200th

Well, this is the 200th post! wooo..time to update.. My last nationals' end with a "bang" a shock really...hmm i dunno what to say but i think i just am not a good leader. My gp teacher told me today, to be a leader you need to show the way, i guess i failed on that part. My studies are in a mess now acutually, not so imba already.. Failed my prelim 1..arh!! darn!! i hate it when everything don't go the way it should, or at least the way i want it to be. I don't know really! A few more months left, guess i have to find the real me.. haha... beware! cause jack is here!