Sunday, August 24, 2008

Arrogance

Time flies and in a blink of both eyes, there is just 3 more mths before the first chapter of education comes to an end. It seems like everything happened so quickly. From the start of pre-sch where it was all nursery ryhmes and songs. Test were all on simple arithmatics and languages.Not long later, we moved on to primary school, where things got a little more challenging. Algebra was brought into the picture, so were science and social studies. When we start to manange them fairly well, we were brought yet to another unfamiliar ground, the secondary school. New friends, new form of education system, this was where we start to know more about the things happening around us better. Guys and Girls whom seem to be hating each other in primary school, saying things like " why you take my things", "I dont friend you already", suddenly found each other rather attractive. Although some chose to be mediocre and remain non-chanlant to the things happening around them, the majority was on their way to expand their circle of friends and widened their knowledge.

Secondary school was one stage of the best stages of my life, the stress level though high, but we were able to enjoy ourselves. making the best out of everything we can. I was previously in a group where people in there seems to be so gel to together. Even if we don't meet for days,weeks or even months(which is like now), the moment we meet up, the moment our eyes were in contact with each other, the feeling was as though we just met the day before. We dont feel separated with one another, we never fail to find topics to talk about. back then the group was with some much dominance. Through the group, each and every one developed our forte. Something which was inherent and innate in us, just that we didnt realise it. But as time goes by and when management changes, things wont the same like before. The passion, the drive no longer flow in our blood. How ironic is it that we are so gel yet we are falling apart due to a change in manangement. I think i forgot to mention, its is just some that was gel, some got into their own cliques and was never seen then, some come and go, while others tried their best to salvage what they can. But it was to no avail when there is only a handful who believe it can happen. Other just choose to take the easy way out.

Enough is said, i guess its time we move on. Moving on to the the last lap of proper education, different people haven chosen different routes. Some knew what they want to be and went on to the poly, while others who are not sure chose the jc. No matter what your choice is. ultimately everyone idea is to make it into the univerisity. Friends in Jc are very special, as they are the ones you get to see most of the time. Unlike in secondary, Jc pace is rather breakneck, it is just like remanisscent of the sec 3 sec 4 life. but to be exact, it is actually much more challenging and competitive. You dont know what you dont know as there are some much to learn in such a short time. I am very lucky to be in a class i am now. as we have very caring, patient and knowledgable teacher. we too have a lot of jovial yet serious classmate. But is that really the case? or are we just putting on a mask everyday we go to sch? I have changed and i have realised it. Its not for the better, but for the worst. i guess its all the pressure and stress that cause me to undergo such metamorphasis. I think its high time i do a reflection about myself. Agree? Ultimately, the raison d'etre why we are here is that we want to go to the uni.why not help everyone ( or at least) as much as you can to get everyone there, instead of being some arrogant B****** who dont give a damn about others?

After "pening" this thought made think through a lot of stuff, all those that i hae neglected due to studies. What is the point of getting all As for A level where in fact you fail in every other aspect of your life.

What is the main difference between a winner and a loser? The difference is the winner sees only himself, but the loser sees the rest. Got the point?

I like this phrase, quoted from someone "Others say we are crazy, but we say we are so lucky"

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