DAD

Hmm..THanks for all those who have sent their regards on my tag board. YOu guys may be wandering hy i am so emo these whole week. Some who asked me personally would have known, those who didnt may not know. HAHA... HMM i EMOed due to a lot of factors, but it was due to one which excerabated it.

My dad landed in hospital on monday afternoon. I was dumb founded, speechless, starkly stunned. Why on earth would my dad, a healthy person landed up in hospital. He was very serious when he went in there, his eyes were yellow, he was shivering, his platelets level was freaking low. I as so damn worried.

The next day i went to the hospital, he as in pain, the pain on his face was terrible and how i wished i could even share the slightest bit to help him ameolirate his pain. Doctor said he may have contacted Dengue, which added more to my worries. He could hardly moved. Tears welled up in my eyes and i walked out so he would not see it fall.i learn to cherish, it doesnt hurt to tell someone you miss them, you love them, and you longed to see them. It hurts only and more when you wan to tell but he/she is on longer there anymore. Treasure while you can, dun wait till its gone then only you regret. It too late.

Its really texing for me to attend school in the morning, and hospital till nite. The only thing i could do is to keep him company, make him laugh so he worry less.

I learn a lot from this, really a lot. I came to another wondering session. I always wondered where i got my sense of humour from, where i got my gan xing feeling from. It was all from my dad. His family, my relative is damn funny! I swear. my dad got really better because of them, they went home like 10 and was in the hospital as early as ten in the next morning.

He was discharge from hospital on sunday, the dignose was that he had stones in his gall bladder which have dropped out to clog up the bile duct, which then leads to inflammation, that was the real reason why the platelets level was low, not because of DENGUE..oh thank god. Really...finally i felt better after he is discharge, but he still have to go back to check and operate to remove his gall baldder.

When i am at the hospital, i realise something, everyone was there, relative, and family, Why is it that it have to end up in this episode then everyone will appear together. The only happy time when relative meet up i think is only during chinese new year, Other than that its hard to see everyone gathering together for a good cause, unless someone dies or someone landed up in the hospital. True? i dunno. different people think differently.

Lasly, i want to thank all those who stood by me, who asked about my father almost everyday. Thank you, thank god for i have you guys around me. Or i would have really broke down. Thanks for all the encouragement. I realise something. Don blame why others never tell you.. asked yourself when you never asked.