not forth-looking

Sometimes I wonder why I behave this way. I can give ppl advice but when things come pouring on me i just cant seem to pick up. I think sometimes i just think to much. i guess this is the only place that i can come to, to say out everything i want to say. cause i dont think anyone would understand through what i am going through. sometimes i really admire those ppl who can be nonchalant about things. dont they have feelings? i guess i am just too emotional. if only we have meet earlier? i guess only time will tell. oh well.