Lost

It's so painful. I do not know what to do. You are still so close with him, He still text you things normal friends do not text. I seen it all, i choose to remain silent, not because i am giving in, but because you told me you will try but are you trying hard enough, that is what i want to know, i put my heart against the line again. It is okay if you choose to leave ultimately because you find someone better but for my sake, for you said you care, spare a thought for me. It is either you and him text lesser or ask him not to send those msges or I will leave and let things flow naturally. It so hurting and sad till the point I am totally lost.