BD

Blogger kind of weird but non the less...i just wan to summit this photos...its my cheesecake...the box i drew and lastly the celebration...hahah..(-___-!) Jack

Out of the Blue

Finally...the long wait is over.... all those stress nervousness..all is gone..i can finally sleep well...arh!!! thx god for being with me...i really hope i can score and get into AJC...hmmm..was shocked today cause she actually called...i expected it to be a true or dare anyway..but nonetheless..its long since i last spoke to her..you know what i never regretted anything...although i was quitehur but i expected it to be coming anyway..but really we went through alot...invetiture...many many..i shall keep those sweet memories in to the deepst btm of my heart..Thank you for coming into my life...you sure did made an impact..Xie Xie...hope we could move on and be friends...((:..

Yesterday was the last day...went to VIVO city...was humongous...<-- like not correct hahah but was enormous certainly..haha..cause there are like many of my friends there and yet we didnt meet...went to see the floating bookstore...here is the pic...ten of us...

LEFt to Right : Zhi wei. Melson.Leonard.Zhan Qing.Kai xiang.Me.

Zhi Heng.Weemin.John.Andre.

Cool yeah..haha gonna end here today...all the best peep...COMe on...

ITS PARTY TIME!!

(-___-!)Jack

HAi

I am so disappointed...oh welll people say i forget them when actually i didnt..oh welll...haiz.. its saddening ..but never mind shall leave all these to end of the two weeks..now shall get ready for the battle..ARE YOU READY!!! EVER READY!!!!!!!
(-___-*)Jack

SO SO HAPPY

ARH!!!! i Am so happy today for God knows what reason...my phone is working...hahah somebody broke the slience...lol and its....hahah you guess...too bad wan to know..ask me hahah... lol no big deal also but it sure brighten up my day...although i am not very productive today but hmmm..i am scare serious..but i am looking forward for it be be over...cause the days after o..is really someday i am looking for serious... i sure going to blog abt that day...i am sure everyone feel the same dont they..hahaha...oh well..hope my parents dun restrict me for i am going to be 17 soon...lol so old...but oh welll...smile cause i happens...why fear when you know its coming...why not brave your hard and give it your best shot....i am sure you will be glad...i sure will i think...((: LOVES thx for tagging peeps..although its only one...thnk you...

I am sad

ARH!!! i feel so stress..but i am sure i did prepare...oh well..i am starting to wonder if my phone is spoiled..it hasnt sounded for two days...wth..noboby cares anymore..hahah..guess all are studying ba..i am starting to wish similar things can happen like what is did during psle..i wanted 240 and i got it..i wan a 9 this time...can i make it... i am scared...real scared...hai.. i wish i got hendri brain oh well...i hope i can do it...haiz...so sad...so sad...sorry seems to be the hardest word...lol..hm i think so too sometimes..but this word does do miracles...guys out there Jia You..doubt anyone would visit my blog though..lalala..out of a sudden.. i suddenly thought abt her...hhaa LMAO... oh well hope she does well... she got in to... anyway..but all the best and lucks to her..haha i talking nonsense here i guess...hmmm.. i guess all the stress has just bulit up in me..sitting down just plain studying...i think i going crazy...now spiderman needs superman....somebody save me!!!
(-___0!) Jack

So long...

Hmmm! i think i am the first one in history to not receive sms or call for a day...lol sound cool?? oh well..have been studying..arh..really scared i cant get nine pionts...i really want it..thats why i working for it now..regret sec 3 for not putting in more effort in amaths..i am still lost in it..haiz...i guess i never win you guys...will i..oh well i shall try harder..anyway...all the best for peeps taking o level....Arh i miss so many people..haha..hope they are fine!!!...
(-___!)Jack

ITs coming

gArh!!! Elton john sang this...can you feel the love tonight...but i think all 4e 5n would be singing...can you feel the stress tonight...WAHAHHA...LMAO.. lol..hmm its coming and no one can be denial of that...i am scared i must amit...its different from PSLE...hmm..but i think i gonna try my best as i am only given one chance..rather no waste it..i believe in this saying..today's preparation determines tommorow achievement!..its so true..i gonna mug hard i suppose..but my physics is really weak...arhhhh how...nvm i shall FA FEN TU Chiang..HAHAH..

hmm i read something meaningful today..its says one can never outrun himself against time but what he can do is to use the time now to run however much he can for the small steps adds up to one big step..for you never know where it would be of help...there is another inside meaning of the paragraph ..and that is cherish whatever you have be it time, people, things, weather...do not wait till its gone then you regret where you did not treasure them at first but took them for granted...

In the 7 habits, i came over this and i think it will be good to share? can i?? will violate copyright? dun care la..for education purposes...<---- Sounds familiar..hahaha you peeps should know...

Hm it teaches somthing call the P/Pc approach or something* forget lol..P stands for production.. Pc Production capability...
Take for example you have a goose that lay a golden egg...the golden egg is the production..the goose is the production capability..one day one egg...if you focus on the production and forget to take good care of the goose(the Pc)..you will soon find yourself wanting more and exhaust the goose (Pc) ..you may even kill the goose to get all the golden eggs..when you open up the stomach..you found that there was no egg...oh no...the goose the (Pc is gone) so is your (P) your egg... so here the principle it wanted to teach is not to focus to much on something and inturn neglecting the other and take it as thought it was suppose to be in this way..in a way taking in for granted..yup..so peeps.. so take o level for another example..P is your result..Pc is yourself...do not over strained yourself in search for the result...take time to groom...steps by steps.. and knowledge will come your way...and so does the result...after getting the P.. you also should not slag ya...ahha..so good that i shared this..wanted to share for a long time liao..People lets work hard..Hua Fu Xiu wei Shen Qi ba...

Much love<3
(-___-!)Jack

SICK

JAsk is offically sick for the first time.. since dunno when..just a normal flu i guess..but i did...nvm..you all very bad le jask sick liao cannot update so nth to see...sick liao how to update...no brain arh...lol oh well... take care guys..(-___-!)

SAD!!

Long time since i dated..dunno why i suddenly feel like blogging today..i dunno..may things have pass through this few weeks..i am under stress i think..dun how to do stuff when o level is just two weeks more...oh my..what am i going to do..if i remain this way..i never go anywhere.. i cried for God knows what reasona..hai..so many things in my life seem bad...i think cause my attitude is bad? Trying to brag..talk big... talk cock...hai think that people hate that..i wan to change but its hard..i dreaded it...it brings my to a point of drifting..staying far away from you peeps..not being in the same cca as you guys..i noe you all does care ..i care too... hai...i guess i suck...oh well.. i dunno why i feeling so moody...mood swings? i dunno.. hai.. how i wish i could turn back time.. just pics of my class..i hate this feeling...ARH!! i going crazy...

*where were you when i needed you most..*
one song that express my feeling..my blog song!..haiz....lost.sad.annoy.depressed.

Long time

Hm.. long time since i blog..think i gonna change ckin soo yup..will updater once i get the photo..peeps sent me the photos..("-) Jack(-___-!)

Long Long

Long tim since i blog..oh well... nth much happen in my boring life ...just...normal..ups and downs...lol.. hmm prelims was dissappointing..oh well..what to do..die.. gonna work har ya...hmm will update soon..dun feel like blogging...(-___-!) Jack

Long Time

Wow...long time since i blog...sry those guys who wants to noe more about me hahah..so Bhb me..anyway,,nothing much to blog about cause is prelims all the way..think my prelims kinna screwed so dun talk more abt it...tml is the last paper hope i can do well..a maths paper 2..oh well..shall not disappoint myself...i wan to score my 9 pionts for o level..arh....nah..think i gonna fluck my prelims...thanks for all that who care...if you visit my blog...pls tag and aleast let me know that you guys actually sees it...ok ..i will be there guys...Just a msg or call..i try my best to be there...cause i am your friendly neighbour SpiderJack...yeah..With great powers come great responsibility...(-___-!)

well well well

Long time since I blog…oh well..really stress I think..i stay at home sometime felt so lonely..its ust books and books…arh…its getting over me and I am hopeless..i do no know what I should do..oh well..people out there..anything do come and find me yeah..sms me 91799860…or give me a call 63856272.. cause my com is rather spoil..yuppi do care peeps..but I dun think anyone does except a few..oh well.. jack is lagging..he is.. somebody save me…(-___-!)Jack

YEah

WOW…farewell finally ended..as usual the NCO are late…this time round we are the ones…haha.. Went to wm house in the morning borrowed his pink shirt to suit my jacket..haha..then went to amk to meet the rest..went to watch snake on the plane… was a disgusting movie..as in not not nice as in the scene are violent cruel.. disgusting hahha… was nice over all..there was some porn and such..but it is rated Nc 16 so I think its all right..then went over to grassroot played some pool and arcade…then was like around 6.45 le then we went to meet the rest and finally in sch at 7…ahha..when we went in ..they were already eating I was like what the la..last year we also waited…arh!!! Was sort of piss but when I thought of it I think it was ok la we were late anyway.. hm performances was gd ..like it..got the best dress male Nco award..haha lmao..hmm then took some photos…lala com also spoil spoil de cant receive the photo I guess arh!!! Nooo… nvm the later some of the nco went home others went to amk park and talk…ms chong came and not long later we left…manage to catch a bus home..saving the cab fees..hahah lalala…It ended so soon…I rmd when I was In sec one the girl did a performance on jolin song..haha… then sec two..we did a couple dance…then sec three an im prom to dance..and now we finally are the ones leaving..arh..it is sad..i am not sure whether I will come back as a CI a not but..haiz..having secong thoughts..dun wan to get tied down by HQ all that..i wan to futher my pursue of floorball… Ar..what to do…I am not sure..but I noe that NP needs us..cause if we leave then there is no one else le..NP would fall do you all know..arh!! I really dunno..what should I doo.. ppl give me some advise plEASE….(-___-!) Jack

again

Forget to add..thank you all my beloved team mates..NCO now..hahah I only help you all to score..its you all who made the chamion possible

again

WOW!

WOW… what a day it was for me..which cancel all my pass failure…I ended my NPCC life in Glory..yeah…today was actually suppose to be studying..then suddenly a message came..it was Jason who sms me and ask me if I wanted to go??? I was like hmm..i thought you all had enough player then dun need me liao..anyway I was like in sec 4 liao..then I rejected at first..then he say I can go coach and then he found there was a place for me… could control me anxiety anymore..my love for floorball and NPCC…Hm actually I join NPcc to be frank is because floorball wasn’t a core cca I need a Core cca..so I went ..but after years I started developing a special feeling for it and finally I cant bare to leave it oh well I am so weird la…hahah ok go back to the point..so I went to change and headed down for chong boon where they are having their floorball competition… I asked Xavier along..he came too..they planning kinna crop up then it started late and teams had to wait like 20 mins..i was like what the hell..hmm..then I had some team talk with them and the match finally started…arh!!! First match was again Bedok south secondary… hmm I did not want to play much as I wan them to gain more experience… so I decided only to play only in second half of every game…so the match went on.. the team played well but there was a lot of panic hearts and unstableness.. luckly they never let in the ball… haha.. it was 8 a side by the way… hahah so many ppl la.. 16 on one court..hahha anyway I went into the second half…control most things down and very soon we score the opener…yusoon swing in the ball..everyone was so happy…I too was..the match went on the way..we had a outball and Jerome lop the ball up and which I vollied it in..scoring the 2nd goal…yea..PHS 2- 0 Bss.abt half a hr later we face Yckss..i too went in the second half…before I went in PHs was leading 1-0 courtesy of Jerome… hahah.. then I went in again… hmm got a out ball again I decided to try my luck and whipped it in..and to gld be the glory I sent PHS 2-0 up..not long later my dragshot sent PHS 3-0 up…everyone knew victory was ours Jerome added in a last one and PHS 4- 0 YCKSS…….everyone was jumping for joy… we waited for another 30 mins before we went in for the last group match against MFSS..PHS was up 2-0 before half time so I didn’t sub into that match until I saw Jerome was I bit tired and I too wanted to play a bit..haha.. asshole me..i played for last then a min then finish le..hahah PHS 2-0 MFSS yeah…we are through to the semi-Final….we kept our clean sheet haha..we drew lots and we vs Xin min next…oh they too won all their matches and everyone was like oh we going to lose but I dun think so..sure enough their mind over come their action and they let in the first and only ball…they were sad… I could see from their faces..but I keep cheering them on and telling them its only a goal…I went in the 2hd half… and I knew what I have to do..get that goal.. that’s the only way to bring up their morale… and Sure enough I did it again..scoring the equalizer…yeah…we are draw..the match continued and I ended up into a penalty…I told them to be calm and focus.. no fancy just simple will do.. Praise the lord…we won the penalty…best of five we won 3-0 ..yeah we are through to the FINAl.. it was a showdown btw as and changkat changi sec…. That match was tense.. everyone was anxious of who to first score..i stayed out and told them to play according to my tactics and we were able to hold them from scoring… I went in..boost their morale.. encourage them to press one.. we got an out ball again..this tiem I knew I needed that goal..that is sure to win it…and true enough I drag the ball from half court..and I flew right into the net…Hooray…we are up 1-0 and that lasted the whole match…PHS NATIONAL POLICE CADET CORP NATIONAL FLOORBALL CHAMPIONS 2006..and that’s marks my last contribution to npcc..The last champion trophy..the very last present I could present to miss Chong..i promised her the Champion trophy which could rear a goldfish..and I ment my words.. I understand the impt of my words now..if I cant do it I never say it.. I do not wan to brag and say I know it all..i wan to be a change man..and I hope this would be a good start for me!! Yeah..i am so happy..too bad the trophy has to be returned…oh well.. To God Be the glory.. I suddenly thought of her..lmao..maybe you were right Zw…oh well time will tell..studies is more impt and tml is farewell..yeah.. rejoice and be glad in it… (-___-!)Jack

WAHHHH

Com is still not working…arh..today was rather sick..voice change ? Running nose…arh..couldn’t concentrade to study… Exams are like two weeks form now am I am a long way to go..so stressful..think is the stress that cause me to fall sick…I dun wan to waste any min of my life now..i wan to do something..but sometimes I just lack knowledge courage to do it…oh well.. Wander how I can blog and my com is spoilt..simple just write in mircosoft word then copy paste in.. the internet is weird.. when I connect then like 5 mins later error le..arh!!! its getting on my nerves…somebody ..help me..help me to get out of my poor miseries… haix…nthing can save me now… SICK… (-___-!)Jack

ARH

ARH!!! I had enough… I really had.. wth is wrong man..i cant even get peace even at home? What logic is this.. I think if things go on like this I would go mad even before o level come..its not like this during psle.. at least then I have a more peaceful enviroment…arh!!! How I wish I could just live along..i am very independent already…Washing clothes.. cooking.. ironing … I can take care of myself pretty well..the problem.. lies with the $$ that all… I only could not support myself finacially…haiz… why parents are such nonsensical some time… yes the gave birth to us..but do the take time off to understands us.. they claim they know it all do they?? Parents just nag scold for whatever things you do..be it good or bad.. so whats makes us different>> we do go you scold..we go astray you scold…what the hell la… what do you all want… I need my own zone my own space to breathe..i cant even breathe in my own house…my sister she is that irritating… total different from me…I dun bother my sister when I am young.. I am independent since then..living in my own world.. things are much peaceful then… she goes around pow “to”ing everything to my mother…what does she wants ..she is happy to see me getting scolded…you know why sometimes I dun wan to help you..cause you make me dun wan to help you…I do what you also wan to complain..go la..go all you wan..i would never help you again.. I getting mad..Stressful life… I really miss playing floorball… that’s the time when I am really happy… I also miss the time I spent with you guys..money cant buy that… if you let me choose ..i will rather be with you guys at least you all offer to help… I too miss the time with you.. you gave me the “ there is still someone who care” feeling… it’s a pity that we resulted to this way..i am really sad… I know there;s still a lot of people out there who care…but do they really do?? Haix.. its frustrating…you know what;;its doesn’t hurt to tell someone that you care..it doesn’t.. I guess I sucks anyway.. People hating me?? Ya I am lousy..that’s all.. (-___-!)Jack

HAIX.........

Haiz …I think you were right…I am just an asshole.. BRAGGING…BOASTING… IRRITATING.. yup truly.. I think I have offended people not even knowing it… I know.. no one is perfect in this world … no one is.. but the fact is that at least people is not hated or what so ever.. I am by many I think due to my behavior…I really dunno …maybe I am too act or what..haiz.. talking Craps…”knowing” everything seems to be the limiting factor in me… I dunno why I also like the be the best and always trying to show off.. i may have some of the strength.. but I think it will eventually lead to my weaknesses..My EGOist?? Maybe.. I have always wanted to be the best but however I dun think that’s the case now… I think it went overboard and people hates me…arhh!!! I AM A FREAKING ASSHOLE…oh well no point saying all this…its good that people pin point to me my bad points instead of them hating me…I dun like people to hate me…I think nowadays you cant treat people good…everytime I treat people good the are often the ones who turn out to hate me the most…tell me peeps…tell me instead of hate me..scold me out..yell at me… I will listen to comments..trust me I do..i not trying to talk cock here but I really do accept comments now…HPT have thought me how to accept comments readily and I really think that one should listen and change for the good.. whats the point of hating people… what will it turn out..it will only sours the realationship and become eventual “ENERMIES: is like that the use cant people just think far and tell the person.. although I noe sometimes its hard to listen to comments…but when you go home and reflect..its quite true..i noe why you scolded me just now and I know that its for my own good..i will change for the better dun wry.. Spiderman will change to be a Better Man..with pride we lead with humility we serve!!!