saying GSS is going to end haha...WM was my model again...i got good taste ok... trust me aye?? haha then we all were so happy... cause we have a shirt...i got 2 and a cost..i am super happy las..dunno why.. but i do miss my naglene!!!! ow!! how good will it be if i never lose it....hmm then we walk to city hall after that..wantedto take lift in national lib cause it was super fun sia...exciting..although we never had the chance..hahah..nvm next time..we went mac and bought so drinks and ice cream and set down to see cars? wm spilled his drink?? he is always so hilarious..oh well then sit mrt back home...what a day it was had so much fun aye?? haha o level is coming soon think this is the very last time i could have fun ya!!!hm i will study hard and get into AJ...yeah!!...so happy.................. yeah!!!!!!!!!!! how i wish you were by my side!!!!!!!!!!! oh well...i think is time i forget you...putting all those beatiful memories to sleep ba..it might seems liitle to you..but it seems a lot in my eyes. if you ever sees this..i hope we can still be friends.. cause its a pity to lose you my firend..really friends an no more...like that i really can lift that heavy rock in me and be really free..take care!!! thanks peeps for making my day and hope you can free me and make me happy for life... wishing you all the best..(-____-!) Jack

SADEEN

ARH!!! What the F***.. I LOST MY FREAKING NAGLENE AGAIN...MY 2ND ONE LIAO....WTH SIA...WHY DO I KEEP LOSING THINGS THAT AR SO DEAR TO ME....FIRST IS LOVE ONE..THEN IS NATIONAL FLOORBALL MATCH...FIRST NALGENE LOST SMAE DAT F****** ****...THEN IS ADDIDAS SHIRT... NOW NEW BOUGHT NALGENE LOST...WHY AM I SO CARELESS...GOD WHY MUST YOU TORTURE ME THIS WAY...HAVING I LOST ENOUGH...I ALREADY KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF THEM ALL...WHY MUST YOU MAKE ME LOSE THEM AND REALLY JUST SHATTER MY HEART...MY NAGLENE LE...ARHHHH..FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF..I AM SUCH I FAILURE...I AM NO STRONG AND I WILL NEVER SAY I AM ONE AGAIN...I AM A LOUSY CAPTAIN,NCO,HPT,SENOIR COUNCIL...ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11SOMEBODAY SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM REALLY SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..I ALREADY HAD ENOUGH OF THE SHATTERING WHEN I LOST *******.....WHAT MUST I STILL LOSE....(-____-;)Jack

LALAl

HAHa..its over for some..but its still on for some..lol i dunno what i talking sia...did nth much today only went to help sec 3 in their Acers..went pretty well..love to be in Hpt sia..hmmmm hahah Fun in the sun...lol i shall not forget my N****** friend..Zhi wei, Andre, Zhan qing, John Wee min, Kai xiang, Zhi heng...hahah thx for making my life...I still have the Trios...Fei Fei, Reagen, ChunFu..hahah i got loads of friend and i am happy...am i? ...(-____-!) Jack

OVer

Hey...exams are over? At least there's a break now>>.phew!! hactic life makes me almost cannot breathe...arhhhh..when can i leave this cage that preventing me from moving on...But people always say no pain no gain, learn from mistake, it is from failure that you grow...its true la but i already gone through all that le lo..why must i keep going through them??? haiz.. i have learn alot of things during my secondary sch life..i must really amit...i didnt make the wrong choice to come to Phs...I learn so much ..being in exco..Especially getting into HPT....People there rocks my life man!!..hahah in Hpt i really learn alot of things...Yeah!! hm...like the email say..be contented ...i am already contented with what i have le..any extra is just plainly my luck yeah? hhah..i dunno...i still cant get myself to walk out of the shadows.... is it i dunno how to think or is it i think too much?? i dunno i think i sometimes cares about a person to much till the person feels pressurise with me..i should change that aye...hmmm..i dunno what i willl be liek in the future but at least for now i am fortunate to have you guys in Hpt ..hahai might be bias..keep talking about hPt but i think i been through alot with them...esp the M.log who everything about me also know sia..ever since i come in from the *** *** one to the ******* one lol and others la..thanks for being there...(-___-!) Jack

Oh oh i just love this photo..spiderman three....Ar love love hahah ok i sound childish but spiderman is just way to cool man....Hmm common test are already here..peeps out there start muggin ok ....take care everyone..hmm i feel that i am back being myself again just that the lock, the question mark in my heart just never seems to get open..someone has the key but she doesnt wan to open it up...oh well then we shall just remain like that ba..hope one day..she will noe...Captain Jack is back...is he..bet no one ever seen my smile happily from my heart except chunfu ba cuase he is the one who is there ..being throughyou noe what i mean..haha i have no professionalism??? I do ok people...oh well think i should just end here..i pray that there will be one day the lock in my heart will be open so i can smile from my heart again..i shall run and not be weary!!! My love..HPT we rocks...(-____-!)Jack

Council INvestiture

Hmmm...slack the whole week i guess i am died for common test!! arh!! had council investiture today...Step down my 2nd vice- president pose to senoir council..oh well one yr seems so fast...its already 1 yr 3mth and 24 days for memories that i cant erase off..not council yup...hai.. photos uploaded in frenster le look at them not much also la yup!! mm...anyway i dun care about these stuff much adays i care more about my studies arh!!!..pls get me some good result....how i wish time could be turin back and find out what has gone wrong...everytime when i am lonely, or anything i would think of you...can you pls tell me what happen..i dn wan to live in a you look at me i dun noe you life... if there's a problem both parties talk it out...it is really so hard...i dunnoo arh!!! (-___-,) i dunno man..what is this world getting into...i guess i am over -protective..haiz its all my fault actually, isnt it..it really saddens me to lose you, such a good fren..i really didnt spread that we are together cause we NEVER was!!! it was really people's rumors and their mindset...tell me what the heck is wrong man...someone tell me .....i am sad really sad i got those feeling that i had the first time this happen..i am crying as i blog...arhhhhhh... i tried to leave you aside but the fact is that i cant...how can i forget when i dun even know whats or who is wrong..the problem doesnt lies btw who's right or wrong. its the matter of letting my heart reat a not...you might not feel anything but i do..oh well..people say time will heal?? how long more one year plus le...i really enjoyed the times we were as frens, talking about anyhting under the sun, know whats on the mind even we never say but this time i am totally at lost...i dunno you know...i will try to put all of them down ba...I dun hate you in any means cuase i always believe that everything happens for a reason dont it...I thinki am ok ba?? people dun worry about me k?? i just venting somethins that kept bottling in my heart...oh well...sry for all those who cares for me...i disappoint you once again...things at sch now sucks..first i dun get SPF, then i got chance in some teacher which puts people down, saying sacastic stuff..i really wish you back mr ng...arhhhhi am oging crazy..i thimk its high time i take a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(-___-;) Jack

A day that make me remeber

Hmm...so long never blog le...over the weeks many things happen and make me treasure my life more...My grandma had dierreoa* dunno how to spell doesnt matter. haiz accompanied her today to the hospital early in the morning abt 4?...after that went back and she took the medicine..but after that she was none better..then abt 6 in the evening she went to the hospital...you know something..i started to see what i would like when i am old..what if nobody takes care of me anymore..hai...came online talk to people..nth much though..found ANOTHER person(AGNES TING)* hahah applying for DSA to SAJC..i even reminded there's sch tomorrow hahah...oh well..then got a filial daughter(ms phoebe)ahahah who celebrated her mom's birthday for her..how sweet..hais someone came back in my mind again i just cant get her out.... oh well is it fate! but why must she be like that...maybe she got her reasons..ya..*trying not to think so much..working hard!!!