Sometimes

Sometimes i wonder, why am i on earth for,
is it just to add one more person to the world 6.6 billion population,
is it to accomplish something which i am supposed to,
is it to pay back someone that i owe in my pervious life?

Sometimes i wonder, why am i so feeling,
why so easily affected by the people around me.

Sometimes i wonder, why am i so unlucky,
Missing opportunity just by a marginal bit,
Unable to get the things i longed for,

Sometimes i wonder, if you guys reading this post wonder, why am i typing all these,
is jack emo? sad? melancholic? Dejected? Upset? Paranoid?
Where is the sanguine, outgoing, comely, jovial, cheerful jack.

He wonders, all those things he have done for others, be it they know or dun know,
anyone appreciate? anyone aware? anyone?
He is tired, he needs a rest, a long long rest.

It doesnt hurt to say thank you, it doesnt hurt to let others know you miss them,
it doesnt cost to smile, it doesnt hurt to love. It hurts only when you dun show it.
Make sense?

HAHA.. people dun wry.. i am fine. just some random thoughts i have when its late a night when everything is so serene...((: SMILE..Follow your heart!!