YEAh!!

OMG! OMG! i cant believe this is happening..its almost like a dream come true.. I was like thinking of this all day long and actually we have make things happen!! YEAH!..absolute shiokness... I never felt so excited after long.. my interminable wait was finally over.. i hope this plan would really come into actualisation. ((:.. ok enough of that lets update some stuff..

1) FLoorBAll..

Compeition is coming and i really what to win it..no matter what..Having friendly with sp and nyp this week. hope it doesnt crash with the *PLAN*. Oh ya my new jersey nice?

2) Friends..

Have been hangging out with different frens.

Sat was with Shiyun they all..the birthday girl of cause.. its fun seeing all of them again.. joking and eating.. ((: and dunno whats wrong the " ni jiu shi Gou" lmao..

Sat Evening was with half of N******.. always cool to have them around..cracking lame jokes and the ever so amusing.. Aunty grace Love you..haha..

Sun: HPT PEEPS..i adore..really i feel different when i am with them.. haha doing all those weird things which some of our friends will nt do..but we are that special gang.. haha..

Lastly not forgetting my classmates.. ya someone stuck and interesting conversation with me which after that i really lieted up my spirit...THANKS for asking.. there goes this saying. the badest fren is your truest fren as in those who just come and speak rite in to your face and tell you what are you wrong in.. cause only true frens want to see you change AGREE? its hard to find this type of frens. i am lucky to have a few..and i am glad i found another!! ((; YEEPS.

oh ya last sunday we 0712D have this first 3 mths peeps gathering at valarie house..her house is super duper big..her family is so so lovely..so jealous...and she treat us lobster..bbq lobster how does that sound?

3)School

Nthing much just return there for last two weeks for lectures and tutorials..sometime i wonder why am i in jc? of why did i chose it.. my ans? cause i dunno what to take in poly..haha..but since i am here i am gonna wrk hard for it.. i just cant seem to get the studying mood for coming summer test..two more weeks and its judgement day..i am scared. but i am not going to be affected by that feeling.. cause with great powers, comes great responsibility.. LMAO.. like no link lol..trying to cheer those who are reading.. haha

i think i am going to end here. basicly this is my live.. revoling around sch, fb and friends.. i am glad that god has given me so many friends..but no matter how extrovert i am.. i do feel lonely at times..i hate to be alone..really..so friends do tag or sms to let me noe i am not alone..I may llok strong on the outside. but everyone has a weak side..just that they dun show it often..just like spiderman..

OH my god...where is the sliver surfer??

Test

Sorry peeps for not blogging.. BUT didnt anyone tag just because they miss me? hahah..actually also never do mush just mudane stuff? sch training slack.. die i slack for a week.. shit>> i must really start warking on my summer test.. oh ya i took this test, kind of fun..some part are true.. :


Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.


hhaha..my friends..do you think its true?? (-___-!)

HOLIDAYS

ARH... finally hols is here. i can take a breather at last.. didnt have much lately..just sch home sleep.. and i heard something that i feel that things should be done and should not carry on..i think we need an explanation> i dunno..i type alot of things at first le then blogger delete it... angry!! oh well shall blog another day then ..take care peeps..

BAck

SORRY guys.. sorry for not updating was busy for the pass weeks with project wrk.. FALLEN SICK past few days.. 39.4 degree only subsided on wed..fallen sick on last sat..wow that was long..its terrible.. real terrible...oh well all due to me rushing project work last min and falling sick.. so careless...hmm i felt super guilty now la..i pass my sickness to so many people.. firstly ANDRE then eugene then sung hun then now ZHI lun lo..i shouldnt have gone sch on monday..if not they wouldnt be sick... i feel so sad and guily..SORRY PEEP..REAL BIG SORRY..HOPE you all forgive me )): haix JC life kind of stress ok la actually if can plan well its still ok at least for me.. but break is coming.. at least now i can take a small breather..but after break is summer test..really mean alot man this summer test..it test how much i know abt each and every sub. TOOK gp and chi paper one today i felt i didnt do well? yup.. not to my best abililty so i swear to do my best for the rest of my papers..hope you guys out there are doing as fine as me..drop me a not.. let me know that you all are all fine and cheery yeah? Floorball com i nth mth and my stick has not change...i am so sad. the blade only come end of june..thats what i am afrid of..)): tml we have a friendly with NTu i hope innova can beat them..i hope i can do my best for the team!! i just recovered..hope that does not restrict me in anyway. MOnday got another frenly with NJC. hope we can best them too.. ((: will update you all abt the result..be there to hear my good news.. YEAAPPSS.. Spideman is back.. (-____-!)

Another Wk gone

Hi guys i am back..yet another week have passed..how have you all been? Fine? hhaa.. i am ok so dun wry..YEs floorball start training already. i am lloking forward for the friendly this coming omnday against RJC..We will win it i believe..hmm..nth much happen this week.. just lessons tutorials doing wrk? typical JC student life..Today was rather meaningful.. we went to a kindergarden to teach some small kids how to read..was rather nice..haha..then later went to causeway to catch this show "super fan" this is really a movie..Super waste money as some say..but there is a meaning in the story i am not sure if anyone catches it..its trying to tell us that do not by decive by the cover. somethings might look nice on the appearence but not really good at heart. Do not neglect those ppl around you esp those who is everytime there for you..things happen for a reason..treasure whatever that you have do not wait till its gone then you start to regret why you never treausre it in the first place? yeah? hmm actually i am just crapping casue i dunn what tp blog also but waned to make this entry long? HOpe everyone is fine? take care peep dun fall sick..drink lots of water.. (-___-!) Jack

Stressed

Oh well.. JC life isnt that great after all if it wasnt my wonderfull classmates. I think i am long gone.. Tutorials after assignments, Assigments after tutorial. The proliferation of homework?? a myraid of homework i suppose.. Roar..Nth much happen this week. just tht had gathering on frifay and oh ya remind me of something.. It was abpout 12.45 when i bought up the night rider..Bus had no one on top.. Ez card does not have 3 bucks.
Me: Uncle i got no change. *(haven finish)
Uncle: i where got change for you..(sounds irritated??)
Me: Uncle can wait got ppl board i change my $10 note?
Uncle: silent..i thought slient means consent.
Uncle: Boy there got 7-11 you go and change.
Me: oh ok.
when i got down the bus drove a bit forward so i hurriedm yway to change..when i start to hurry the bus ACTUALLY DROVE OFF!! WTF la. I was super piss..its like one plus liao.. then only i in board just wait for me one min. one NR comes so long la..Chase a passenger down..WTF WTH !!! ROAR!!!! I having enough stress and yet again unhappy things happen.. this is my friday the 13th..oh well. Love 12D, they are the one which motivate me to sch every morning. ((: Miss Alot of ppl..4 grace. Npcc, floorball council hpt!! ar..where you go i miss you so...Super ultra cute jack jack has an average mood this days come try cheer him up if you cant..its hard though..haha (-___-!)

POst

Hmm this week is rather busy..MOnday : pe and hockey training..super tirng.. Tuesday end sch at 5.10.. oh well.. Wednesday went for hockey training which is a waste of my time..thursday had econs test till 6..went out to eat with trinity and Zi jie and Zi Yang..lol..nth much..today slack did some homework lo..tmol got mentoring hope would be fun...it will casue i am around..people take care..miss your super ultra cute jack!!

I am Back!!

Hey Guys check this out yeah!!..Jack is Back...he is really back...sadness forgotten..no longer a sad jack...my classmates now a mine motivation to sch... Yes!! i am back.. So happy...This few mths or i shall say one and a half mth was really a test for me... i sit back, reflect, think abt thepast and finally i have the courage to led go of things which is beyond my control..finally time does heal...it really does..hope you living as happily as ever ya...i feel me again...tml marks a brand new start to my life..by the end of april fool tonite...there will never be a sad jack, a lousy jack a losing jack...there will only be black jack...wahh...COLD...... haha there will only be one and only jack..the Super ultra cute fun loving Jack...YEAPSS..Guys thanks really for droppiing by..will update now cause like what i say when i start again i will be ready..hope you guys tagged more yeah?? led me know you care cause i care alot for you all...ARe you ready JACk... EVERY READY...

Untitled?

Hmm..nothing much happened today.. just went to study lo yup..

GUess this place?? haha With great powers, comes great responsibility.. anyway..this few years or pass two years..i never been really happy..ok maybe a day or two? but i dunno why sometimes i would just get moody..and dun feel like going to sch? and when i attend lectures and tutorial i always feel like sleeping? tired? maybe i am.. i think i shall rest.. i am tired both mentally and phsically... when i blog again.. means i am ready? i dunnoo.. this blog is going to be vacant for a period i guess...people miss me tag me...oh well...

No meaning??

Hmm..this few days noth much happened in fact..i didnt go sch on wed..thurday ate at cartel...food sux man..dun ever go..friday watched just follow law with mei..tried to call people but most could come..sad!! sometime i wander why is it that when people wanna go out..they have company..and when i wan to go out..i find no company?? oh well sometimes its kinna sad..people will start tagging..you also never call..seriously..i dunno what i am blogging abt..i am just sian and oh well bored.. i thought about what people said to me abt forgetting her...i think its rather true that we shall move on..people change and move on..but its hard for me to..i still do have feelings for her..i am the first i think to break the p...but i didnt really break it as we are not togther?? its really a tough time being through all these in the earlier stages...i think now sittuation are getting better..*least i hope..i shall try to forgive and forget and hopes she does the same..for we are still in one big family..all my post are just so random..random till dunno what to say.. have i done wrong?? oh well. i shall not blog abt any of these anymore..i wan to forget! ROAR! ..for those who are stuck in there look for help ..ask me and i tell you how it feels...people always say learn from exprience but for mine case..i think that if we there is one thing that we can dun learn from example will be this..i dun wish anyone will follow my footsteps...ask me and i will give you the advise!! (= i just love to make people smile..look and think back..have i make that smile in you?? have i created a difference in your life?

No meaning??

Hmm..this few days noth much happened in fact..i didnt go sch on wed..thurday ate at cartel...food sux man..dun ever go..friday watched just follow law with mei..tried to call people but most could come..sad!! sometime i wander why is it that when people wanna go out..they have company..and when i wan to go out..i find no company?? oh well sometimes its kinna sad..people will start tagging..you also never call..seriously..i dunno what i am blogging abt..i am just sian and oh well bored.. i thought about what people said to me abt forgetting her...i think its rather true that we shall move on..people change and move on..but its hard for me to..i still do have feelings for her..i am the first i think to break the p...but i didnt really break it as we are not togther?? its really a tough time being through all these in the earlier stages...i think now sittuation are getting better..*least i hope..i shall try to forgive and forget and hopes she does the same..for we are still in one big family..all my post are just so random..random till dunno what to say.. have i done wrong?? oh well. i shall not blog abt any of these anymore..i wan to forget! ROAR! ..for those who are stuck in there look for help ..ask me and i tell you how it feels...people always say learn from exprience but for mine case..i think that if we there is one thing that we can dun learn from example will be this..i dun wish anyone will follow my footsteps...ask me and i will give you the advise!! (= i just love to make people smile..look and think back..have i make that smile in you?? have i created a difference in your life?

What the??

Oh well.. yesterday wasnt a nice day after all... dun wan talk abt it..its my fault partly ((: ..thanks for being there.. you know who you are...haha..thanks aye!! haha..today was ok went to relative house..relative come my house...get ang bao..lose $$24 for black jack...i guess i am too black then..LMAO..hope tml would be better..when i was alone yesterday..pictures of you came into my mind.. i thought i could forget you since is no longer same sch..but it still hurts to unfold the memories..but for all..wish you all the best..and may you find your happiness<33 take care...JIA YOU!!

Time

First of all happy birthday to big bear : Zhan Qing((: 2nd nigger turning 17... hm nth much i wanted to post this yeaterday but was all tired....I dunno why i suddenly want to talk about time...oh well lean to treasure this seriously, dont wait till its gone then only you begin to wonder why you never treasure them at first.:
The value of one sec: ask an oylimpic silver medalist
The value of one min: ask someone who miss the last bus home
The value of one hr: ask someone who is lack of sleep
The value of one day: ask the family of one living on life support
The value of one mth: ask the mother who give birth to a premautre baby
The value of one year: ask someone who did badly O level
The value of one decade: ask someone who is imprison for a decade
The value of me: Ask Yourself.

New entree

Hmm..hey guys..i finally blog?? happy? haha didnt have mmod to blog few wks..decide to update my life to friends who cared? yupp..Take Os result..i screwed it..oh well...B3 for maths a-maths phy...A2 for Chem geo comb.hum b4 for chi...C6 for english..wasnt as expected...really saddened..really wanted to cry..and i did..seriously..i didnt expect myself to do that bad...i dunno..i really put in my best effort..but come to think of it maybe others put in more.. oh well..i just have to blame myself for not pushing myself hard enough..HEy guys...those sec3 and 4..watch out k..this two years are nto for fun ..you can but you got to pay attention..i practically played my sec3 years..and only started after prelims..thats real late..i have only myself to blame..ok i think i am staying at innova...hope i can do well there..make a heaven on my own..i thought i wanted to blog on my birthday but well guess it lost its meaning somehow...anyway..REAL BIG THANKS to those who had wished me.Very touch..the more i blog the more i feel liek sobbing.. seriously coem to think of it..things really didnt went well for me ever since Sec3...i wasnt part of KAH, Phs floorball lost, Not a Best unit cadet, SI, didnt get Merit distinction, took one of my awards away.. studies flunk, got backstabbed, "getting hated", rumors of me liking ppl, wasnt selected for under- 19..PHS floorball lost again!!, got merit for chinese oral..flunk o level, didnt committe well enough for the council. strained by emotional barrier, *HER*, LEft brenda at command post..manymore...that i cant rmb off..i am such a disappointment..allow me to cool down..JACK is DRained..he is gone for the time being...WITH Great Powers, Comes great reponsibility...When will JAck be able to stand again???

Cheering

Wanted to blog on my birthday but i dun have the photo yet...yup...hm i will blog on my exciting one when i get those pics...hehe..hm..today nthing much actually..went to sch at 10 thought will be late ..in the end didnt..thank god! hahah...hmmm then winnie and i started cheering then slowly Yiling came, kah wee then followed by kai ling...the sec 3and4 started their cheering by warming up!...then went for lunch ..kah wee went to get his hair cut...then went back for cheering and reagen wilson and colin came...the sec3 and 4 had their sort of cheering test (main objective was to choose the MRS for sec 3 batch...yup...hmm think 3 was chosen not sure who liao..poor memory..haha then cheering ended went dinner with reagen kah wee wilson winnie colin shannon and Shi mu!...yup then went to the AMK hub..not much store has open but the hypermart is REALLY.very big..haha..then we head home..Liverpool won chealsea 2-0 ..so happy ..haha ((: nth more to add le..And sec 3 and 4 dun be sad even if you never pass the first few times..learn from it and change for the better..why bother crying over spilled milk yeah?.. come you all can do it..IF you DUNNO ask...i will definitely try my best to help you..is that ok? haha..shall end here..here are some photos...

(Da Jie da, Tweety, Elmo, one more i forget liao..haha)

(as usual the bimbo post and chun kiat)

(briefing in Action)

(Clement..acting Shuai???)

(Reagen trying to act stupid)

Fun fair

WHAT: IJC FUNFAIR 2007 aka i@FUN

WHEN: 10 FEB 2007 9am - 5pm

WHERE: INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE

WHAT CAN YOU EXPECT: A LOT OF FOOD, GAMES, HAUNTED HOUSE, PERFORMANCES BY CSS, CHIOBUS YANDAOS AND MORE!

MOST IMPORTANTLY, FUN (:HOW: $10 TICKET PER PAX WITH 2x$1 AND 4x$2 COUPONS FOR YOU TO SPEND!HURRY GET YOUR TICKETS NOW! WHILE STOCKS LAST!

Arh

Haha..i am so happy.. i got my first birthday present today...A Cap..haha..i so love it..thanks LIquan and Cheryl..haha.nthing else more to rite le..oh ya. i found the two things i suppose to find..hope they like it anyway...((:

New YEar

hmmm..i have recovered from my sickness..thank god...nth much happen really..went back to sec sch..i really miss those good old days when we were there...its really so sweet and nice..i know ppl have to move on...oh well..and i got my ATM card..i noe its no big deal..but i apply it myself le?..no parents.. hhaha cool har? hm..went to take proposal from sherry...nth much le..hope those who are sick or are having illness to get well soon..God Bless you all... and this is my new class...short of 2more girls though...

Sick??

hmm..nth at much actually..just have 2 days of light lectures..tml is the start of everything...ARh!! have PE for consecutive 2 days lO? challenge my determination man?..ran 2 km for the first day..and teletubby hill of 3.2 on the 2nd was happy with myself for not give up halfway..its the determination that perserve on!!but now i am sick?? wth..not really la..just flu...oh well..didnt take care of myself? i am week..tml i still have floorball training (club) one..oh well this is sure tiring yet challenging?? haha..hope i get fitter in the end oh ya..we did like 100++ push up. sit up what ever..this pe is sure cool..way to go..people out there...take care!!

LONG TIme

WOw! long time since i blog..but doesnt anyone even care?oh well.. nothing much happen seriously..
Firstly was JC1 orientation...was quite alright..Jam and hop was so cool man...eye opener...whahahh...then went back to PHS to assist the sec one orientation..i really really had fun then...Joyce Khoo...you can do it one..cause ihave faith in you..you just lack abit of confidence and courage...i cant help you find it but i will support and help you yeah? haha..then send Mei her cake and birthday present..hopes she likes it ...I so miss PHS...although they prevented me of an double award...but i really learn alot from PHS..if i didnt get into PHS...would i meet you all? HPT? council? NPCC? Floorball? Teachers?...i believe that fate has brought us together and we should continue this bond...this is one reason why Phs is so dear to me after all..Innova is not that bad..but i dunno..dun feel the sense of rootedness there yet? hmmm...i think i have change much during the years...haven I? i think i am using my heart to control my mind for most of the time..hmm..problem have arrive and i dun really know what should i really do..so i heck care it? or should i help? the problem is i dunno whether i should..i got the exprience..i know how it feels like but is it the same? i really dunno..what i hope is that both parties SMILE at the end of the day..for all both are all my best friend..i think i should rest for a while ba...i am tired...both physical and mental..i hate ppl mentatily of when you are close to someone opposite sex you are their stead man.... hai...cant they be good friends?? i dunno.. shall end here casue i dun feel like continuing ...oh well..people take cARE.. anything you all can still count on me!!

A new year to begin with??

I am plainly roting at home the second day of the year..was suppose to have training but dunno why its only for innebandy and owls...so sad la..oh well..tml start sch le..plain new enviroment... new circle forming??? i dunno i have so many social circle i think? council? hpt? floorball? niggers? npcc? pri sch? mickey? Tcc? oh well just some i dun usually hang out with..its saddening that i left out some..friends are impt in your daily lives...they help you to grow..mature?,,just becareful who you are hanging out with...oh well.. i really dunno what to blog..i am just sian..Friends out there...do give me a text or sms...if you all need help... I be there for you all...((:
With Great Power, Comes Great Resposibility

What a YEar

a year has past just like a speed of light...i rmb i was so worried about my O..now its all over..oh well..many things happened last year and when bring to this year i still think that it will remain the same..learned about a couple of things..hai why must things always end up this way? oh well? nah no mood to blog..see ya peepss...

MeaningFUl Day

Mmm.. i did something i think its meaningful today...i cycled all the way to **** house to send her her new year card....hope she likes it..anyway.. hmmm nothing much happening just training and watch tv..lol..hmm sch starting soon.. ****** and *********** ***** birthday coming soon and i haven got my pay...ARHHH hope i wun be giving them belated...ROAR!!..hope i will have fun in JC...for all who dunno i appeal successful into innova...(: (i look FUNNY when i was Young)
"Wherever you are,
Whatever you do,
You'll never be alone,
so if you are lonely,
text/ call me and for you know,
i will always be there for YOU' ALL"

SICk

YEAH!! appeal was a success i think..yup...hmm... lets see how the rest go ba..FEEL SICK..actually is sick la..lol ok gonna rest..,.PEEPs take care of yourself

Drucken

LASt night was kinda fun..started with me waking up and going for training at 5.30 first time since so long that i return to play so floorball and i seriously love it...the happiest moment of my life ..and one of them is definitely floorball!!! then went to meet step, sonia, shi jia, jia hui, jin shi ,wilson, colin at Kahtib for count down.. lol end up playing basketball...:)) anyway then went to shannon house for movie marathon... then started to play..then drink alot...till i got drunk...my head was so heavy as though its gonna dropp..then went to sleep, next morning got a hang over...whahah..the feeling is bad and i vomitted.. so friends if you all happen to drink...KNOW YOUR LIMITS...haha
Today came home around noon then went out to watch nite at the musesum at sebawang with Wen jie ,Step, Jin Shi, Zhang mei, Joyce and Colin... then went me and colin went to jin shi house to eat her mother's home cook curry chicken and Kaya toast..woots so nice of her and i love them so much!!!! haha then Went colin house play MAJONG... Winnie Leong, Kay Joo , Eileen, Kah Wee, Jin Shi, Colin was there..and i left around 11 plus winning about 4 dollars before i left..hahano i am back here blogging...((: hope that nothing will go else in my life...to god be the glory!!!

BACK!

I am finalll back from TRAINING CAMP 2006...is it tough? is it slack? does it push your limits? i dont know but i sure hope the campers enjoy..esp the toilet gang!..lol Whose is the luckiest...lol..so fun...anyway...A VERY SORRY to BRENDA for leaving her most of the time at command post..... hmm.. Trainees do you like the camp? night supper talk was fun...haha..my so dear fellow batch why didnt you all came...seriously missing all of ya during the camp...rembering the vivid may adv. at the first training camp.. where we all shout our hearts out...put in all that we have to be in HPT...then come 2005 where we step up as Sec3 going to 4..guilding the sec 2s along...the pain the sorrow... and finally metamorphis has come and we finally graduated...we have 2 more batches below us...went for 3 yrs of training camp already...time just flies...things have change ..but one thing that is never to change..is the love of my batch people and the passion to serve for HPT...FOR with great power, comes great responsibility...and something really sad happened in this camp...really shocking and sad...hope he still remains cheerful and be our stand..for he has fight for us from the bery day HPT started...we love you..and this is the happiest camp i went for and i sure remember it for my life..SEC 3 adv 2005... so so so nice..it might not be but for the logistic trio.. it sure is the best camp for us.. its it?

WITH PRIDE WE LEAD,

WITH HUMILITY WE SERVE

LASTLY, ITS US AS A TEAM

LOL

I found this two photo..so funny..LMAO

...

YEAH!! i am almost done for the camp i think..for this camp i gave up much...money, job, floorball, rest...but all that is worth it...cause like said with great power, comes great responsililty...how i wish everyone could be able to make it for the camp...oh well..everyone has their reason and we cant measure someone capability based on their attendence..thus when you come back..contribute whatever you can yeah?... i dunno...arh!! now i am afraid i cant get into IJ for my appeal...please god help me...lucks unto me?...oh well...christmas is round the corner and i have no money...its such and bad christmas...sobX... oh well saw many of my friends posted to all different JC let me understand that its really time to part and get into a new enviroment..meet new friends..but true friendship never end...have i lend you my helping hand and touched your heart and made a difference in your life??....

HAVE I?

HAVE I?

HAVE I?

HAVE I?

Finally

Oh welll i am officially jobless...anyone got job can get money quick as in before christmas de tell me...I WAN $$..i previously work as the hannah holding promoter...or some know it as (MEI JIAN TI)..lol..the job is so much preety slack which i didnt like it...))): slimming product le...who in the world would mass spam on this product...oh well i Did my beat and i broke the total sales record for two weeks of wrk... 12 trim silm advance, 2 trim swirl, 4 Green tea fat burner, 1 mygen detox, 5 hollywood single, 1 value pack...a total of $$2056 i think...oh well the commission is so little...abt 26? is like what the **** la...oh well that is why i decided to quit...and cause of training camp too...oh welll sob..i can only get the $$ like 31??? sian no money for christmas... os peeps if you all like got banquet job or packing stuff that can get $$ on the spot...CALLL ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE..hahah and oh welll i think i gonna be busy this few days...so miss me must tag my board ok! haha.. and wish me luck in my appeal to innova..Floorballl...yeepsss... *people i miss you all too...text me yeah cause my phone spoilt joystick spoil must you sent message then i can reply...):

Regret

Hai...i sort of regretted not choosing for the first 3 mths...oh well i thought we could have gone to have fun but oh well....hais..i suddenly feel like studying.. i dunno why..wrk is getting boring...just plainly slack...i dunno what i should de..i just hope i could appeal..arh..no i really understand the meaning of treasure..really treasure what ever you have dun wait till its gond then you start to regret why you never treasure it at first...hai...oh well...
"You cant change what is happening around you..But what you can is change you attidude towards it" i so love this quote... end off with this pic...

Long day

Hmmm..wander if ppl does read my blog..oh well...i doubt i have the time to update lately...due to wrk and Training camp...gonna wrk hard for $$ ...People i am so F***** piss with ppl because of wrk not coming for camp...i dunno la..i quit my job for HPT la...ok i noe is no big deal but its like...we are a team...maybe ppl have their own reason which i cant understand..SORRY i am just venting my anger...haiz..oh well..nothing much to say..end of with this...

( With Pride We Lead....With Humility We Serve!!!)

Finally...

WAHHAHAH..finally my blogskin...my dream skin..my Spiderman..it have came throug..all thanks you the geek..EVE...thank thanks thank..hahah..nothing much happen...its wrk and camp...Lots of things happened in the camp...FELt so F tub...why cant adults think man...why must try to act smart...change here change there...its us that is going through this...cant they be more sensible..is this some kind of polictics ...what the hell la...haiz...Guys you all did well for the camp none the less..((: ... Sec 3 stay strong ya...you guys really earned my respect...yup...will update more often ba i hope...((:

BD

Blogger kind of weird but non the less...i just wan to summit this photos...its my cheesecake...the box i drew and lastly the celebration...hahah..(-___-!) Jack

Out of the Blue

Finally...the long wait is over.... all those stress nervousness..all is gone..i can finally sleep well...arh!!! thx god for being with me...i really hope i can score and get into AJC...hmmm..was shocked today cause she actually called...i expected it to be a true or dare anyway..but nonetheless..its long since i last spoke to her..you know what i never regretted anything...although i was quitehur but i expected it to be coming anyway..but really we went through alot...invetiture...many many..i shall keep those sweet memories in to the deepst btm of my heart..Thank you for coming into my life...you sure did made an impact..Xie Xie...hope we could move on and be friends...((:..

Yesterday was the last day...went to VIVO city...was humongous...<-- like not correct hahah but was enormous certainly..haha..cause there are like many of my friends there and yet we didnt meet...went to see the floating bookstore...here is the pic...ten of us...

LEFt to Right : Zhi wei. Melson.Leonard.Zhan Qing.Kai xiang.Me.

Zhi Heng.Weemin.John.Andre.

Cool yeah..haha gonna end here today...all the best peep...COMe on...

ITS PARTY TIME!!

(-___-!)Jack

HAi

I am so disappointed...oh welll people say i forget them when actually i didnt..oh welll...haiz.. its saddening ..but never mind shall leave all these to end of the two weeks..now shall get ready for the battle..ARE YOU READY!!! EVER READY!!!!!!!
(-___-*)Jack

SO SO HAPPY

ARH!!!! i Am so happy today for God knows what reason...my phone is working...hahah somebody broke the slience...lol and its....hahah you guess...too bad wan to know..ask me hahah... lol no big deal also but it sure brighten up my day...although i am not very productive today but hmmm..i am scare serious..but i am looking forward for it be be over...cause the days after o..is really someday i am looking for serious... i sure going to blog abt that day...i am sure everyone feel the same dont they..hahaha...oh well..hope my parents dun restrict me for i am going to be 17 soon...lol so old...but oh welll...smile cause i happens...why fear when you know its coming...why not brave your hard and give it your best shot....i am sure you will be glad...i sure will i think...((: LOVES thx for tagging peeps..although its only one...thnk you...

I am sad

ARH!!! i feel so stress..but i am sure i did prepare...oh well..i am starting to wonder if my phone is spoiled..it hasnt sounded for two days...wth..noboby cares anymore..hahah..guess all are studying ba..i am starting to wish similar things can happen like what is did during psle..i wanted 240 and i got it..i wan a 9 this time...can i make it... i am scared...real scared...hai.. i wish i got hendri brain oh well...i hope i can do it...haiz...so sad...so sad...sorry seems to be the hardest word...lol..hm i think so too sometimes..but this word does do miracles...guys out there Jia You..doubt anyone would visit my blog though..lalala..out of a sudden.. i suddenly thought abt her...hhaa LMAO... oh well hope she does well... she got in to... anyway..but all the best and lucks to her..haha i talking nonsense here i guess...hmmm.. i guess all the stress has just bulit up in me..sitting down just plain studying...i think i going crazy...now spiderman needs superman....somebody save me!!!
(-___0!) Jack

So long...

Hmmm! i think i am the first one in history to not receive sms or call for a day...lol sound cool?? oh well..have been studying..arh..really scared i cant get nine pionts...i really want it..thats why i working for it now..regret sec 3 for not putting in more effort in amaths..i am still lost in it..haiz...i guess i never win you guys...will i..oh well i shall try harder..anyway...all the best for peeps taking o level....Arh i miss so many people..haha..hope they are fine!!!...
(-___!)Jack

ITs coming

gArh!!! Elton john sang this...can you feel the love tonight...but i think all 4e 5n would be singing...can you feel the stress tonight...WAHAHHA...LMAO.. lol..hmm its coming and no one can be denial of that...i am scared i must amit...its different from PSLE...hmm..but i think i gonna try my best as i am only given one chance..rather no waste it..i believe in this saying..today's preparation determines tommorow achievement!..its so true..i gonna mug hard i suppose..but my physics is really weak...arhhhh how...nvm i shall FA FEN TU Chiang..HAHAH..

hmm i read something meaningful today..its says one can never outrun himself against time but what he can do is to use the time now to run however much he can for the small steps adds up to one big step..for you never know where it would be of help...there is another inside meaning of the paragraph ..and that is cherish whatever you have be it time, people, things, weather...do not wait till its gone then you regret where you did not treasure them at first but took them for granted...

In the 7 habits, i came over this and i think it will be good to share? can i?? will violate copyright? dun care la..for education purposes...<---- Sounds familiar..hahaha you peeps should know...

Hm it teaches somthing call the P/Pc approach or something* forget lol..P stands for production.. Pc Production capability...
Take for example you have a goose that lay a golden egg...the golden egg is the production..the goose is the production capability..one day one egg...if you focus on the production and forget to take good care of the goose(the Pc)..you will soon find yourself wanting more and exhaust the goose (Pc) ..you may even kill the goose to get all the golden eggs..when you open up the stomach..you found that there was no egg...oh no...the goose the (Pc is gone) so is your (P) your egg... so here the principle it wanted to teach is not to focus to much on something and inturn neglecting the other and take it as thought it was suppose to be in this way..in a way taking in for granted..yup..so peeps.. so take o level for another example..P is your result..Pc is yourself...do not over strained yourself in search for the result...take time to groom...steps by steps.. and knowledge will come your way...and so does the result...after getting the P.. you also should not slag ya...ahha..so good that i shared this..wanted to share for a long time liao..People lets work hard..Hua Fu Xiu wei Shen Qi ba...

Much love<3
(-___-!)Jack

SICK

JAsk is offically sick for the first time.. since dunno when..just a normal flu i guess..but i did...nvm..you all very bad le jask sick liao cannot update so nth to see...sick liao how to update...no brain arh...lol oh well... take care guys..(-___-!)

SAD!!

Long time since i dated..dunno why i suddenly feel like blogging today..i dunno..may things have pass through this few weeks..i am under stress i think..dun how to do stuff when o level is just two weeks more...oh my..what am i going to do..if i remain this way..i never go anywhere.. i cried for God knows what reasona..hai..so many things in my life seem bad...i think cause my attitude is bad? Trying to brag..talk big... talk cock...hai think that people hate that..i wan to change but its hard..i dreaded it...it brings my to a point of drifting..staying far away from you peeps..not being in the same cca as you guys..i noe you all does care ..i care too... hai...i guess i suck...oh well.. i dunno why i feeling so moody...mood swings? i dunno.. hai.. how i wish i could turn back time.. just pics of my class..i hate this feeling...ARH!! i going crazy...

*where were you when i needed you most..*
one song that express my feeling..my blog song!..haiz....lost.sad.annoy.depressed.

Long time

Hm.. long time since i blog..think i gonna change ckin soo yup..will updater once i get the photo..peeps sent me the photos..("-) Jack(-___-!)

Long Long

Long tim since i blog..oh well... nth much happen in my boring life ...just...normal..ups and downs...lol.. hmm prelims was dissappointing..oh well..what to do..die.. gonna work har ya...hmm will update soon..dun feel like blogging...(-___-!) Jack

Long Time

Wow...long time since i blog...sry those guys who wants to noe more about me hahah..so Bhb me..anyway,,nothing much to blog about cause is prelims all the way..think my prelims kinna screwed so dun talk more abt it...tml is the last paper hope i can do well..a maths paper 2..oh well..shall not disappoint myself...i wan to score my 9 pionts for o level..arh....nah..think i gonna fluck my prelims...thanks for all that who care...if you visit my blog...pls tag and aleast let me know that you guys actually sees it...ok ..i will be there guys...Just a msg or call..i try my best to be there...cause i am your friendly neighbour SpiderJack...yeah..With great powers come great responsibility...(-___-!)

well well well

Long time since I blog…oh well..really stress I think..i stay at home sometime felt so lonely..its ust books and books…arh…its getting over me and I am hopeless..i do no know what I should do..oh well..people out there..anything do come and find me yeah..sms me 91799860…or give me a call 63856272.. cause my com is rather spoil..yuppi do care peeps..but I dun think anyone does except a few..oh well.. jack is lagging..he is.. somebody save me…(-___-!)Jack

YEah

WOW…farewell finally ended..as usual the NCO are late…this time round we are the ones…haha.. Went to wm house in the morning borrowed his pink shirt to suit my jacket..haha..then went to amk to meet the rest..went to watch snake on the plane… was a disgusting movie..as in not not nice as in the scene are violent cruel.. disgusting hahha… was nice over all..there was some porn and such..but it is rated Nc 16 so I think its all right..then went over to grassroot played some pool and arcade…then was like around 6.45 le then we went to meet the rest and finally in sch at 7…ahha..when we went in ..they were already eating I was like what the la..last year we also waited…arh!!! Was sort of piss but when I thought of it I think it was ok la we were late anyway.. hm performances was gd ..like it..got the best dress male Nco award..haha lmao..hmm then took some photos…lala com also spoil spoil de cant receive the photo I guess arh!!! Nooo… nvm the later some of the nco went home others went to amk park and talk…ms chong came and not long later we left…manage to catch a bus home..saving the cab fees..hahah lalala…It ended so soon…I rmd when I was In sec one the girl did a performance on jolin song..haha… then sec two..we did a couple dance…then sec three an im prom to dance..and now we finally are the ones leaving..arh..it is sad..i am not sure whether I will come back as a CI a not but..haiz..having secong thoughts..dun wan to get tied down by HQ all that..i wan to futher my pursue of floorball… Ar..what to do…I am not sure..but I noe that NP needs us..cause if we leave then there is no one else le..NP would fall do you all know..arh!! I really dunno..what should I doo.. ppl give me some advise plEASE….(-___-!) Jack

again

Forget to add..thank you all my beloved team mates..NCO now..hahah I only help you all to score..its you all who made the chamion possible

again

WOW!

WOW… what a day it was for me..which cancel all my pass failure…I ended my NPCC life in Glory..yeah…today was actually suppose to be studying..then suddenly a message came..it was Jason who sms me and ask me if I wanted to go??? I was like hmm..i thought you all had enough player then dun need me liao..anyway I was like in sec 4 liao..then I rejected at first..then he say I can go coach and then he found there was a place for me… could control me anxiety anymore..my love for floorball and NPCC…Hm actually I join NPcc to be frank is because floorball wasn’t a core cca I need a Core cca..so I went ..but after years I started developing a special feeling for it and finally I cant bare to leave it oh well I am so weird la…hahah ok go back to the point..so I went to change and headed down for chong boon where they are having their floorball competition… I asked Xavier along..he came too..they planning kinna crop up then it started late and teams had to wait like 20 mins..i was like what the hell..hmm..then I had some team talk with them and the match finally started…arh!!! First match was again Bedok south secondary… hmm I did not want to play much as I wan them to gain more experience… so I decided only to play only in second half of every game…so the match went on.. the team played well but there was a lot of panic hearts and unstableness.. luckly they never let in the ball… haha.. it was 8 a side by the way… hahah so many ppl la.. 16 on one court..hahha anyway I went into the second half…control most things down and very soon we score the opener…yusoon swing in the ball..everyone was so happy…I too was..the match went on the way..we had a outball and Jerome lop the ball up and which I vollied it in..scoring the 2nd goal…yea..PHS 2- 0 Bss.abt half a hr later we face Yckss..i too went in the second half…before I went in PHs was leading 1-0 courtesy of Jerome… hahah.. then I went in again… hmm got a out ball again I decided to try my luck and whipped it in..and to gld be the glory I sent PHS 2-0 up..not long later my dragshot sent PHS 3-0 up…everyone knew victory was ours Jerome added in a last one and PHS 4- 0 YCKSS…….everyone was jumping for joy… we waited for another 30 mins before we went in for the last group match against MFSS..PHS was up 2-0 before half time so I didn’t sub into that match until I saw Jerome was I bit tired and I too wanted to play a bit..haha.. asshole me..i played for last then a min then finish le..hahah PHS 2-0 MFSS yeah…we are through to the semi-Final….we kept our clean sheet haha..we drew lots and we vs Xin min next…oh they too won all their matches and everyone was like oh we going to lose but I dun think so..sure enough their mind over come their action and they let in the first and only ball…they were sad… I could see from their faces..but I keep cheering them on and telling them its only a goal…I went in the 2hd half… and I knew what I have to do..get that goal.. that’s the only way to bring up their morale… and Sure enough I did it again..scoring the equalizer…yeah…we are draw..the match continued and I ended up into a penalty…I told them to be calm and focus.. no fancy just simple will do.. Praise the lord…we won the penalty…best of five we won 3-0 ..yeah we are through to the FINAl.. it was a showdown btw as and changkat changi sec…. That match was tense.. everyone was anxious of who to first score..i stayed out and told them to play according to my tactics and we were able to hold them from scoring… I went in..boost their morale.. encourage them to press one.. we got an out ball again..this tiem I knew I needed that goal..that is sure to win it…and true enough I drag the ball from half court..and I flew right into the net…Hooray…we are up 1-0 and that lasted the whole match…PHS NATIONAL POLICE CADET CORP NATIONAL FLOORBALL CHAMPIONS 2006..and that’s marks my last contribution to npcc..The last champion trophy..the very last present I could present to miss Chong..i promised her the Champion trophy which could rear a goldfish..and I ment my words.. I understand the impt of my words now..if I cant do it I never say it.. I do not wan to brag and say I know it all..i wan to be a change man..and I hope this would be a good start for me!! Yeah..i am so happy..too bad the trophy has to be returned…oh well.. To God Be the glory.. I suddenly thought of her..lmao..maybe you were right Zw…oh well time will tell..studies is more impt and tml is farewell..yeah.. rejoice and be glad in it… (-___-!)Jack

WAHHHH

Com is still not working…arh..today was rather sick..voice change ? Running nose…arh..couldn’t concentrade to study… Exams are like two weeks form now am I am a long way to go..so stressful..think is the stress that cause me to fall sick…I dun wan to waste any min of my life now..i wan to do something..but sometimes I just lack knowledge courage to do it…oh well.. Wander how I can blog and my com is spoilt..simple just write in mircosoft word then copy paste in.. the internet is weird.. when I connect then like 5 mins later error le..arh!!! its getting on my nerves…somebody ..help me..help me to get out of my poor miseries… haix…nthing can save me now… SICK… (-___-!)Jack

ARH

ARH!!! I had enough… I really had.. wth is wrong man..i cant even get peace even at home? What logic is this.. I think if things go on like this I would go mad even before o level come..its not like this during psle.. at least then I have a more peaceful enviroment…arh!!! How I wish I could just live along..i am very independent already…Washing clothes.. cooking.. ironing … I can take care of myself pretty well..the problem.. lies with the $$ that all… I only could not support myself finacially…haiz… why parents are such nonsensical some time… yes the gave birth to us..but do the take time off to understands us.. they claim they know it all do they?? Parents just nag scold for whatever things you do..be it good or bad.. so whats makes us different>> we do go you scold..we go astray you scold…what the hell la… what do you all want… I need my own zone my own space to breathe..i cant even breathe in my own house…my sister she is that irritating… total different from me…I dun bother my sister when I am young.. I am independent since then..living in my own world.. things are much peaceful then… she goes around pow “to”ing everything to my mother…what does she wants ..she is happy to see me getting scolded…you know why sometimes I dun wan to help you..cause you make me dun wan to help you…I do what you also wan to complain..go la..go all you wan..i would never help you again.. I getting mad..Stressful life… I really miss playing floorball… that’s the time when I am really happy… I also miss the time I spent with you guys..money cant buy that… if you let me choose ..i will rather be with you guys at least you all offer to help… I too miss the time with you.. you gave me the “ there is still someone who care” feeling… it’s a pity that we resulted to this way..i am really sad… I know there;s still a lot of people out there who care…but do they really do?? Haix.. its frustrating…you know what;;its doesn’t hurt to tell someone that you care..it doesn’t.. I guess I sucks anyway.. People hating me?? Ya I am lousy..that’s all.. (-___-!)Jack

HAIX.........

Haiz …I think you were right…I am just an asshole.. BRAGGING…BOASTING… IRRITATING.. yup truly.. I think I have offended people not even knowing it… I know.. no one is perfect in this world … no one is.. but the fact is that at least people is not hated or what so ever.. I am by many I think due to my behavior…I really dunno …maybe I am too act or what..haiz.. talking Craps…”knowing” everything seems to be the limiting factor in me… I dunno why I also like the be the best and always trying to show off.. i may have some of the strength.. but I think it will eventually lead to my weaknesses..My EGOist?? Maybe.. I have always wanted to be the best but however I dun think that’s the case now… I think it went overboard and people hates me…arhh!!! I AM A FREAKING ASSHOLE…oh well no point saying all this…its good that people pin point to me my bad points instead of them hating me…I dun like people to hate me…I think nowadays you cant treat people good…everytime I treat people good the are often the ones who turn out to hate me the most…tell me peeps…tell me instead of hate me..scold me out..yell at me… I will listen to comments..trust me I do..i not trying to talk cock here but I really do accept comments now…HPT have thought me how to accept comments readily and I really think that one should listen and change for the good.. whats the point of hating people… what will it turn out..it will only sours the realationship and become eventual “ENERMIES: is like that the use cant people just think far and tell the person.. although I noe sometimes its hard to listen to comments…but when you go home and reflect..its quite true..i noe why you scolded me just now and I know that its for my own good..i will change for the better dun wry.. Spiderman will change to be a Better Man..with pride we lead with humility we serve!!!

LAST DAY

hmm
like said today is the last day of slacking..i found that i always dun hvae the discipline to keep my promise to start studying... up so i decided i shall be serious this time...i must and will study on full gear..esp when my chinese got a pathetic 5 ..omg..felt like scolding myslef with all those @#$$^*%#@&$*@*(# haix whats the point to cry over the milk on the floor..oh well.. i shall be discipline..i read some blogs today..think that the hottest blog topics are FRIENDS... true enough i dun think someone could survive without friends..some might arrogantly say they cant while others will agree with me..whats are friends..my defination is...they are just a bunch of humans that you feel quite all right..BEST friends sometimes are not who they are after sometimes...haiz.. the sad thing is that if your good friend is a girl and you are a boy...ppl is sure..comfirm ..gurantee ..plus Chop they will say you stead or what so ever turing the relationship sour...oh well. i been through all.. from friends backstabbing ...to them leaving ...to them ignoring you..you name i have it...yup...True friends dun come often as said..true friends are the ones who will stand by you and lend you their shoulder when you are sad...share the joy with you..point out your bad points and hope you would change...cares for you in the heart..no those who always say cares from their mouth..all that seems so FAKE....i care i miss...its true sometimes but saying that alot of times doesnt make show how much you miss them or care ...you just said it to show off or just for the sake...i duno whats your defination of friends but mine can be summarise into one word and that is for me to know and for you to find out..lol you might be cursing me rite now...hahah..okok i shall tell you and that is HEART...why heart is friens you might be wondering...as saif one cannot solely isolate themselves and live in their own world..although you must be indepent and do not rely on friend but sometimes you just have to amit you need their company...like your heart..without it you will die..but do you only need your heart?? you need lungs all that..shows that you should not be dependent and at the same time you cannot live without it...and heart is the one the feel the everything..when you are sad..your heart feels the bitter and sour..happy the sweet... anger the spicy....you dont need to say but your heart would automatic feel it..friends should also be the same...feel it like you feel it too..dun you think..then they can understand and cool you...arent i rite?? ok shall continue next time i am tired...

LAst day

HEy..today i just learn to play a new game called cluedo...OMg is darn fun la..sorry might be slow la but today just learn...hahha..so cool...Today had acers..run with weights..i think is pretty ok for me yeah...but dunno about the rest..hope it is ok too...must train hard ya..hmmm i wan to score well for chinese so many ppl lending me their books..cool..tmr is the last day before i start mugging hope there is programme tmr yeah!!! o well shoudl end here..anyways...i feel that there's alot of problems...but everything is very simple when both party just settle their hearts and listen ..the world would be a better place...dun you thnk so.. is it worth to keep a friend or have an never solve problem btw you all and result into enermies...think abt it ppl...i really hope that misunderstanding btw us can stop here and we move on as friends again..i know its har but..i hope it could be done..thats the only knot i have now...if that is solve i would be a better man and really awake Jack....ARH!!!!!!!!(-___-!)Jack

DEEP Thoughts

Hmm..People..Jack is awoken..really..he is...dun worry about him...in few days time he will be back and will be in full gear mode for O level..n one can stop him...hahah..Really thanks to all that i then realise..i am not Jack that i use to be...God sent all these signs so that i can realise it...THanks to Ms teo...altthough she just talk to me but from the voice i can feel the sincerely of the words..And all those who had encouraged me...Melissa, Jin shi, Reagen, Chunfu, Wilson, LiQuan, Fishy, Daphne and all those who had one way or another Thanks ..JACK IS AWAKEN!!!BEWARE!!!!

DEAD

FRK ! FRK! FRK! i got a freaking C5 for my Chinese..arh...thats so saddening man...i was like hopinf for at least a b3..i drop two grades....arhhh..i am really very sad.. really..is like alot of ppl got far better reslut then me..i really really dunno what happen.. maybe its my compo...hai... i will be retaking le i think...i think that if i got a b3 it would be better cause i dun think i can take other subjects...sobx....Crying my lonely heart out..i am just nothing but a plain sucker...wth is wrong with me man..chinese le...how can i freaking get a C5 wake up jack...time to wake up...don sleep anymore...Wake up!!! ARH!!! thinking back..why do i regret...whatever is done has been done and i can do nothing abt it...i just an ass..nth more...C5 shall be cahnge and i promise...HAiz...Anyway anyone sells guitar?? cheap one and who can teach me..i really wan to learn...arh!!! i am lousy, lazy..whatever you can describe..i really lost alot of things man...lose that CLOSE friend..then nalgene after nalgene...lose competition...lose SPF badge..lose reslut..what on earth must i still lose....Depression!!(-___-!)Jack

ARH!!!!

oh man..i getting bongus..i dun even know how to do certain sums in amaths..now then i realise and its like so late...i dunno what to do...arh!!! i am dead..i really wan to score..who could teach me....arh!!! nono..tmr is chinese o result...whta would i score...my head is spinning ..i getting rather headache...bye..(-___-!)Jack

NAtional Day

hmm..yesterday was not much of a happening...finally ended my job as the RSM of the school ndp parade..that marks a full stop to all my committment in PHS..receive my award..think i will get both in the end as they made the wrong medal so its alright:))) lol..hm then in the nite when to Lao di fang and eat and later headed to Marina square to watch fireworks....lol..quite nice..today was national day..parade today was liek so informal that the ugs actually ran in?? it all happens so fast..i rmb this time last year i was one of the members marching in padang..its was so much of fun then...hmm didnt do much today..only slack and finish up home wrk..i think i am dead...prelims are round and i am still slacking oh my..how on earth am i going to get my nine points like that..sobx...oh welll..god save me....(-___-)Jack..dun wan to upload photo liao the blog sort short onez... haha.. sobx... mixed feelings....

Dining ettiqutte

4 GRace
HEY guys check those pics..nth much to say..pictures says it all..thankx for those who complemented me for my shuainess haha!!! do i really ?? hahah smile..((: i didnt get colours though cause school policy says only can take one which i think its nonsense they say they develop character..wtb man...they dun even let someone who excel in both to take both ...lame man...oh ..had fun during dining.. The food so nan chi sia...oh well..take care peeps dun fall sick...LOve you guys...(-___-)Jack


LOL act cute GanG!!!!
MY fav pic of alll!!!!!! MY hair look nice yeah?? hahah we are cool..PInky, Zoe, Andre, BEn , ME!! Me and Stella
Me and BIg head?? lol..no offense
Jack aNd Jill
href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7124/2544/1600/S6000658.0.jpg"> My Partner for dining
Me and Hui Hui
this photo like down to earth sia the ..lights ahahah..me and andrina(DR ll) lol
WHat the bird sia!! i close my eyes...
US!! Zhiwei Andre ME!!
ACt Cute ME and PINKY!!! lol
ME and my gay partner!! hahah arent you people drooling over us??

FRKK!!!

WTH AM SUPER PISS OFF LA...WHY THEY TOOK AWAY MY COLOURS AWARD....PRINCIPAL ALWAYS SAYS...YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW...I AM COMMITTED FOR BOTH THE CCA WHY CANT I GET BOTH AWARD..IS NOT THE MATTER OF THE AWARD IS THE MATTER WHY IS IT NOT POSSIBLE...THEN WHY SHOULD ONE JOIN 2ND CCA OR WHAT WHEN HE KNOWS HE NEVER GET ANYTHING...I NOT THERE FOR FAME OR WHAT...ITS THE MATTER OF PRINCIPLE AND TRUST...WTH IS WITH IT MAN...FEEL SO FRK UP...LOST ANOTHER THING ONCE AGAIN!!! ARH!!! (-___-!)Jack

LOusy

Hmmm..today went to study..with the sec 3 and the same 4 of us..but i slack most of the time yeah!..oh well...i hate to be at home nowadays..my parents just dont seems to understand me..keep KPing lo..cant even get a moment of peace...how am i goign to concentrate like this...only know how to scold when i getbad result...cant they just praise me..WTH lA... i dun think they are even proud of me..so what if i get and merit or colours award... they would say something like..get le can eat meh??? Frk la....whats wrong man..i really hope there would be a more Lovely home for me to come back to...SOBX (-____-!)Jack

Owning

...today was suppose to play soccer but they all came late then rain le..cannot play much...ass man..then me zhiwei john kai xiang zhan qing and wee min went to bathe then headed to town...walk till zhi heng and zndre coem...didnt do much either...i bought a tie? ..yup then zw bought his shirt..zhan bought from top to btm...all choosen by the best fashion man..me!! hahha ..saw the award changes today...hmm congrats mr reagen for getting the merit disticntion...i amit i am sad of not getting ..come to think of it... i think he deserve it? he shall be the only one getting it..and i will be the only one taking both colours and Merit..isnt that good that we both make history...oh well award is just an award after all... but it dioes hurt when you dont get it..but luckily i lose to someone who is better then me..i am happy to be the loser..in the end there bond to be someone that is going to be sad...rite?? hahha i am ok with it..we are friends after all award cant overrule our friendships yea???Dun brood over things happening, SMILE cause it happens..yeah!!! (-____-!) Jack

SOme gains and lost!!!

Hey!!! you know what peeps... Ajc rejected me...oh well...arhh!! never mind that leave me to work hard on my own which is also good la ya...oh well..hmm common test result wasnt what i aspected for some....English 19/30 Chinese 70/100 Maths 55/100 Amaths 50/100 Physics 30/50 Chemistry 41.5/50 History ??/25 Social sTudies 15/25 Geography 29/30..hmm was rather disspionted with my maths amthas and social studies... dunno history becuase i didnt hand in the homework!! oh well just hope its not so bad..over all there is a imporvment i guess...hmm but this is just common test..so i think is common for people to get this result?? LMAO!!!! ARH!!! Gonna work hard le...i must get into Sajc Or Ajc....arhh!!! then recently was selected as the RSM of this year national day parade...pretty good har..hope i dun screw it...first time serluting to reagen..haha..Reagen march off in the front and i at the back..cool har...the logistic trio... i got Merit AWArd of Npcc and Colours AWARd for Floorball ..i think i am the first one in history that ever gets that ba??? haha..but didnt get Merit Distiction arh!!! ..haiz..oh well everything is fated ba i guess..i gonna work hard le...yeah!!!..Gammatte ppl...Acers was great....yuppp... love you guys..HPT never fails to make :) and my gang of N****** frens who says all those lame jokes...haha and anyone who cheered me up one another... I love you guys!!! Neither happy nor sad just average... lalal..going to teach Jin shi chem and elieen Social Studies..hope i can be a good teacher!!! (-___-!) Jack

NDP

hmmm..i expected something today..."man" send me a gift..i am so happy...thatx bomberman, batman and superman...spiderman love you all aye!! Went for ndp today...was kinna gd..just that its too hot.. nth much to blog about le...oh ya..HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANADEE hahah..she sang today..not bad ya..sing more...yeeps..(-___-!)Jack

LALAL

Today was fun...actually was suppose to go and support the takewando com but in the end we reach it was price presentation liao?? diaos!! then we went over to newton..i bought them on the wrong route..cause i never been there for a year or two forget le??? sianz//sry... then we finally found the correct place and set down to eat!!! had alot of food...not alot though haha..then you noe what we walk from newon to Plaza Sing..pro rite...then when to the newly open cathy house ..not really open yet though and i have to be back sobz..think they comtinue to city halll...oh well..wish i could join them arh!!! love ya guys...(-___-!) Jack

yeepss so happy!!!!

YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i am so happy today...today went shopping...lol i like girl lex...shopping make me happyy....hahah but i think all those that went today are as happy like me!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...meet Junwei(JW), Zhenyu(Lp), and Zhi wei (ZW) lol....we had lunch at amk s11...food there is really! i just love them...never get bored to eat there!!!yeahh!!!! then later wee min(WM), zhi heng(zh) and Melson(mc) came to eat with us...hm at 1 plus we meet eugene(ec) at amk mrt...he was late!!! ...wanted to meet kai xiang(kx) at bishan de .. then he was late then evey one unhappy..keep scolding him...haha damn funny lex...We headed off to orchard... waited for kx..when waiting got some guys approaches us for some dental survey..then we did then he realise we are not 18 hahah..then melson ask for some souvnier then he dumbfounded, it was hilarous man he dunno what to to only keep saying thank you...then by that time kx still haven arrive??? he is an ass man!! then went far east clothes there were either too expensive or not formal??keep walking round..But Ec bought a sunglass..act cool?? no la i think it looks gd? ehehhahaha... then we headed to ck tank then only kx and john(jh) came to join us..so it was me, zw,wm,mc,jh,zh,lp,ec,jw..nine guys together to buy clothes for dining...haha never go out with so many guys before sia... hehe then ck tang was another bad place...CBD area cant blame la..everything is so exp?? lol... then went over to wisma...found the polo raphl perfume i had..they say nice smell which i agree (((:..yet again we cant find anything there.... then walk taka alson no then headed to heeren and Alvin(At) join us... so tele goes up to 10 record high...i wanted to buy that 69 dollar shirt which i saw yesterday but was budget so i didnt which i...was lucky that i didnt cause we went over to bugis later which spark off to my shopping spree!!!!!!! ahahah.. i suggest there cause i think there the clothes we can afford more and proof to be really enriching..hahaha went into G2000 and there we spent 2hr looking at clothes...i was their fashion consultant..i gt good taste aye..look out for lp and jw they are my model!!!! lmAo...i saw this black long sleeve similar to the heeren one and i bought it..was $9 but discount till 29? thats a gd buy ...then ec lp and jw bought one themself too..i saw aother long sleeve and i cant resist the temptation i bought is ws $59 and discounted was $35 haha...so Happy aye... then after that ec just bought sunglasses spoil>> waste his $16... hope he gets it fix..then we kinna separated..al ec jw and lp went somewhere then me and mc went to find jh kx zw wm zh which was addidas...you know what zw and jh bought a $19 dollars addidas soccer ball hahah...then we headed for bugis street..i was looking for a coat..not act shuai le..but is i think its nice??/ haha and HUANG TIAN BU FU KU XIN REN...i founbd it and you know what it cost $45 and i bagain till $40 la..cheap buy aye..same design as the heeren one which cost $159... then jh bought a sport shirt for $22... then we went to eat at long john.gt the three piece offer..eat till damn fulll..then we went back to G2000 again cause kx zh and wm didnt really see there as kx went to find friend and wm zh went tution..we spent another hr there...hahah this time zw zh wm and kx bought a shirt each...cause we keep propaganda each other saying GSS is going to end haha...WM was my model again...i got good taste ok... trust me aye?? haha then we all were so happy... cause we have a shirt...i got 2 and a cost..i am super happy las..dunno why.. but i do miss my naglene!!!! ow!! how good will it be if i never lose it....hmm then we walk to city hall after that..wantedto take lift in national lib cause it was super fun sia...exciting..although we never had the chance..hahah..nvm next time..we went mac and bought so drinks and ice cream and set down to see cars? wm spilled his drink?? he is always so hilarious..oh well then sit mrt back home...what a day it was had so much fun aye?? haha o level is coming soon think this is the very last time i could have fun ya!!!hm i will study hard and get into AJ...yeah!!...so happy.................. yeah!!!!!!!!!!! how i wish you were by my side!!!!!!!!!!! oh well...i think is time i forget you...putting all those beatiful memories to sleep ba..it might seems liitle to you..but it seems a lot in my eyes. if you ever sees this..i hope we can still be friends.. cause its a pity to lose you my firend..really friends an no more...like that i really can lift that heavy rock in me and be really free..take care!!! thanks peeps for making my day and hope you can free me and make me happy for life... wishing you all the best..(-____-!) Jack

SADEEN

ARH!!! What the F***.. I LOST MY FREAKING NAGLENE AGAIN...MY 2ND ONE LIAO....WTH SIA...WHY DO I KEEP LOSING THINGS THAT AR SO DEAR TO ME....FIRST IS LOVE ONE..THEN IS NATIONAL FLOORBALL MATCH...FIRST NALGENE LOST SMAE DAT F****** ****...THEN IS ADDIDAS SHIRT... NOW NEW BOUGHT NALGENE LOST...WHY AM I SO CARELESS...GOD WHY MUST YOU TORTURE ME THIS WAY...HAVING I LOST ENOUGH...I ALREADY KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF THEM ALL...WHY MUST YOU MAKE ME LOSE THEM AND REALLY JUST SHATTER MY HEART...MY NAGLENE LE...ARHHHH..FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF..I AM SUCH I FAILURE...I AM NO STRONG AND I WILL NEVER SAY I AM ONE AGAIN...I AM A LOUSY CAPTAIN,NCO,HPT,SENOIR COUNCIL...ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11SOMEBODAY SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM REALLY SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..I ALREADY HAD ENOUGH OF THE SHATTERING WHEN I LOST *******.....WHAT MUST I STILL LOSE....(-____-;)Jack

LALAl

HAHa..its over for some..but its still on for some..lol i dunno what i talking sia...did nth much today only went to help sec 3 in their Acers..went pretty well..love to be in Hpt sia..hmmmm hahah Fun in the sun...lol i shall not forget my N****** friend..Zhi wei, Andre, Zhan qing, John Wee min, Kai xiang, Zhi heng...hahah thx for making my life...I still have the Trios...Fei Fei, Reagen, ChunFu..hahah i got loads of friend and i am happy...am i? ...(-____-!) Jack

OVer

Hey...exams are over? At least there's a break now>>.phew!! hactic life makes me almost cannot breathe...arhhhh..when can i leave this cage that preventing me from moving on...But people always say no pain no gain, learn from mistake, it is from failure that you grow...its true la but i already gone through all that le lo..why must i keep going through them??? haiz.. i have learn alot of things during my secondary sch life..i must really amit...i didnt make the wrong choice to come to Phs...I learn so much ..being in exco..Especially getting into HPT....People there rocks my life man!!..hahah in Hpt i really learn alot of things...Yeah!! hm...like the email say..be contented ...i am already contented with what i have le..any extra is just plainly my luck yeah? hhah..i dunno...i still cant get myself to walk out of the shadows.... is it i dunno how to think or is it i think too much?? i dunno i think i sometimes cares about a person to much till the person feels pressurise with me..i should change that aye...hmmm..i dunno what i willl be liek in the future but at least for now i am fortunate to have you guys in Hpt ..hahai might be bias..keep talking about hPt but i think i been through alot with them...esp the M.log who everything about me also know sia..ever since i come in from the *** *** one to the ******* one lol and others la..thanks for being there...(-___-!) Jack

Oh oh i just love this photo..spiderman three....Ar love love hahah ok i sound childish but spiderman is just way to cool man....Hmm common test are already here..peeps out there start muggin ok ....take care everyone..hmm i feel that i am back being myself again just that the lock, the question mark in my heart just never seems to get open..someone has the key but she doesnt wan to open it up...oh well then we shall just remain like that ba..hope one day..she will noe...Captain Jack is back...is he..bet no one ever seen my smile happily from my heart except chunfu ba cuase he is the one who is there ..being throughyou noe what i mean..haha i have no professionalism??? I do ok people...oh well think i should just end here..i pray that there will be one day the lock in my heart will be open so i can smile from my heart again..i shall run and not be weary!!! My love..HPT we rocks...(-____-!)Jack

Council INvestiture

Hmmm...slack the whole week i guess i am died for common test!! arh!! had council investiture today...Step down my 2nd vice- president pose to senoir council..oh well one yr seems so fast...its already 1 yr 3mth and 24 days for memories that i cant erase off..not council yup...hai.. photos uploaded in frenster le look at them not much also la yup!! mm...anyway i dun care about these stuff much adays i care more about my studies arh!!!..pls get me some good result....how i wish time could be turin back and find out what has gone wrong...everytime when i am lonely, or anything i would think of you...can you pls tell me what happen..i dn wan to live in a you look at me i dun noe you life... if there's a problem both parties talk it out...it is really so hard...i dunnoo arh!!! (-___-,) i dunno man..what is this world getting into...i guess i am over -protective..haiz its all my fault actually, isnt it..it really saddens me to lose you, such a good fren..i really didnt spread that we are together cause we NEVER was!!! it was really people's rumors and their mindset...tell me what the heck is wrong man...someone tell me .....i am sad really sad i got those feeling that i had the first time this happen..i am crying as i blog...arhhhhhh... i tried to leave you aside but the fact is that i cant...how can i forget when i dun even know whats or who is wrong..the problem doesnt lies btw who's right or wrong. its the matter of letting my heart reat a not...you might not feel anything but i do..oh well..people say time will heal?? how long more one year plus le...i really enjoyed the times we were as frens, talking about anyhting under the sun, know whats on the mind even we never say but this time i am totally at lost...i dunno you know...i will try to put all of them down ba...I dun hate you in any means cuase i always believe that everything happens for a reason dont it...I thinki am ok ba?? people dun worry about me k?? i just venting somethins that kept bottling in my heart...oh well...sry for all those who cares for me...i disappoint you once again...things at sch now sucks..first i dun get SPF, then i got chance in some teacher which puts people down, saying sacastic stuff..i really wish you back mr ng...arhhhhi am oging crazy..i thimk its high time i take a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(-___-;) Jack

A day that make me remeber

Hmm...so long never blog le...over the weeks many things happen and make me treasure my life more...My grandma had dierreoa* dunno how to spell doesnt matter. haiz accompanied her today to the hospital early in the morning abt 4?...after that went back and she took the medicine..but after that she was none better..then abt 6 in the evening she went to the hospital...you know something..i started to see what i would like when i am old..what if nobody takes care of me anymore..hai...came online talk to people..nth much though..found ANOTHER person(AGNES TING)* hahah applying for DSA to SAJC..i even reminded there's sch tomorrow hahah...oh well..then got a filial daughter(ms phoebe)ahahah who celebrated her mom's birthday for her..how sweet..hais someone came back in my mind again i just cant get her out.... oh well is it fate! but why must she be like that...maybe she got her reasons..ya..*trying not to think so much..working hard!!!

Hmmm..yesterday got student coucil investiture rehearsal till like 9 plus lol what the heck lo but i am ok with it la..hmm something bad happen at the end...i tried to cheer someone up(its a guy whom i cheer) hope he is cheered...lol today had O level chinese Oral...hmm..did ok i think but i stammer most of the time..oh well...OVer le jiu over le lo....
When things doesnt go you way,
dun lose hope,
press on.
When people put you down along your way,
dun lose sight,
stay focus.
(-___-!) Jack

School Starts

Hmm..so long never blog le..felt like blogging today so i did...hmm didnt really much as i expected myself to do..Hai...i shall work hard..Hmm nothing much to blog about much abt..went to mr ng house last friday..have a fun time..cycled there with andre..hahah..Hmm school finally start le...i really must work hard le..Os are coming le...must work hard..YEs.. i WILL and I CAN..i must proof my new form TEACHER wrong..no offence...lol..I think i am slowly forgetting her??? i dunno..doubt myself sometimes hai...but studies is more impt..yeah!!! PEople dun need to worry abt me le hahah ..i am FINE..i dun mean fine as in 0.7 pen refill yup..LOL i getting lame..think should shop here...People Jia You !!! we can do it...

I am back

GUys do you miss me??i am away for the camp that i feel so long didnt sleep 6hrs for 4 days
lol..cool rite??..starting the day was wednesday when we have our unofficial pre camp... lol we toned in macdonalds' lol...watch all three matches of world cup that day...Spain trashed ukraine 4-0..then saudi and tunisa held a 2-2 draw...then comes the germany match...was rather excuting cause both teams were good that day..Poland should have won..but they lost their composure in last dying mins?? oh well..then i stole melissa mac points for a hamburger..lol..then me kenneth xaiver and mengzhou walk back to sch from amk mac...then we prepare our full u...was hlilarious man...mengzhou called ms chong as she wanted the morning call...
MengZhou: Hello, Good morning!!!
Ms.Chong: Who you?
Us:LOl..lmao... he said so much then ms chong like blur blur ...hahah
Then the day started...nth much actually just lectures and lectures but we have our R.o.d damn funny sia..
Ci took out my rank then he ask why i no rank then i say:is you sir, you took it out..then he ask you sure...I said yes..he ask you really sure!..then i replied,and said..very sure i can proof it with the CCTV..wth..lmao..then mengzhou was pump for nothing then mz ask sir..explain why you pump me..he repiled..explain why what..so mr brown show sia then Ci ask him to move on..he said: MOve on you si lang Tou ar..ahahah..the day move on,we were all tired, hands acheing cause long time never do pumping le....Night fall,then wen jie sir ask us to go and sleep and thats the only 6 hrs sleep we have...hahah.Li xian join us but left nextday morning..Hmm..then in the middle of the night..i woke up feeling very cold..so i go onto the floor and take out my pants...* look i have another one in it ...but xaiver thought i took off my pants and sleep..i pull it down to cover my feet..hahah..what a joke...then the day started...
Pt time..wa run 2.4..slow sia..12.27.. long time no run le..arh!! then went back for breakfast and arm drills..then have Air rifle for the last time cause ROD le...sad!!! We had our traditon for NCO camp is that day2 dinner is very good dinner..Mac, KfC, Pizza...then comes the long long night..prepared for practical test..and sec three's had their uniform inspection...CI never give face sia..shout really shout into their face and scold them...some almost cried..then after that abt 2.30 am they finish and they have their practical test!! All look sleepy le but the strive on till liek 7.30 am!! lol never sleep sia they all... hahah cool.. Oh ya..NCC people damn funny sia fire drill all sleeping the sec threes...hahah then sec four help them hahah..Hmm the cadets sleep frm 7.30 to 10..hmm nco prepared the test paper i slept a while..The sec three took the test and have their Area Cleaning..i must admit they really did a good job..so i didnt punish them...Good rite..hmm.. last time take them le..sad sia...That time pop still in NPCC..then now hai..really over le..really sad lo..hai..Sobz..camp break at 5 plus six when to bathe...Hmm then wait for ms chong..THen NCC again they forget to return the flags... want to thow in to ncc room ms chong saw and question them..waited again..then in the end they give to security guard..LOL..then canteen in a mess sia and NP room outside..All NCC things..they canteen my cadets clean so clean then they just leave the packet of leftover there and then never clean up..is like wth lo...oh well i not trying to be bias here...yup..Sorry Melson..its not the Sec 4 fault..haha..hmm i think i shall end here..i think i slowly not missing her le ba..but i still do and you jnow what everytime i saw her i rmb all the things again..hais...Will time really heals,, but why are we like strangers now...(-___-)Jack

I am gone

Hey guys get this out,
Cause Jack Ang is here to take you out,
I got the move, the groove, the attitude
I got the looks, the people, to be the best,
and i got a camp camp camp for the next few days,
so people out there,
JUst Miss me!!!!
Haha nice cheer Rite..i am so smart..peeps..MISS ME!!!!!!!!

What a day...

Hmm..today was another slacking day...did nothing just play com and sleep...oh welll...i went to watch wrold come..holland against Serbia & Montenegro...the score ended 1-0 oh man holland should have done better..while i was watching..one super big..i swear its true..one super big tree bark hit my head..ouch!!!! there was a loud sound and i thought it was a thunder...lol everyone in the coffeeshop was stun and i felt so embrassed..lol...hmm nth more to add le..alvin is leavin the country... for malaysia tml for the insentive trip wish him all the best!! shall end here going for camp soon..PEOPLe its your turn to miss me..!!!

World Cup..

hmmm..World Cup is here..I think i would spend some times watching some of the matches ba..hope it does not catch fire!..lol..Hmm..Doctor must be busy treating people with world cup fever??? i dunno..hmm i have been slacking for pass two weeks..i have homework undone..i got so worried for my future..i really dunno what i will be doing you know...seriously i sometimes just hate myself...i come home everyday...cant even have a peaceful time...My sister(young) one would start being irritating...and my parents arent supportive at all...they think that all those f9 and failure is all due to i keep playing and didnt study...but the truth is ireally dunno the subject..when i play floorball...they say what could this get you... wth..its my hobbie...i really love floorball alot...I really feel so frk tub...i hope i just get away from this kind of life...i really hope i could stay alone...enjoying peace and quiteness...what to do..i seems to lose everyting...i seem such a failure you know...My parents keeping Kping me for using comp and whatever you can think of..its like i am already 16..i know what i am doing...i am at least better then those who are wasting their life...you think i never study... i spent time studying myt mid year..but i just cant get the desired result...whats is the world coming to...i really dunno...but i never give in...i would still perserve on..i never give up cause i am JACK..I really hope i will get in somewhere..AJC/ or SAJC...hmmm.. This home isnt a home anymore...is just a place for me to sleep take care of my needs thats all..why youngster are closer to their friend rather then parents ..cuase they just dun take the initiative to know you better.. they always think that they are right..doent mean you are an adult you are always right..Haixz..No one Understands me truely...Last time i thought that caring for others is good..but i never know that over caring is Pressure...now that i know..I hope things could turn back...i really wish that you will be there by me...but i knew this would never happen, cause i think you hate me..I just wanna say sry if my concerns gave you pressure...Whatever is it..good luck for all those things you do and may you fins your ideal partner..i just hope one day you would understand..Stupid fu..Dont worry about me..i am fine i just wanna say out my heart feelings cause i really couldnt hold on anymore..i know you like me to forget her but you know its really hard for me..sry..i try my best,..Tears are blurring my vision and i think i just stop here.. i will not be a lazy,lousy, stupid jack..thats what you told me..(-,___-,)Jack

Oh well...

Hmm...actually i was sleeping le then half way through suddenly wanted to block...theres so many things in my mind that give me fears...O levels are coming...my l1R5 is like 23...where can that bring me too..wth...sian...i dunno la..i did stuied maybe its just that i dunno how to apply my knowledge...hmmm....sobx.. then Msn got this dunno what block checker thing appearing...anyone knows how to get rid of it please tell me...sian think its a virus or a bug!! oh man...dun harm my computer....Sad...I dunno why i am still blogging ..its the heart that is telling me too...Arh!!!..i hate this feeling you know..oh well i just cant help it...just hope my computer doesnt spoils...go away you stupid spyware... hmm..you know what i am glad to see people glad too..i dunno why it would end in such a tragedy..but i believe in miracle...yup...And i know that there is no point forcing or anything...as miuan qiang shi mei you xing fu de yup!....Wo zhi yao gan do ni quai le jiu gou le!!!(-___-!)Jack

Steamy Boaty

Hmm..today was rather or i should say very enjoyable...Morning went for my sister engagement... then went for remedial...THen after remedial was Steamboat...First meet Reagen in school--->then Meet fatson,stupid fu,janelle,yiling at amk @ 4..then on our way to marina bay...then joyce khoo came..Colin,elieen swee koon soon follow...next is cherlyn, zhenhui, kelly..then andrew,wei quan, gary...follow by valarie and jewel..lastly pin wen,shu hui and kayjoo came..was already like 5.35?? hmm then while waiting for bus, fei fei and jin shi caught up with us..yup...then went to zhenfa to eat...liting came later..and so is kai ling, denise(she bluff me say not comeing le) idoit her, sin hui, Yazid shannon...we tooks lots of photos..hmm these is also they very last time we ever see gary, fatson and yazid with their hair on..hahahahha..okok i am sadist i think...hahah..i will have my time soon 4 years??? hahah..Photos are the things that keeps memories forever .....(-___-!) Jack

Sadden

Hmm..went for Razzamatazz yeaturday..wasnt a very nice concert but was quite ok la..but 15 bucks is just too exp..yup..hm went out with the gay dale...we have been gaying together for few days..from taking of council till now..we are forever gaying..dunno whats his matter maybe he just love me too much la..i do also..yee i sound so gay lol!!!! Hm then we walk around bishan at 3 i was late again ..SoreAh! We were there at 3 when the concert is at 7.30 la...We were two both very sian at home hahah...hm did nth mush then went to Hdb hub..called Fatling and Denise..then came and denise requested for flower then we two gay partner when to get some for her..and this let to a series of event..at first chunfu bought for the chior peeps i bought for the band peeps then.. we end up buying for more people...for more read stupid fu blog..he got rite i lasy to type... hahaha...hm then thats my day le ba...then today nth just sleep, eat, watch tv, play computer haiz..life seems to be so boring to me..i dun really care abt her le...i think i am lying la yup..i tink i still do care.. we been through quite abit of things and these things proof to be memorable for me and now i cant get her out of my mind..I noe she is a good girl la..but i dunno why she treats me like that..maybe her heart is a no. lock one and my key doesnt work on her..i think so..hai.. its sadding ou know sometimes to see that you put in so much effort and time on something and the other party take it for granted..like waiting then people doent turn up...10 hr i waited that time..i think i am a moron..but things have pass i think i shall let it pass too ya..no point forcing people to do things that they do not want to do..hope she realise one day ba..yup..God has create this and i think is for a purpose ..maybe a test for me but these is surly a tough test!!! haha.. Everytime i wan to make a decision but every tiem when i see her i jiust cant bare or stick to my decision...i am not usually like that the lo..i am someone who will stand up for what is right so what if you are higher rank or what..people do make mistake.. oh well i dunno why i type in all these crap but ya..i got nthing to do so decided to type more today..People are there for a certian reason. have you ever wander why are you on these earth...actually i also dunno mine..maybe they sent me here so that they have more handsome guys?? i dunno lol...hmm.. I think time will tell ba..I am still waiting for a day where miracle do happen...Mei yi chi he ni fen kai.. shen shen de bei ni da bai..(-___-!) Jack

Loop holes

People ...you know what i think that there are loop holes in the event cause no one actually saw her diposing the card away...i shall go with my hart then i think the she never throw it away either..but the truthis only she herslf knows it ba...yup i shant care so much anymore...i wan to concentrate on my o level now...Hope everyone could be happy and live their live to the fullet and do not have regrets in their lifes ya!!!!Take care peeps..(-___-!)Jack