Exam

Exams are driving me nuts. sometimes i really wanna give up eerything and do the things i wan, have fun.. but come to think of it.. if i am without a sch to go, the fun i get its only short term, what about long term? LOL sounds so econS? papers i think will be average? I screwed maths!! ar... damn. i am so sad about it man.. its easy i think, but its paradoxical that i cant do it? Physis was..ar dun wannna talk, the two papers i thnk ok were econs and chem.. hmm.. lets hope i at least pass all my sub? A div is coming and i am so looking forward for it!! RAH!!.. anyway, singapore schools boys got overall champions for the youth league, hmm..sometimes i wonder are we really the singapore schools boys? HAHAH..

Two more paper to o..chem and physics paper 3.. i need a break.. i have been slacking this two days,and oh ya.. PAPA's back from operation. still needs to go back and check.. i hope everything will be fine!! ((:

8/7/08- MJC v IJC 2.30pm (Republic Poly Sports Complex)
10/7/08- YJC v IJC 12pm (Republic Poly Sports Compler)
14/7/08- IJC v TJC 12pm (Tampines Sports Hall)
16/7/08- ACJC v IJC 12pm (Tampines Sports Hall)

My last nationals, lets make it a good one!

Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCEEEE!! Hmm.. celebrated for her with HPT gang on the 20th, ((: Hope she enjoys it.. i found out one thing, HPT people are still HPT people afterall.. Its special how we get together, this special group set up by 6 of them had bought diff generations but tgt sharing a comman character trait together. I have never regretted being part of it.. and it is because of this, i become who i am today.

Reached home at 1 that night, woke up at 6 ( damn freaking early) i almost didnt wan to wake up. Bused to meet edward and together we bused down to CCAB for our youth league match. We won both matches, 11-2 and 7-3. Woo two more matches leff and its one next week sat

After the match, i bused down with gerrald to douby gourt for lunch then xin kai and gang came over to find me to eat.. haha..they are always so funny, * if i was to be in the team.... blah blah.. ( *ji lei yi xia, liang xia, san bai xia) haha.. then we bused down again to Valhal for our friendly with bukit merah. I swear we played damn well. I was amazed by how we could play. although we lost, but we lost by a slight margin of 8-6. i think they understood how to play as a team. and we shall rock the a div peeps.

Team selection was done yesterday, my apologies to those not being chosen for the team, i did what i can.* tears were shed, trying to get everyone in. I am sorry.
Those who are in the team, well done, like i said, everyone is chosen for a reason, you are there to fulfil that specific role. Lets make this *tmy last nationals* the most memorable one for me and you.


"The most important thing is not to win, but to take part; Just as the most important thing in life is not the triumph, but the attempt. The essential thing is not to have conquered, but to have fought well." The Olympic Creed, 1894

ARE YOU READY TEAM INNOVA?

MEntor

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Quiz

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.



#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
---> Just leave? When she betrayed you means she doesnt love you anymore rite?
cause if she does then she wouldnt have betrayed you!

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
---> LOL..how i know.. Dream are not reality? sometime its just good to dream.. Should i name one then..how about 5A for a level ((:

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
---> My dream wedding means it wouldnt come true? cause its a dream? LOL.. hmm i think the one beside is more impt that those around.

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
---> Probably yes? but i'll take one step at a time! First finish my As and relax.. i am tired of studying!!

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
---> I dun believe in ideal one. you think like clothes? lol.. someone whom i like and she loves me that good enough le? but must be my kind of girl!* ask me if you wan to know..haha

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
---> Loving that someone who i am being loved by that someone!

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
--->3yrs? LOL.. i dunno? as long as she promise to be there, i'll wait. but not too long though? LOL

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
---> Bestie? LOL Ai yi ge ren bu yi ding yao yong you ta, kan dao ta kan xin jiu gou le. ( but is still gd to be tgt) LOL

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
---> Yes.. my friends would know why!! Studies and FB.. but FB is alright now!! ((:

#10 is being tagged fun?
---> Hmm.. ok la..lucky its not very long

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
---> A successful young man with lots of money who can provide for my family, my parents and donate to charity. I just want to live a healthy and happy life!

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
---> family. (:

#13 what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
---> Someone who likes to sleep on the bus? But she is a nice girl!! LOL..

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
---> married. but not poor. what kind of qn is this? do you wan to be married and poor? dun wan then dun give la? LOL

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
---> LOL.. i wake up afternoon lo?

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
---> THe? you think GSS, got discount.. but i think should not be too dependent over each other. ((:

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
---> Put them into simutaneous eqn and solve? the bigger ones gets it..lol.. what if neither likes me? should ask who would they pick? LOL

#18 what type of friends do you like?
---> Genuine, jovial, close to my personality. if not how we clique?

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
---> Fake, cheat, biasically i dun dislike ppl, but if you let me dislike you..mean you are very dislikable!! LOL..

eight people: CHUNFU!, Kailing!, Naughty!, Joyce!, Eileen!, Kezia!, Ivy!, Weeyong!

Team

Thank you guys for all those encouragement, i really appreciated it. I cant promised that i'll be a cgood captain, one which you all like.. but what i can promise is that i will be a captain who will always be there for each and every single one of you! LOVE from me to the FB team!Lets work tgt and bring home something for ourself, our cca, and our sch. Passion is the answer!

Sucked

I am really really tired for being everything..
I doing hell lot, why cant i just get to play and dun wry so much.
I just wan to play, i wan to improve, i want enjoy,i wan to win!
Yea, failure is the mother of success as one may say
but what if you dun succeed at all.
I am not ashame by you peeps, i am ashame about myself
Captain?
i dun think i am fit to be called that.
I am Sorry,
i let you guys down.
i sucked.*big time*

Title

Give me the affirmation,
Give me the strength to outwit and outplay,
Give me the hope, the wish and the skills
Give me what i have been waiting all these years!
Give me a break!

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

THis song is nice! from Prince Caspian!! The show was nice.. better then the first right no 2? LOL ((:

朋友

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

Dang chu wei shen mo mei you ta chu nan yi bu?

Recovering

Hey guys, thanks for all those who have showed concern about me and my dad! Really thanks, even though you guys may not be there for me in my darkest night and time, But i am glad to know at least i've got friends who cared, and i am not standing alone, fighting this battle alone. My dad's recovering well, just that he slimmed down a lot which i really heart ache to see him this way.. But i am glad that he is still with me. THank god! ((:

This week is the last wk of the term, which means june holidays are awaitng! FUN! PLAY! WORK! with Prelims paper and tys.. Sobz. ahha.. but i would def play hard and study hard, cause all work and no play make jack a dull boy!.. HAHAH.. Anyway, today physics lesson became a motivation session! Mr Ng, he is really someone i adored, someone i respect, someone is aspire to be! He showed us this clip on youtube about steve jobs- co-founder of Apple. In it, he talks about how he became who he is today, and trust me, the road wasnt that easy, go watch it, Motivational talk by steve jobs one youtube. It sets me thinking. Is academic that impt after all. What is your aim, your goal, your passion? What if you studied so hard, and when you got all As, you found out you contacted a incurable disease? bang down by a car? struck by lightning, killed by someone jumping off the buliding and landed on you? it may sound frivolous,but have you ever thought what if you close your eyes today and never get to see the sun tml?

i conceed that Academic results do matter, but while pursuing for it, do not neglect other factors and excitment of life. It is not just or all about studing. you still have your loved ones, friends, teachers, family, so much more things that is too impt, People do not forget that, at the end of the day, what matters most it how you behave, how you portray yourself, your character that matters. Academic determine your attitude towards certain aspects, Character developement determine your altitute towards things! Stay hungry, Stay foolish. Live life till the fullest, Do it while you still can, treasure all those things, people around you while you still can, or while they are still around, do not wait till they are gone then only you regret why you never treasure it the first place!

Jack(:

DAD

Hmm..THanks for all those who have sent their regards on my tag board. YOu guys may be wandering hy i am so emo these whole week. Some who asked me personally would have known, those who didnt may not know. HAHA... HMM i EMOed due to a lot of factors, but it was due to one which excerabated it.

My dad landed in hospital on monday afternoon. I was dumb founded, speechless, starkly stunned. Why on earth would my dad, a healthy person landed up in hospital. He was very serious when he went in there, his eyes were yellow, he was shivering, his platelets level was freaking low. I as so damn worried.

The next day i went to the hospital, he as in pain, the pain on his face was terrible and how i wished i could even share the slightest bit to help him ameolirate his pain. Doctor said he may have contacted Dengue, which added more to my worries. He could hardly moved. Tears welled up in my eyes and i walked out so he would not see it fall.i learn to cherish, it doesnt hurt to tell someone you miss them, you love them, and you longed to see them. It hurts only and more when you wan to tell but he/she is on longer there anymore. Treasure while you can, dun wait till its gone then only you regret. It too late.

Its really texing for me to attend school in the morning, and hospital till nite. The only thing i could do is to keep him company, make him laugh so he worry less.

I learn a lot from this, really a lot. I came to another wondering session. I always wondered where i got my sense of humour from, where i got my gan xing feeling from. It was all from my dad. His family, my relative is damn funny! I swear. my dad got really better because of them, they went home like 10 and was in the hospital as early as ten in the next morning.

He was discharge from hospital on sunday, the dignose was that he had stones in his gall bladder which have dropped out to clog up the bile duct, which then leads to inflammation, that was the real reason why the platelets level was low, not because of DENGUE..oh thank god. Really...finally i felt better after he is discharge, but he still have to go back to check and operate to remove his gall baldder.

When i am at the hospital, i realise something, everyone was there, relative, and family, Why is it that it have to end up in this episode then everyone will appear together. The only happy time when relative meet up i think is only during chinese new year, Other than that its hard to see everyone gathering together for a good cause, unless someone dies or someone landed up in the hospital. True? i dunno. different people think differently.

Lasly, i want to thank all those who stood by me, who asked about my father almost everyday. Thank you, thank god for i have you guys around me. Or i would have really broke down. Thanks for all the encouragement. I realise something. Don blame why others never tell you.. asked yourself when you never asked.

Melancholic

SOMEONE OFF THE TAP IN MY EYES!

Sometimes

Sometimes i wonder, why am i on earth for,
is it just to add one more person to the world 6.6 billion population,
is it to accomplish something which i am supposed to,
is it to pay back someone that i owe in my pervious life?

Sometimes i wonder, why am i so feeling,
why so easily affected by the people around me.

Sometimes i wonder, why am i so unlucky,
Missing opportunity just by a marginal bit,
Unable to get the things i longed for,

Sometimes i wonder, if you guys reading this post wonder, why am i typing all these,
is jack emo? sad? melancholic? Dejected? Upset? Paranoid?
Where is the sanguine, outgoing, comely, jovial, cheerful jack.

He wonders, all those things he have done for others, be it they know or dun know,
anyone appreciate? anyone aware? anyone?
He is tired, he needs a rest, a long long rest.

It doesnt hurt to say thank you, it doesnt hurt to let others know you miss them,
it doesnt cost to smile, it doesnt hurt to love. It hurts only when you dun show it.
Make sense?

HAHA.. people dun wry.. i am fine. just some random thoughts i have when its late a night when everything is so serene...((: SMILE..Follow your heart!!

Tell me

Tell me i need to be strong,
Tell me i can do it,
Tell me it's possible,
Tell me everything will turn out right,
Tell me I need not worry so much,
Tell me you have plans for me,
Tell me to be happy,
Tell me i am still Jack....
I kinda like my blog song, the lyrics is kind of meaningful!

I fear!

I fear that I will always be a lonely no. like root 3,
A three is all that’s good and right,
why must my 3 be out of sight,
beneath the vicious sq root sign.

I wished instead I were a 9,
for 9 can forth the evil trick with just some quick arithmetic.
I know I'll never see the sun, as 1.7321,

Such as my reality,
the sad of rationality,
my heart, was this I see?
Another sq root of a 3,
just quietly come walking by,
together now we multiply,
a formal number as we prefer, rejoicing as an integer.

We break free from our moral bonds and
waive away those magic wands,
our sq root sign become unglued,
the love from me has been renewed.

Sad

Melancholy...

Sports day

PHEW!!! FINALLY a day to take time of those busy schedule and relax.. sch have been rather texing.. )): today we had sports day.. THe weather was OM!!!! HOT!! Ran 8x 50m haha.. quite fun though! our team came in 2nd.. WOOO!! hahah.. WEE HONG got the sportsboy award and TAURUS is the CHAMPION!!! YEAH... I lazy to blog much nowdays, but people, do keep the tag coming!! ((: update me with your life ya!! take care... ((:

Rest

HMM.. i have recovered from my flu!! haha fast isnt it.. i am not weak after all.. ((: i think its because god wans me to rest! ((: take care ppes out there. dun fall sick.. drink more water =BB ..

sick

ARH!! stupid flu.. go away! or maybe is it a lot of people are missing me therefore i sneeze quite a bit.((: take care peeps. weather is quite bad!

TIRED

I am really exhuasted. How i wish A lvl will pass soon.. and i mean really soon. I need a break!!!!