Jack

Hmmm.. had graduation service yesterday. it didnt felt like one though. i think sec4 one is much better? maybe its because of the people around? 4yrs compared to 2? i dunno. There is something missing from yesterday service but i dunno how to expressed it. But never mind about that, A level is what the matter most. 20 more days to go. i dunno if i am prepared but i think i shall do my best. A friend of mine wrote me something and i guess it will stay in my mind for quite a while.


You just have to do your best, God will do the rest ((:

失落非主流

周杰倫 Jay - 失落非主流 Lyrics 歌詞

詞: 方文山 曲: 周杰倫

你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了
時間過了 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這 真的痛了
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得
你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢
曲周杰倫歌詞提供再興
你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了
時間過了 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這 真的痛了
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得
你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢
怎麼了 你累了
說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了
愛淡了 夢遠了
我都還記得
你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢
為什麼這時候忍心離我而去

A levels

As time draw closer, the stress gets bigger. The stress of wanting to perform, the stress of not going to do well, the stress of not being able to do prelim papers. the stress of everything just seems to amass when time flies.

Even the ever so optimistic, sanguine, happy-go-lucky, jack is feeling it. Never in his entire 18 years of living, has he felt so stressed up. Thank God for the friends he have around, in school, outside school. i really do not know how to continue any longer. I just hoped it pass quickly. and i mean real quick! Cant wait for 18th. 9.16am! when the CPE says; Alright Pencils down! And its going to rock! More Thrilling then the O level feeling!

Jack is _ _ _ _ _ _. He wants....

Title

nthing much to blog about recently, i have yet to receive my econs, afterwhichi would blog all my results. anyway, i got my colours award today.. cool! ((: till then...

Human nature

Its amazing how humans care about only themselves and not about others.
You would not be here if not for your father and your mother.
but yet when they grow old, they get thrown around like some kind of toy.
everyone procrastinate that "someone" will take care of them. In the end, they are nowhere to be found.
When their parents ascend, the rich will fight all over for inheritance, making grand funerals to showcase their social "class". How willing and how much they actually "care" about their parents. Come to think of it, why dun treat them good and take care of them when they are around. Why WAIT till they are no longer in this world, then start swearing and cursing, cry like there is no tml. WHY? Why ill-treat them, shift responsibility to take care of them.

Put yourself into their shoes, imagine when you were born, your parents shift their responsibility to take care of you. throw you around, DO you like the feeling? we are all humans, we need care, concern and love. How much can an elderly cost you? They actually demand very little, so long you care and love them. they are happy enough already. so people out there, stop shifting your responsibility, have the courage to take up this role, do not throw them around like how you throw your tissue papers. Act now before its too late. Filial piety is not for show, but it shall be uphold!

Wedding

Prelim 2 has ended, the result will tell everything, will update when i get back any of them.

Hm..decided to take the whole week off. Have been going on a wedding spree, went for two wedding back to back..whoooo..photos soon ((:

Kinda feeling empty, dunno where my direction is and heading towards.i need someone? something?

KOP

No doubt, We are the KOP! Kudos to Ryan Babel

Melanchoic

Today physics paper 2 was GG.. LOL.. hai..dun have time to finish..oh well.. cause i have to do really well for paper 1 (:

M_ _ _ _ C _ _ _ C- mood of the day

Moodlless

3 down, 6 up LOL..((: M_ _ _ _ _ _ _ (oo) you guessed it right once again, first time somemore.. Zhen cong ming.

Hm papers are ok so far but i dunno how i would flair, let the result do the talking. But rather afraid though. Studying has become such a chore. But the good thing it is gonna end soon..Phew...

I need some _ _ _ _.

Start

TML is the start of Prelim 2, actually it started with GP last last wed, but it was a goner, tml will mark the start. and will last till the 18th, i am nervous and a bit stress. but its all good isnt it? i dunno.i just gonna give my best? haha..phew. a lvl.. pls pass quickly.. i am dying.. (oo)...

Rah

......

Crazy

I think i am going C_ _ _ _ . and (oo) guess it in one go..how cool is it ((((: You made my day!! wooo.... Teleppii...

When i cannot get the sums i get frustrated, when i careless i get frustrated, when i waste my time away, i get frustrated. ARH!!!!!!! IN your face..

RAHHHHHHHHH!!

Its so draining, its draining away my energy, i never felt so empty, felt so tired felt so moody in my life. I guessed i am stressed up. which is rather unusual. cause i am always so happy go lucky...Behind every smile lies a broken heart? you,me, we know what it meant.

Quickly, Quickly pass... i so dread this. but anwyay i wun back down! never..


i am jack ( Just a cheerful kid)

VExed

Vexed

Heroes

Been slacking since wednesday after gp which is not a gd sign. Nvm. Monday will mark the start(: Finally i seem to be able to see the end of this route. This route which started out 11 years back is finally going to end for the first time before i move on to another level.

Education is just like a game, an rpg one. One in which you will have to gain knowledge to move on to the next level. Finally i am going to complete this game. How exciting! hahah.. But it just came to my realisation that there is one boss in which i cannot face alone. No matter how many times i try, i'll just die even before reaching the boss. Now i noe how to complete this game. I need to work with others, We need to work as a team to defeat the boss and complete the game. So who is willing to join me to finish this game, with style?

Backstab

Doctor take hippocratic oath.
Someone take hypocratic oath. LMAO

I wander sometimes. who is your best friend and whose not. Does one who always out best fren in their mouth your best fren? or those who knows who exactly you are then is your best fren? Shouldnt your fren accept you for who you are and not who you must be? Wouldnt they be the one who stand up for you, tell you to change for the better. Someone once told me " Your Truest friend is your frankiest friend." Whats your call people? I hate it when people exploit my kindness!

TIred

Hmm just played basketball in school today! LOL.. long time since i last played basketball.. LOL its so much about basketball these days, olympics and 篮球火. LOL..

Hmm.. I screwed up my Gp yesterday. i guess its the lack of preparation. ): sign. Last see what the results show. anyway. Shall work hard for the rest of the papers!! ((:

Till then....

Friends

Someone wrote this on a post-it when i was in sec 2. till date i haven found out who was it from.

If you want to be happy for a day, Get a date.
If you want to be happy for a week, Get a lover.
If you want to be happy for a month, Get married.
If you want to be happy forever, Get a friend, like me Xp.

Am i that worth?

Arrogance

Time flies and in a blink of both eyes, there is just 3 more mths before the first chapter of education comes to an end. It seems like everything happened so quickly. From the start of pre-sch where it was all nursery ryhmes and songs. Test were all on simple arithmatics and languages.Not long later, we moved on to primary school, where things got a little more challenging. Algebra was brought into the picture, so were science and social studies. When we start to manange them fairly well, we were brought yet to another unfamiliar ground, the secondary school. New friends, new form of education system, this was where we start to know more about the things happening around us better. Guys and Girls whom seem to be hating each other in primary school, saying things like " why you take my things", "I dont friend you already", suddenly found each other rather attractive. Although some chose to be mediocre and remain non-chanlant to the things happening around them, the majority was on their way to expand their circle of friends and widened their knowledge.

Secondary school was one stage of the best stages of my life, the stress level though high, but we were able to enjoy ourselves. making the best out of everything we can. I was previously in a group where people in there seems to be so gel to together. Even if we don't meet for days,weeks or even months(which is like now), the moment we meet up, the moment our eyes were in contact with each other, the feeling was as though we just met the day before. We dont feel separated with one another, we never fail to find topics to talk about. back then the group was with some much dominance. Through the group, each and every one developed our forte. Something which was inherent and innate in us, just that we didnt realise it. But as time goes by and when management changes, things wont the same like before. The passion, the drive no longer flow in our blood. How ironic is it that we are so gel yet we are falling apart due to a change in manangement. I think i forgot to mention, its is just some that was gel, some got into their own cliques and was never seen then, some come and go, while others tried their best to salvage what they can. But it was to no avail when there is only a handful who believe it can happen. Other just choose to take the easy way out.

Enough is said, i guess its time we move on. Moving on to the the last lap of proper education, different people haven chosen different routes. Some knew what they want to be and went on to the poly, while others who are not sure chose the jc. No matter what your choice is. ultimately everyone idea is to make it into the univerisity. Friends in Jc are very special, as they are the ones you get to see most of the time. Unlike in secondary, Jc pace is rather breakneck, it is just like remanisscent of the sec 3 sec 4 life. but to be exact, it is actually much more challenging and competitive. You dont know what you dont know as there are some much to learn in such a short time. I am very lucky to be in a class i am now. as we have very caring, patient and knowledgable teacher. we too have a lot of jovial yet serious classmate. But is that really the case? or are we just putting on a mask everyday we go to sch? I have changed and i have realised it. Its not for the better, but for the worst. i guess its all the pressure and stress that cause me to undergo such metamorphasis. I think its high time i do a reflection about myself. Agree? Ultimately, the raison d'etre why we are here is that we want to go to the uni.why not help everyone ( or at least) as much as you can to get everyone there, instead of being some arrogant B****** who dont give a damn about others?

After "pening" this thought made think through a lot of stuff, all those that i hae neglected due to studies. What is the point of getting all As for A level where in fact you fail in every other aspect of your life.

What is the main difference between a winner and a loser? The difference is the winner sees only himself, but the loser sees the rest. Got the point?

I like this phrase, quoted from someone "Others say we are crazy, but we say we are so lucky"

Goals

THe tragedy in life is not being not able to achieve your goals, but is when you do not have any goals to achieve.
-Natalie du Toit

I am moodless to study today. i dunno why. Sometimes its really tiring. The thought of it just turn me off. Doing A level is a torture. Real torture

olympics

Hmm, long time since i last blogged. I do not think there is a lot to blog about cause life for me have been mandane. Just school and home. Same old routine day in and day out. Prelims is coming soon and i think i will be busy preparing for it. I realyl wan to do well for A level. ( who woundn't want to) Haha.. alright. i've got to go (: And Phelps is now 7 for 8. one more to go..what a great athelete he is ((: